• 1 | 🐙 m made us both wattdogs for lunch and it really hit the spot • finally had that can of tomato soup with m that we bought like a year ago, wow its great to not have to think about how long we've had it and not eaten it yet anymore • did a ton of cleaning and feel SO much better now that so much is done, honestly really proud of how much i got done today • got rf today, so delicious as always!! • fire spirit cookie my beloved • its always satisfying to make the fresh new lists for monthly things! • talked things out with 🍄 and i think things are better now after a rough few days of both of us being incapacitated by chronic pain and unable to effectively communicate; we love them so much and want everything to be good between us forever
• 2 | ☀️ woke up at a human hour today! • i'm so happy i got to see 🐂 today!! ^^ • had dq with m for lunch • glad i got to show m fw even though it was mostly closed because of the power outage • we went into mtro really quick so m could use the restroom and they ended up having the recycling bags we've needed forever that wm never seems to have in stock, that was big lucky!! • even though it was very cold and very windy it was very sunny for the first half the day when we were out and that was so good for me!! • i got tons of physical activity today, even uphill some of the way! • dropped off rx at cstco to try and reduce, you know, cost, and it was so easy, i was amazed!! we looked around to see if a membership might be worth it and it might be! seeing all of the industrial sized things makes autism brain BIG happy too • i like the little sample stands in the cstco, they're so fun • saw a really pretty lady on the elevator in one of the train stations • got through wm and got all our groceries and stayed inside the body and on task the whole time!! found almost everything on our list!! • grateful that we can afford groceries and food we like to eat • got home before the snow storm, so grateful for that!! the snow was just starting up when we got in • saw a really pretty girl on the bus home • the contractor came by today and fixed our shower!! hopefully no mould for us! & thus was able to have a lovely shower when we got home • made chicken drumsticks for dinner that really hit the spot!! • maxed the new crob treasure already woohoo!! • our new cart is wonderful already and so grateful to have it, best boy!!
• 3 | ☀️ m's tips were pretty good after all!! • m got me some coconut extract so i could make an ocean water and we havent had it in a few weeks and it was sooo tasty • did a decent amt of dishes!! • read the first volume of how to train your dragon it was SO fun and cute and hilarious • m got home at a human hour!! • made an enormous buffalo chicken wrap for dinner and finished most of it! • m and t listened to me infodump about httyd, we're so extremely grateful for that all the time, that our partners listen to us just rant endlessly about something they know nothing about and don't find us annoying • finally cleaned the interior bath mat after meaning to for like 2 weeks, such a relief to have it done • drew a kh thing i got the idea for last night and t loved it as much as i hoped he would • proud of myself for resting even though its hard and boring!!
• 4 | ☀️ made a ginormous smoothie and it was really tasty!! • t made system progress at last!!!!! i was so excited i almost cried, its been 84 years and it's such a relief and so so so exciting • we made system progress too!!! it's nice to feel like we're getting somewhere after the episode we had the other day that broke our brain • made roast beast sandwiches for dinner with m, it was kind of a disaster but fun and they tasted pretty good! • 📓 did really good with taking meds and putting their knee brace on when they needed it!! i'm super proud!! • the shop m went to to look for cream soda had loads so we were able to get a lot!! • did system doodles and it's nice to be able to just doodle and be okay with them being low quality like they're supposed to be • had a nice shower in the evening • proud of t for going to get his shot and taking care of makis box and existing and doing his best all the time!!! he's doing amazing and we're super proud!!!!! • watched 2 more eps of new trigun with t, we LOVE vash's new design and love his new distilled babygirl personality even though the plot and pacing of the reboot is a hot mess
• 5 | ☀️ finished leftover smoothie and none went to waste and cleaned the blender same day!!!! • did almost all the dishes in general too!!! • did lots more system stuff, things are feeling pretty good!! • had a giant salad with 2 entire avocados in it for late lunch, so tasty, ponyo love freesh avacadoo • i'm super proud t did laundry today!!! • refilled ours and m med's containers for the week! • m made us wattdogs for very late dinner when i was so sleepy i could barely keep my eyes open, very appreciative!!
• 6 | ☀️ woke up at a human hour again today!! • did all the laundry today and put it away! • an older lady at the laundromat used a machine after this guy took out his stuff before his dryer ran out, and she didn't realize it still had time on it, so when her things were done, she gave me the last 15 minutes of that dryer for my own stuff, it was really lucky and kind of her!! • got 4 replacement chqs from the gvnt ?? hopefully they don't try to take it back later like they do everything else but in the mean time it really helps!! • proud of m for napping before work instead of playing game bc rest important but m got to play game after work/before bed and that makes me really happy!! • it was nice and sunny out and decent in the afternoon so we were able to wash our jeans by wearing leggings to laundry!! that really helps since we only own one pair of jeans • listened to fun music while folding clothes makes me happy • finally started writing down our receipts that we've been hoarding since the turn of the new year, enormous cosmic relief to finally have that going • really nice shower in the evening • tried our new white birch wax melts and we have a terrible sense of smell but from what we can smell, its really nice!! • made a salad when i got home from laundry & took pain meds very responsibly!! • shower helped with arm pain a lot and i'm super grateful for that • made lots of progress grinding in crob • really happy to welcome 🖱️ into t's family!!!! is so cute and good to be with! • 🖱️ drew really cute fire update draws!! • enjoying tombi by kvi baba SO much, its so good and makes us so emo abt vash our beloved • so proud of 🖱️ for going to therapy and the market and doing makis box and showering and drawing and doing system stuff and just doing amazing progress and so much work!! did so amazing!!!!! • 🧯 was so sweet for coming to front to reassure me and 🍄 is such an adorable sweetheart for sliding in at warp speed to reassure me 🧯 wasn't legitimately calling me an idiot slkdjfgs so sweet and cute and kind, love them both so much!!!!
• 7 | ☀️ finally caught up all the way on dishes again!! • made a pitcher of real sweet tea and its SO TAS-TEA • got sgc for dinner again and they were able to make it without cauliflower our arch nemesis!!!!! soooo grateful and STOKED • t made huge system progress again today, and drew SO MUCH!!!!!!! we love husband so much all the time!!!!! so so so excited and happy!!!! • m FINALLY GOT TO PLAY D&D!!!!!!!!!!!!! after wanting to for like hella months but group not being available/up for it, i was so excited i wanted to cry on principle, m loves d&d so much and we've wanted it to happen for what feels like forever, so elated, love for our spouse to have good things • i'll probably get kicked out of it by roll over but in the mean time: challenger iv in sugar breakout?!?!! best score ever so far!! • appreciate our partners validating my new appearance ;-; • fixed my nka and it looks SO MUCH BETTER and more ME and was a huge relief, it was bugging me so much, remembering there was an overalls option changed the whole game • drew a lot today!!! • i made a suggestion for notion for system stuff and 🖱️ seemed to think it was a good idea and will be helpful and that makes me really excited!! wanna help make things easier for all of them all the time!!
• 8 | ☀️ got up at a human hour!! • closed out at challenger iv in breakout after all!!! YEAH BABY!! top 4% first time ever!!! • went out of the house two entire times!! • the weather was absolutely gorgeous all day • picked up my holds from the library, the clerk was really nice to me!! • overheard another library clerk answering the phone ultimately say "This is a public library, goodbye." and i was so bewildered like what could the person who was calling have possibly said to warrant her saying that?? and found it really fun, then she very bewilderedly specified to her coworker that an air duct cleaning service had called • got some stuff we needed at the store all by myself!! • went out a second time to bb, dllarama & mtro, found what i needed at all 3 places!! • the clerk at bb accidentally charged me for the wrong thing and i didn't notice until after but the mistake actually saved me like $6 so that was awesome!! • found lucky charms with clovers that turn the milk green at dllarama, excited to try!! it seems fun • absolutely baffled but grateful to find drumsticks cheaper at mtro than they were at nf???? • saw super cute squishmllows themed after games in the mtro • got bubble tea on the way home!!
  • 🐙 had a very thorough and satisfying bath when we got home • even though ☀️ had a bad misunderstanding with 🖱️ and the night went pretty badly overall, ultimately 🖱️ did ask for help and 🌭 stepped in to do so and it really did help a lot and we were able to work things out a decent amount before either of us went to sleep, extremely grateful for both of those things, we really, really dont like going to sleep upset, especially not with our husband • grateful to spouse for helping us emotionally regulate when we're struggling with bpd symptoms
• 9 | 🐙 the upside to being in hellish pain most of the day was that it got me to read my shark book and i was able to share a million shark facts with 🖱️ and i sure do love to talk about sharks, made me extremely happy • following through on cooking before our produce went bad even though i was in a fuckton of pain, yeah baby!!!!!! • made pasketti togeddur offline with m (mostly just kept me company in the kitchen) and long distance with 🖱️, it did a really amazing job using so many vegetables!! • 🖱️ did a really amazing portrait of a fella from a game t likes, he's hella handsome and the draw turned out incredible, they're all so powerful at using lighting i swear • always really proud of m for resting when necessary
• 10 | ☀️🐙 🖱️ got up for class soooo early, it was even voice and video, i was so impressed and glad!!! • miss l got our amzn package when it arrived n put it in a clean trash bag to protect it from the snow and set it on the back porch for us so it wouldnt get stolen/damaged, extremely kind of her!! • proud of m for admitting it was time to have the hurt arm checked out, know going to the doctor is no fun • went to the hospital to have m's arm checked out and it took forever but it was super worth it because the xr showed no fracture or break, probably just an internal bruise and we're SO GRATEFUL!!!!!!! just LOVE for our spouse to not have broken bones!! 10/10 • proud of m for trying a new food even though it wasn't good! • was able to get some groceries at lngs on the way home! • got rf togeddur with m on the way home which is always good • m got a meal from a&w so we were able to have the sweet potato fries which we'd been craving 5ever, they were so good • had a crunchwrp for the first time in ages and it really hit the spot too!! • sparkling water litres were only 99¢ at lngs!! • transit to and from the hospital wasnt too bad • arm braces are helping a lot!! • working things out with 🖱️ a bit better slowly but surely and really relieved and grateful • t did lots more great art!!
• 11 | ☀️ tried new lucky charms and they were really good and fun • watched the habanero release vid at the pet costume is SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!! if krmtsu was a phoenix shaped like a fat robin, i started crying irl its so freaking cute I LOVE HIS JUMP/SLIDE SOUNDS he's like a little squeaky toy 😭😭 • was able to get habanero's costume before his release after all!!!! • working things out with 🖱️ all the way and really relieved and grateful • finally sorted all our calendar stickers all the way, we've been meaning to for hella weeks

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• 13 | ☀️ did lots of dishes
• 14 | ☀️ saw 🧯 for the first time in a super long time!!!!!! spent most of the day drawing trying to discover myself and after drawing a thousand hours i FINALLY FIGURED OUT MY APPEARANCE omg finished getting all the rewards from the current crob event + maxed BOY and almost maxed pet, never finished leveling a cookie so fast before ever the lobby design is GORGEOUS m helped me make us both tuna sandwiches for dinner t making so much system progress still, im so happy!! looking forward to dinner with m tomorrow and game with t tomorrow for late vday celebration!! drew a thing i was really hoping t would like and he did, always makes me so happy
• 15 | ☀️ went to robosshi with m and had a great time of the robots!! they were the cutest thing EVER and i was on the verge of tears the entire time found a nice new sheet set i hope its really good after we wash it and can try it out! still ate something else before bed so i wouldnt go to bed hungry had fun doing gay rights friendly run with husband in crob
• 16 | ☀️ had a misunderstanding with but we talked about it a long time and things eventually got better and im grateful for patience nd that neither of us give up communicating even though we have a hard itme sometimes really enjoying simply turkey lunchmeat and cheap hotdog buns, the autistic brain works in mysterious ways
• 17 | ☀️ talked things out with and came to a better understanding did some dishes after being in a slump for a long time!! made a smoothie drew a headshot of me and ⚓ and they came out nicely i think!! i like curly fries a lot drank a whole litre of sparkling water
• 18 | 🐌 finished smoothie from yesterday so it didnt go to waste, we've been doing good with that lately watched more new trigun w t got my headshot done, grateful it didnt take longer than it did talked with t about job stuff for a long time, cried a lot but, maybe got somewhere, hard to tell finally caught up on all the dishes after a thousand years popcorn was nice to have, havent had it myself in ages finally maxed bellflower's pet so we'll be able to use her in breakout drank a litre of sparkling water