inspired by the invisible girl

me. this was an incredibly difficult year, i've experienced so much - and mostly bad experiences - but the last few months have been better, i feel like i was able to grow mentally and spiritually and can say that i feel much better than i thought i would by the end of this year.

movies. top 5 movies seen this year

• swiss army man
• the fundamentals of caring
• don't breathe
• finding dory
• sausage party

tv shows. top 5 tv shows of the year

• stranger things
• limitless
• crazy ex-girlfriend
• 11.22.63
• love

health. not my best year either. had a mental breakdown and ended up committed in a mental hospital, which wasn't as bad as it sounds and actually helped me overcome a few issues. lots of adjusts on my medication but the current ones seem to be working even thought i might need to add a mood stabilizer. finally found a therapist that i connect with and the sessions are helping me a lot with my depression and anxiety.

misc. obsessions make up, vivara life charms, my favorite murder podcast, lots of new tv shows, hozier, the sims 4, friends, how i met your mother, shintaro kago.

books. top 5 books read this year

• still life with woodpecker, tom robbins
• a arte das armadilhas, ana martins marques
• até o dia em que o cão morreu, daniel galera
• vermelho amargo, bartolomeu campos de queirós
• eu__você, verena smit

music. top 5 musicians of this year

• hozier
• melanie martinez
• maroon 5
• the xx
• jack johnson

favorite moments & stuff that made me happy. getting closer to my father and family, starting to talk with one of my sisters again, finishing all friends seasons & getting all dvd boxes from my sister, meeting V, all the moments i get to experience with him, becoming more mature and secure about what i want to do with my life, start watching "how i met your mother" and loving it!

not so nice things. my mental breakdown and suicide attempt, believing in people who weren't worth of my time and love.