repeated thoughts, my brain's motifs

octobre ( 12 ) i feel like the only person my age who's not in a relationship. i think of what it would be like if it was you, s, and i'm not so sure about being alone anymore // some people think it's supposed to hurt, like it couldn't be real if it's putting you first. ( 13 ) you and your loved ones are safe. your future self is giving you permission to thrive. your ancient ancestors stand beside you. // starseed. what lights you up? ( 16 ) may we never have our children ask us why we did nothing, stayed silent, stayed neutral. ( 17 ) i saw this photo (tw death) and just broke down. g-d, allah, let justice roll down like a river. grant him jannah and grant his mother's soul peace.

novembre ( 3 ) v'accertate, aure beate, aure lievi e beate! ( 5 ) Your eyes, nose, lips, Your touch that used to touch me ( 14 ) apparently i haven't had any thoughts except school, homework, and memorizing music ( 24 ) Holding a bouquet of wilted flowers under my arm, I was searching for the beauty that would never fade

décembre ( 2 ) listening to city pop in the backseat of the car ( 7 ) peeling potatoes and thinking of liberation // valentine, valentine, my decline is so much better with you