 
   
  
    - I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real. And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. 
- I'd rather be working for a paycheck than waiting to win the lottery. 
- Lately I've had to come to grips with scope and figure, how my problems stack up in a world two steps from ruin (or maybe it's rapture). Well either way I realize that my shit's about as small as it could be, and that makes me feel worse for even feeling this bad in the first place. 
- I'm selfish enough to want to get better but I'm backwards enough not to take any steps to get there. 
         feb 6 2012 ∞
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