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Processing Your Emotions - Denial Stop your engines Let it all sink in Give yourself time - distance yourself if necessary

Mourn Lament what could've been

Learning Your Worth Realize all the faults and unfairness you had to deal with Reflect on the signs that you ignored Be rightfully angry for your old self

Accept Face the universal truths of love and loss - Not everyone is meant to stay in your life - "I think there are people that help you become the person that you end up being, and you can be grateful for them even if they were never meant to be in your life forever.", Diane Nguyen (Bojack Horseman S06E16) - Cherish the time you had with them regardless - It's alright to be upset - It's alright to pine - But this cycle is temporary - Those who cannot learn to move forward are doomed to orbit around the corpse of star that is a forgotten love - Wait for the green ligh...

skate fast smoke grass eat ass peace out

i'm done. it's over. i feel free. time to go back to the things that matter.

NOT for real this time.

• George Orwell's 'Politics and the English Language'
• @astroeulogy's cc replies (bree usually follows up or expands on their answers in a thread w/ a link back to the question)

(compile into a playlist on yt & spotify)

• oasis of the wind ii - takashi kokubo
• green - hiroshi yoshimura
• zen - susumu yokota
• selected soundcloud works 2015 - aphex twin
• emancipator - safe in the steep cliffs

https://www.notion.so/Year-One-24f4b9056...

still a really rough draft?

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• review last years' theses, essays and infographs.
• review vanguard articles by seniors.
• try not to cringe when you reread your written works.
• practice. you work best under a time limit.

get out. get out as soon as possible. relearn. reintegrate with society.

GET OUT.

nothing has changed. you need to get out.

bookmark-worthy. some can be shared extensively, some can't. takedowns happen.

MyBib

• thank god for this website
• having to painstakingly learn APA citation versions' syntax made me appreciate this more

con: may miss the author name and date publication in some news links. in any case, it's responsive and asks you to fill it in before it adds it to the list anyways. should be no problem if you're not in a rush.

Cite This For Me

• complete with a sort of crash course on ...

SciHub

• shout-out to the speaker at our research...
• legit saved me from a lot of trouble

Z-Library

• Think by Simon Blackburn
• The Pig That Wants to be Eaten by Julian Baggani
• Thinking It Through by Kwame Anthony Appiah
• The Problems of Philosophy by Bertrand Russell
• What Does It All Mean? by Thomas Nagel (be cautious of personal opinions of the author in this work)

(courtesy of FAQ by u/TychoChelchuu and a few answers from r/philosophy)

You are not some throwaway dessert.

Only give them small slices and watch them beg for more.

• mega master folder of S.Y. 2019-2020 pro... (still thinking about creating one for GDrive, but even I'm not that nuts)
• keep notes of S.Y. 2019-2020
• programming pt collab (looks terrible after the browser updates these past few years)

criticism

• sentences drag on for too long—the whole thing becomes a chore to read.
• strays away from subtopic/point of the paragraph.
• subconsciously uses highfalutin words when not necessary.
• vague buildup from a lack of actual understanding. basically bullshitting.

these are the same problems your articles and essays from four to six years ago had. the fact that they're still prevalent in your writing is troubling.

good points

• your best works are from exam essays?

note: no guarantee of great user experience since that's a matter of personal preference.

CHROME EXTENSIONS

Notion Web Clipper

• adds a web page's content to your Notion workspace (can be added to a database) w/ an attached link to that site

prerequisite: Notion account

pro/s: makes things easier if you're planning to use Notion to streamline your process

con/s: it's hard to highlight a slice of text for some reason? automatically selects the whole block if you don't use the Ctrl+Shift+H shortcut (which only selects the previous color you used.) an absolute pain in the ass if you need to alternate between different highlight and text colors fast. team might fix it after a few updates.

saved me from constant headaches and cramming (as long as you have the initiative to match it.) especially useful when you're crunching deadlines—after an adjustment period.

Extensity

• leaving a lot of extensions active eats ...
• it creates a little widget with a list of extensions to toggle on and off with ease.

note: to have an extension appear in the pinned bar immediately after you toggle it on, do not remove it from pinned list on the extension icon (puzzle-shaped.)

Black Menu for Google

• having too many tabs open just to check ...
• when pinned, it creates a widget with a list of google apps you can switch to and ...

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does it spark joy?

did it burn you out?

did it overwhelm you?

do you still feel anything?

Caller 40: "Okay, well... As someone who would also prefer not to have a flesh prison, and who also doesn't like compliments on my body, I use fashion and style to express myself—because it's something I have agency over , it helps me counter the trauma of being forced into corporeal existence. I wondered if you felt the same?"

: “Now, there's an intriguing concept. But I’m hardly traumatized by my own body! It’s an inconvenience, but, as far as inconveniences go, not a horribly unpleasant one. It’s like being given a pet without your consent, but a particularly cute and talented one—maybe you didn’t want a pet, but if you’d had to choose one anyway, it would have been this one.

“There have been such philosophical debates over what decides the shape of one’s soul in the afterlife. Is it a punishment, is it random, is it a reflection of repressed psychic urges… I come down on the side of those who believe that our n...__I believe this because mine reflects who ...__ My body, silly little automaton though i...

STOP SLACKING OFF.

computer & internet spring cleaning + ol class setups

dos

twt

• sort out anitwt bookmarks
• sort out priv twt bookmarks

tumblr

• sort out tumblr likes
• reblog with respective blogs

google

• sort out chrome bookmarks
• transfer sorted folders to respective accounts

fb

• sort fb tl posts into bookmarks
• transfer sorted posts to respective accounts

• studyblr
• reg tumblr
• telegram
• reddit
• anime + manga + ln (read & watched circa 2016 and onwards)
  • anilist
• shows
  • trakt.tv
• films
  • letterboxd
• manga
  • mangadex

note: notoriously short attention span—hence a lot of paused/dropped/ & currrently rewatching/rereading media.

these are windows and android apps i've been using for quite a while now + new ones with quite a lot of promise

ANDROID

Google Classroom

• has most of what a school may need for dissemination + assigning timely schoolwork/assessments + receiving schoolworks

Forest

• i used to have issues with focusing, and would physically be unable to stop (would frequently go down internet rabbit hole after internet rabbit hole—losing track of time in the process and never get anything done) and this app helped me get my bearings
• set up a time limit for certain apps

Google Keep