- 1 | 🪐 actually followed through on doing physical activity!! • chinese food leftovers were still tasty • really good bath • t got back home safely from holiday hell with his parents • we're trying to make up for how much we didn't listen to music last year because of brain chatter problems and i did listen to lots of music today! • having listo all set up for the new year feels really satisfying • i like the smell of our new conditioner • drew some small things today!! • feels like the year is off to a nice start & very grateful for that
- m | hug from spouse in the morning • scoop of gelato at lunchtime!!
- t | 🍄 getting home from parent hell • testing out new products and stuff gotten at crimbo • talking with spouse about organization and habit plans • petting maki
- 2 | 🪐 t went to the pet store today and saw the cutest naked wrankle baby mouse you can even image and sent me pictures, he was so cute with huge eyes and little light spots on his wrinkly little skin, the cutest sweet little baby ever, so blessed to see such a sweet boy, made my whole day • was able to get almost everything on our grocery list! • even though i spilled tea all over our switch its working fine and i'm extremely grateful for that • proud of myself for going out even though i didnt feel like it and carrying so much home by myself • a guy in the grocery store let me know that i'd dropped my stylus on the floor even though i had headphones in and didn't notice and that was very kind • nf had their off brand rocky road ice cream finally!! not nearly as good quality as häagen-dazs, genuinely, but it hits the spot • got ahold of grandpa finally and his pneumonia relapsed before but he's doing better again now and that's a relief • amnazong offered a free month of optimus pryme!! • maple taffy cookie BIG HANDSOME • m showed me a delightful tktk of a borzoi being groomed and it was so good to see • previous avoidance to find the lighter that fell into the closet the last time i put it back prompted me to open our box of matches so i could light our candle so i got to strike a match for what might be the first time ever?? it was really fun to do & created such a nice smell • t was able to go out and get an agenda and presents for maki and get art prints and other stuff he wanted/needed and i'm so proud of him for going out!!!
- m | figured out another reason bastard and i misunderstand each other • had apple crisp for breakfast • k made a comment about not wanting pain medication dependency but acknowledged that it's different for me because i have chronic pain and the acknowledgement was really nice
- t | spiritually bonded with the mouse at the pet store • maki drank from the new fountain i got her • got things done • was able to go out togeddur with spouse • maki is so cute every day
- 3 | 🩹 did the dishes we've been dreading for days!!!!!! • helped t organize his desk & such, always makes us really happy when he gets stuff organized and feels better because we know the deathening clutter causes • apricot nectar SO tasty • had a great shower in the morning • changed all the bedclothes to our super cute shark ones and made the bed and that always feels epic, flopping into a freshly changed bed after showering and getting into clean clothes is the most sublime experience • m was able to get a dr. pepper flat from nf!! • our advice for m paid off wrt working things out with bastard!! so things will get better hopefully! • t ordered some helpful stuff that's gonna make his life easier and i hope it helps!! and he unpacked and did lots of tidying!! did so amazing today • found out some of our flight info eventually, need to investigate more but it's a start!
- m | lorna's spite at that bastard regular made my day • talk with bastard went well • ks asked me to cut the onions instead of her because i do them so nicely
- 4 | 🦈 i was able to fit into m's red hoodie to not be dysphoric the whole time i was present • i love our shark socks • 🍄 said really nice things to me about how i still deserve to be here even if i'm not the most sociable person and other people might get more out of it than me • i put in the effort and actually had breakfast and made a smoothie • actually became tired enough to take a nap and rejuvenate after having slept like shit at night
- 🐙 had a funny & bittersweet dream about my brother • did the at home grill with m, it was super tasty and a lot of fun, i love grilled pineapple so much • finally started up dbt again with m after ages of not keeping up with it • 🍄 followed through on a lot of things again and im so proud!!
- m | doing grill and starting dbt again too!
- 5 | 🐙 the hellish stomachache i went to bed with was better by the time i woke up • humidifier helped body stop feeling like hot garbage after a while • went out and got things we needed from the store • caught the streetcar back precisely on time so we didn't have to wait another 20-30 minutes • ate sort of enough for once! • got bubble tea for working so hard today • did a fuckton of laundry all by myself! • tasty chicken burges for dinner • 🍄 followed through on more good things today & merged with 🎏 and their new appearance is ADORABLE • when i suggested adding whipped cream to m's ice cream oreo concoction the immense audible excited gasp was so hilarious and cute • m started playing the finale of kh3 and i hate this plot so much but sora my beloved, my sweet boy, light of my life, god's perfect angel, best boy ever, a luxury NO ONE could ever hope to afford
- riku & sora summoned the gayblade without verbally communicating and it made my whole life + m "I WANT TO SEE THIS IN YOUR STYLE THOUGH... THE CHUNK AND THE HUNK" • kairi tossing her microscopic body in front of axel try to try to protect him was the most • aqua touching her head to ven's and hugging him • aqua ruffling ven's hair!!! • "thank you for always keeping me safe, sora" • "venty-wenty" • axel's face when ven remembers him • axel brandishing his ice cream bar at saïx like a sword "WOULD YOU GET LOST" • kairi is so small and axel is so tall she barely reaches his sternum, their height difference is magical • in the jp version sora says "call me if you need anything" and riku DOES!!!!!!!!!! • riku's hilarious romantic beach scene with repliku, sora "why is he alone" kairi "he wanted time to himself" • aqua is SO much taller than sora and riku is taller than her and axel is taller than riku, everyone's heights are just perfect • ven keeping his promise to terra!!!! • riku supporting sora in his own way • chirithy is SO CUTE!!!!!!! • the final world is super beautiful • young eraqus so handsome • sora being like "no wait thats not the real thank-you!!!" to naminé, he is so sweet, my angel, best boy
- m | going out with spouse to do grocery stuff & playing kh togeddur
- 6 | 🐙 had amusing bizarre dreams last night • did most of the dishes i was cosmically dreading • t drew lots today and i loved to see everything so much • when i suggested the thing abt marriagetoxin and t went nuclear, was so funny • 🍄 was really patient with me when i got upset about my stupid trauma about sharing interests • had a huge salad for breakfast and actually finished the smoothie from the day before yesterday!! • m brought me home more sparkling juice!! so excited to have it tomorrow • i wasn't able to eat almost any of it but m brought home food from work for us to share and im really grateful for the attempt/consideration • spent a good while translating bits and pieces of the jp dialogue from kh3 and while i'm always relieved the dialogue is better, it makes me really mad how bad the characterization suffers from such poor translation in the eng version • i love sora so much my sweet perfect boy from god, i have a reason to wake up every day no matter what • really proud of m for trying to use coping skills when work sucks • finally made an appointment to get my labs done on monday!
- m | vanilla ice cream with oreo & whipped cream
- 7 | 🐙 finished the rest of my leafs for breakfast and my last avocado even though it wasnt really ripe! • did some cleaning i've been meaning to do for a century and that feels like a huge relief • t drew really cute stuff today!! • had my sparkling juice m got me before and it was SO tasty • drew something m asked me to draw and m loved it! • listening to the wendell & wild ost the entire day, it's so good • had chicken burgers with m for dinner and it's always fun when we have the same thing • actually got up and got more to drink several times and had a snack while drawing and didn't just sit in the same place for 5 hours! great progress • had a nice bath
- m | ks told me that bastard doesn't actually make that much more than me despite having 12 yrs more experience • ks also gave me an app so we can do inventory stuff easier and it will help
- 8 | 🐙 t got a surprise commission today!!!! i'm so excited for them • finally went through and reorganized all our electronics cords and that's an enormous cosmic relief • extremely appreciate that 🍄 is always so patient and listens to me talk constantly every single day, i seriously never fucking shut up and i'm just so grateful • tidied our clothes hanging in the closet, that was a mess too and its a huge relief to have that done too • i'm exhausted and its not breakout night, hallelu • finally drew something i'd been wanting to draw for months!! • it makes me happy when my partners like/compliment my art, they're literally the only ones who ever see it so it makes me feel like its worth it to try and share my ideas • the wendell & wild ost is just SO GOOD!!!
- m | seeing spouse's drawings!!
- 9 | 💉 woke up 4 minutes before my alarm this morning! that was satisfying • phlebotomy appointment this morning went very smoothly! grateful for such a peaceful location & accidentally taking the stairs out the back of the building was really funny • going to mr. puffs & macca's with m before work • called to check on grandpa and he said he thinks the pneumonia is actually improving finally, which is a big relief • was finally able to get m more work shirts! • found an amazing peak jupiter wktd lesbian nrg shirt for 🦈 that is the best texture • got everything on our grocery list even though i risked going to the smaller nf for the last 3 things! very grateful for that • i saw the light rail in action for what i think is the first time! • very nice bath • was extremely ambitious and made 2 dinner portions and was able to finish them both!! • m and i had the same thing for dinner, that's always fun • t went to therapy and got some home essentials!! • ☕ worked really hard to cope with extreme feelings today and i'm really proud of him!!! • i love sora kingdom hearts so much, my sunshine, angel, darling of my heart, best boy forever
- 10 | 🦈 really like the new shirt everyone got me... • went to the library even though i didn't feel like going out • found a big book on sharks and excited to read it.. • even though i went to get the first guardians of childhood book that small library location also had the first httyd book so that was really lucky • i finally did all the dishes we'd been avoiding for days again and i made a pitcher of tea and i preened and washed all our kale before it went bad • m and i had chinese for dinner, different from what we got before, and it was so tasty, they even gave us a free chicken fried rice fsr?? • got to watch first ep of new trigun & some spyfam with ☕ today, had a really good time... • proudhappy that t went out to swim class even though he really didn't feel like going • proudhappy that ☕ is trying to be more accepting of the idea that it's okay to not like things • happy that we're already listening to way more music this year • happy that m made it through the work week and gets the next 2 days off to rest.. • happy that coworker bought m breakfast for coming in balls early even though the usual coworker who did it is on vacation rn • got to light another match today and burned my ocean breeze candle for a while, can't smell very well but i like the ambiance of candles a lot • i love vash he's a good boy and doing his best... • proud of m for following through with doing t shot today after putting it off yesterday • part of our face feels almost freezerburnt somehow and chapstick is saving our whole life rn, very grateful • i like rocky road ice cream a lot
- m | spending time with spouse & ordering a new pass case
- 11 | 🦈 chinese leftovers were good • m got lots of sleep • was able to do some more tidying and stuff that we've been wanting to do for ages • m finished playing kh3 • made a salad and it was super delicious • drank really refreshing tea all day • talked with ☕ about our arfid symptoms and hopefully things can keep getting easier for us... appreciate all the effort he went through to get advice and support from others.. • ☕ drew really cute spyfam stuff today and made amazing impressive progress on the commission they got • burned more of my ocean breeze candle, the ambiance of candles is just so good, i wish we could afford to burn them constantly.. • ☕ was really patient and understanding about my dumb self esteem stuff..
- m | playing kh3 with spouse and finishing the nightmare that is xehanort!!! • crunchieeeeeeees • snakes
- 12 | 🦈 m played kh3 remind today and we had fun spending time togeddur • was able to get m more cream soda from dt • tried pomegranate ginger ale today and it bizarrely tasted more like cherry ice pop juice than anything but was good enough to finish • made a big smoothie & had a sandwich with an entire avocado on it • at dt m said work needed dry erase markers so i suggested a 4 pk but it wasnt enough and i asked why and m said bc they get lost or destroyed so they need more and i said why is that your problem its not Your money you're wasting on stuff your coworkers cant take care of like children and a lady stocking the shelves laughed out loud at how direct i was about it • proud that ☕ went and got therapy papers approved • chicken burgers for dinner with m • watched more spyfam with ☕ its really funny and cute and we're having a great time of it • had sunny d today for the first time in ages and it was a nice nostalgic treat
- 13 | 🦈 today was mostly peaceful and that's always a plus • proud of myself for doing the dishes immediately upon waking so i wouldnt go into the avoidance hole about them again... • my salad this afternoon was delicious.. • it was actually kinda fun to stand in the doorway lowkey freezing and keep m company shoveling snow from the driveway • m got us real fruit on the way home from work and it was really tasty • crob update isnt too horrible... we love string gummy so much.. • ☕ asked me for help with avoidance stuff today and it feels really nice to be trusted and relied on... • ☕ did more work on the commission and its really gorgeous and high quality and i really hope the client loves it because i do and i think its great... • always proud of ☕ for following through and going through with so many things that are always really difficult, which is, you know, everything... • ☕ was really nice and patient about my pickiness with physical affection and im just, always grateful for patience... • ☕ was really patient about me accidentally getting kinda triggered and was kind about that too, really grateful...
- 14 | 🦈 day was extremely uneventful which is always good • had a nice shower early in the afternoon • had two whole chicken burgers today.. • got to wear mm's long sleeve shirt, feels safe • t did all 3 of the big things he wanted to get done today, proudhappy • ☕ did more work on their commission and it's turning out so incredible its ridiculous, they're so skilled they can just pick up on how to do anything so fast or think of ways to do things we'd never think of in a million years and they improve so quickly and it's always really impressive..
- 🪐 i drew some kh stuff ive been wanting to draw today!!!!
- 15 | 🪐 did all the laundry including our big main blanket all by myself!! • it was sunny and almost no wind so it was the perfect day to do laundry and im so grateful bc doing laundry when its icky out really sucks • ☕ asked for help stopping stuff when he needed it today!! and he was working really hard to be patient with himself and rest when he needed and everything else!! he did so good!!! • ☕ finished the commission today mostly and it turned out ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! if the commissioner doesnt like it im gonna bite them because its amazing and he worked so hard on it and its absolutely stunning and gorgeous and has so many textures and theyre all rendered SO well, he's such a skilled artist and we're so impressed all the time!!!!!!!! • ☕ shared lots of spyfam manga caps today and its so cute and good and im really excited he's enjoying it so much!! • had chai latte for the first time in several weeks and it was really tasty!! • happy that i actually did end up having an iron source before bad last night • proud of myself for trying a new food even though i didnt like it! trying new things is hard • i can actually smell our laundry detergent on our sweater and the blankets and its so nice • drew more stuff today!! i love vanitas so much my beloved nv skrunkly i want him to have so much love forever
- m | working with young stv!
- 16 | 🪐 i actually ate breakfast within like an hour or two of waking !! my yogurt and granola was really good • hydrated decently today kinda! • finished s1 of spyfam & the second ep of new trigun with ☕ !! they're sooooo good!! vash our beloved • finished watching the main route of com with ❤️🔥!! the writing for this series is so DUMB but i love all of the characters sooooo much!! • had lots of popcorn today and it was so tasty, we always forget how much we like popcorn • ☕ followed through on not avoiding a stressful thing he was dreading!! really proud • m went out of the way to get pizza directly from the shop bc the sauce we like wasn't available online fsr and it was soooooooo tasty ;_; so grateful for the extra effort!!! & even got us the canned tea we like from the petrol station nearby!!!! • m listened to me infodump about trigun for a billion hours, so grateful TwT • grateful m isnt mad that i somehow managed to break the humidifier last night at 3am • proud that m took meds each day last week! hopefully we can get back on track to being taken without assistance just so we dont have to be a nervous wreck while we're on vacay to husband in april • had bits and pieces of the whole ☆24EFFECTS☆ album stuck in my head today and we just love it so much, its so good
- m | figured out another reason why bastard & i argue • had pizza togeddur with spouse!
- 17 | 🪐 actually ate before drs appt this morning!! • drs appointment went well! our dr is really nice and helpful • ordered a new humidifier since i broke the other one & ordered the arm braces the dr recommended we get and they should arrive tomorrow! • had ice cream with m after work, it was So delicious and the BEST texture ever • shopping went easily enough and i got everything on our list!! • there was tons of fog today and we love the fog so much, it was good to see and be in • ❤️🔥 helped me eat something at night when i was really struggling!! grateful TwT • i love ❤️🔥 so much the most FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! • ❤️🔥 caught at least 3 shinies today, amazing luck!!! • burned our candle for a bit at night and its so cozii • grateful to have food to eat and a bed to sleep in always
- m | ice cream with spouse!!!
- 18 | 🪐 even though i didnt sleep long enough and had kinda exhausting dreams i woke up in a good mood and had a good day so im grateful for that! • finally went to the asian supermarket on knd we've been wanting to go to & i had a great time!! its HUGE and has SO MUCH selection! i walked around so much my legs even started to hurt! • got ahold of grandpa to update him about health stuff n he still has pneumonia but he's still kicking for now so that's good! • browsed around at chptrs for a while, love to be in book stores • our new humidifier arrived and its SO CUTE!!!!!! and it works great so far!! • new arm braces arrived and theyre uncomfy but i think its just cos theyre new, i hope we get used to them and they help in the long run!! • got chinese food again for dinner and it was soooo tasty again!! • got our rocky road häagen-dazs and had some for dessert and it was really tasty • translated some mini comics to share with ❤️🔥 and it made me so happy • m started playing bg&e for me today! i wasn't keeping up properly whatsoever but i like spending time togeddur and i like when m shares things with me! • got some new treats from the market we've never had and excited to try them as well as some usual favourites & excited to have those too!! • the lemon swiss roll i got is DELICIOUS • evening was peaceful and i'm always really grateful for that • got a few new kitchen things we needed (cooking hashi, spice drawer organizer, a proper utensil drawer organizer, etc.) and excited to have those finally • the market had the frozen ramen m likes!! we havent seen it in a long time so i'm really excited they had it • i love being alive n i love being with our partners n i wanna be with them forever!!!
- m | playing game for spouse!!
- 19 | 🪐 m played more bg&e for me today! we're pretty close to the end, it's really good to see m having a good time! • kept ❤️🔥 company while he designed a routine and he seemed so happy and relieved when i was done and that makes me so happy and relieved!! • finished my chinese leftovers and they were still really good!! • m's still doing great taking meds alone and we're really proud!! • our humidifier did GREAT last night and its really helping already and i'm soooo grateful • finished my lemon swiss roll that was SO delicious & had my hotdog bun and tried the spicy salmon onigiri i got yesterday and they were good too! the spicy salmon was not spicy at all but it was still tasty so that's fine sdlkfj i had my thai tea and melon soda too!! everything sooooooo tasty!! so grateful and happy we get to have treats when we want them sometimes! • really grateful that whenever i misunderstand things or feel bad about stuff i don't even actually know if i've done wrong ❤️🔥 always gives me lots of reassurance and support when i need it, appreciate the patience very much because i am a dumb little animal and afraid of everything all the time and that's not anyone else's fault • had a really nice bath in the evening • enjoyed poptarts, the dinner of champions!, togeddur with m, we just eat different flavors (i like raspberry, m likes chocolate fudge) • did more dbt with m and i made m laugh with a coping thought i suggested and that's defo the best part • m organized the dirty dishes for me so doing them tomorrow wont take so much ef!! so grateful!!!!!!
- m | playing game & doing dbt with spouse!!
- 20 | 🪐 slept lots and lots! • i'm really enjoying cca-cla rn! • had a nice shower in the evening! • i Did set dishes to soak even though i didnt actually wash them yet..! • ❤️🔥 helped me a lot when i was having a bad time about asking for a different mop because im crazy and have a lot of trauma about asking for accessibility things that aren't life or death necessary... • drew a gay soravan idea i thought of last night and spouse & husband both really liked it!! always grateful for the gay validation • watched riku's route of com with ❤️🔥 !! riku best boy best boy best boy & repliku deserves SO MUCH BETTER!!!!! • had a super tasty salad for lunch & had popcorn in the evening which we've been enjoying sooo much lately!! • ❤️🔥 stayed on routine like the whole day and ate such good meals and got so much done!!!!!!!!! i'm so extremely proud!!!!! • im so excited m got to see emily today, its been forever!!
- m | got to see emily for the first time in a long time!! • sharing obnoxious cover of jump in the line with spouse • sitting with spouse before bed
- 21 | 🪐 i went to sleep so late last night i was worried id be way too exhausted and miserable to go out to get stuff from the store today but i actually woke up earlier than m by a long while and had enough energy to go out and that was a big relief!! • i cleaned our new cutlery organizer and spice organizer and after fiddling around a while i got our kitchen drawer looking stellar, everythings so organized and accessible now, yay!! • husband survived a visit from parents today!! he got some stuff he needed from the pharmacy and his meds too and that makes me really happy! • i did some more doodles today and it made ❤️🔥 happy which is what i was really hoping for so that made me really happy too • m made chicken drumsticks for both of us for dinner, they were really tasty!! we hadnt had them in ages so it was a really nice treat • i had a xxx vitaminwater for the first time in a while and it was really tasty • got a new swffr and supplies for it, excited and grateful for cleaning the floor to be more accessible now! • had a super tasty salad for lunch • m needed to order meds today and thought the dr needed to be contacted for refills and that it would take a while but the pharmacy actually already had copies of the rx and one is already ready so that was awesome! • i think we went into and out of wm in record time today, even m was impressed with how fast i actually got through shopping sldkjf • we got a toooooon of cream soda for m today with each of them only 25¢ each instead of the usual $1.25 bc theyre sorta flat, which m doesnt really care about, so that was AWESOME • puchao are so tasty!! • i love vanitas kingdom hearts with EVERY ATOM IN MY BODY!!!!!! • i did a ton of dishes today after avoid them for hella days again!! i still have more to do but i'm so relieved i got more than half done! • got some new square sandwich size tupperware containers and its really nice to have new ones because our old ones were like melted and dying • today was really peaceful overall and i'm always gratefeul for that
- 22 | 🪐 i sure slept until 3pm but i FINALLY caught up on the horrific lack of sleep we've had for the past few weeks so the body finally feels rested and that's Wonderful • finished the rest of the dishes that had accumulated finally!!!! • i was hesitating to make a smoothie bc i didnt think i had enough frozen fruit to make it worth it but wow it was sure plenty and im glad i did! • drew a lunar new year thing of the kh boys today and it was really fun!! i love vanitas so much!!!!!!! • t drew scooby gang today and the style is so cute and fun i love to see it!!! • ❤️🔥 did really good with routine even the first day after parents & even made lunch today im so proud!!!! • finished the buffalo wings m made and it was a nice snack!! • happy that whenever work makes m stay ungodly late they get a treat to Attempt to compensate for their heinous crimes • had a nice shower after i woke up!! • wore our purity ring shirt today, makes me so happy to wear
- m | coming home & mousse cake
- 23 | 🪐 went out to get groceries even though i was really sluggish! • used my dbt skills to cope & asked ❤️🔥 for support with an anxiety attack after a fight broke out on the bus i was on when i was on the way to the store & successfully didnt cry on the bus!! • got all the ingredients we need to make curry & lots of nice treats for us & m! • m ended up getting off early and we were able to meet each other at a halfway point on the way home and stop by nf to get more groceries toggeddur & the company was really nice • grateful i went ahead and brought our bigger coat & hat/gloves because we ended up really needing them • also grateful i brought the shopping cart because as usual i ended up really needing it • saw a very cute little girl in a chunky winter coat in the store, made her look like a little chumby marshmallow and it was reall endearing • proud of m for trying new things and getting snacks even though its difficult! • really grateful for everything ❤️🔥 did to reassure me when i was having a bad time + proud of him for resting today!! • had a nice quick shower when i got home • it was nice to share food with m even if i didnt like the food all that much, grateful for the inclusion & the sentiment • i love our peaceful playlist, its so helpful and soothing for when we're having a bad time and needing to destim • made it onto our last bus home with only 6 minutes left on my transfer, that was Stellar!! • love our partners so much n wanna be with them forever
- m | getting off work early • spending the evening with spouse & sharing food • spouse getting treats for both of us from the asian market
- 24 | 🪐 had melon ramune as soon as i woke up and it was sooo tasty and helped me become human when i was feeling awful physically • found more cute kh fanart today that gave me the big happysafe feeling • love ❤️🔥 so much the most forever all the time all the time n wanna be togeddur forevvur, always grateful our partners spend time with me and put up with such a mess i am in general...
- 🧃 got to spend some time wif 🍄 today!! • had a nice baff in the afternoon, our hair (what's left of it) feels nice n silky • m got us bof rf on the way home from work n we ordered yummy foods togeddur!! i got sushi n m got wendy's, but i had a frosty too bc theyre rly tasty, my food was sooooo yummy!! • played a good amt of crob n feel like i made good progress wif stuff! curious about what the next update is gonna be but we'll enjoy it more than this current one as long as its literally Anyfin that isnt tbd related xD • had some strawberry pocky in the afternoon for a snacc that was yummy, we havent had pocky in ages • had our mandarin orange sparklin water for the first time in a fair bit n it was sooo refreshin!! • i love our new lil humidifier n how it has cute colors!!! • m played more bg&e for me in the evenin but unfortunately the console froze n we lost all the progress but, it was enjoyable to watch in the first place! ^^' • had a thai tea before bed that was super tasty too • love my cozii trans color socks n my big cozii white sweater sooooo much!! love comfy • really happy m got off work on time n really grateful will be home for the "weekend" n wont have to be out in the winter storm thats apparently comin!!!!!! very very grateful • im glad 🍄 made lotsa progress in crob today n was able to finish the time event in time, no pun intended slkdjf • i love t's art so much!! the colors are so good n he's so fast at learnin stuff n makin use of stuff he learns/finds, he's really amazin n i admire him sm!! i just really love to see his work n im so happy he shares it wif me • im sooooo proud that t has been able to cook n use groceries n stay on routine times for eatin n sleepin!!!! he's doin SO SO SO AMAZIN!! n his brain better let him be proud Or Else!! • kh is a wreck but we still love the characters sooooo much n they make us rly happy!! • it makes me really happy when our partners use my name when speakin to me fsr, just feels really nice n makes me happy!! • love my stuffed animals n im really grateful ive been able to get the ones i have, make me feel happysafe
- m | rf & ordering foods togeddur • playing game even though we lost all the progress • getting out of work when i expected to get out for once
- 25 | 🧃 keepin m company for shovelin snow was pretty fun n it was nice to be able to show t the snow, we love the way the really cold fresh air feels to breathe • proud of myself for tryin a new thing (cup noodle) even though i didnt like it! tryin new things is hard • i did a few dishes while i was waitin for my noodles to steep so i wouldnt get avoidant of havin too many dishes to do later!! • had some more of our lemon roll cake, its not as moist as the previous one but still pretty tasty!! • m finished playin bg&e for us! • watched march of the penguins n the latest trigun ep wif 🍄, penguins are so good n fightin the good fight, baby emperor penguins are SO fluffy n cute n SO chumby... theyre like lil rotund bowlin pins... penguins are so fun to watch too, their movements are so cute & funny / the new trigun series is a mess story wise so far n it seems super inaccessible to potential new fans but its real good to see visually as an og fan!! knives' attack power thinguie was SO cool to see • i fixed the colors on the kh bunny boys we drew before n i like it better now so its real nice to have that satisfaction!
- 26 | 🧃 kept m company again for shovelin! grateful it didnt snow more than it did so it wont be a nightmare to get out to go to work in the mornin! • enjoyed chillin on laptop while m played fonv all day, very peaceful overall • had fresh cwason wif m this mornin n did most of the accumulated dishes while they were cookin!! am almost caught up on dishes n that makes me happy!! • made curry wif m for dinner!! it was kind of a wreck cos i dunno what im doin ever but it was fun n am super excited m has somethin to bring for lunch tmr!! • had more strawberry pocky for snack wif meds n its so fun to eat • translated various kh draws i found throughout the day, its really helpin us learn honestly n its a lot of fun!! there's so much cute stuff out there n we wanna know what it says sdlkf • amazed 🍄 finished grindin crob before the end of the event, thats bananas tenacity!! • t was havin a hard time today bc of his mom n am not confident i helped exactly but, tried to give him reassurance n support n stuff n i rly hope it helped, cos i love him n i dont want him to suffer, but im proud of him for tryin to internalize reassurance n cope wif anxiety n at least try stuff that might improve the situation even though its not somethin that can be totally fixed • apricot nectar is super tastyyyy • i got to light a match again today to burn our candle n its really so fun to do n its kinda funny how much a lil thing like that can make us so happy, we're proud of bein easy to please, life is so full of good stuff n we appreciate all of it all the time
- 27 | 🐸 woke up at a human hour today! • had a really nice shower in the evening • didnt eat enough today but i enjoyed what i did eat! • i did almost ALL of the dishes!! we're soooo close to being caught up with dishes, ill finish tomorrow for sure! • m brought home more distilled water so our humidifier is alive again and helping our sad crispy skin so much • i actually really like our very cheap offbrand chocolate ice cream! • m got off work over an hour early so we got more of the evening togeddur than usual!! • really proud of t for checking out school stuff and trying to keep up with routine things!! its so hard and i think they're all doing a great job • 🍄 is just the cutest!! • finally got to draw a kh thing we've been wanting to draw for like 4 days and t loved it and that made me soooo happy, extremely worth how long it took me to draw it which was FOREVER • finished maxing baguette's pet JUST in time for the update, woohooooo!! • i love t's art so much!! and their ocs are all sooooo good ALL the time!!!!!!!! • its really funny to hear m verbally react to a video game that im not paying attention to so everything comes across out of context "there's an alive guy!! (distinct pause) ...well not anymore!"
- 28 | 🐸 managed to finish grinding crob stuff before update! • looking forward to habanero cookie • blue lilys costume is SO CUTE • always happy when m gets a ride home after having to work really late • did all the laundry by myself and the laundromat wasnt packed! • FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH ALL THE DISHES • our garbage offbrand ice cream is genuinely so good to me, i genuinely love being easy to please • really proud of 🍄 for going out for lunch and trying to decide what to get for groceries • happy we figured out the travel plans within our travel plans • t's scoob designs are so cute and good • translated the bit of kh3 when kairi is talking about axel and she is so cute and sweet and i love her • i ate a food we'd been avoiding for fear it was spoiled and it turned out nicely and im glad i had it • i like our watermelon socks • happy that m got meds n wont have to wait too long at all for needles • the air was nice outside and it wasnt too cold while i was out doing laundry • i love the crumch sound of snow • did some smaller cleaning tasks to help with overwhelm avoidance • actually ate breakfast before doing laundry for once • extremely proud that t did makis box today & that changing the alarm tone helped with the misophonia!!!!!! • got ahold of grandpa and his pneumonia is doing much better finally!!
- m | dealing with needle situation & getting meds • sleeping in
- 29 | 🐸 habanero cookie is peperoncino's son!!!!!!!!!!! we're SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT!! and he's THE CUTEST EVER!!!! so happy about this update for once • i was having a bad time last night so m let us order wndy's and overall it was pretty good! helped with how overwhelmed i was • grateful to have arm braces and pain meds to try to help when we're having a flare up, even if they don't actually help when our pain is extremely severe, very grateful when they Do help though too • read the first goc book and it was so good, north is wild and im glad he's gay and has a fambly now, the descriptions of nightlight are so cute • i was able to have the last of our lemon roll cake! i thought it would be too old/stale but it was actually still delightful so im really glad i was able to finish it • proud of 🍄 for doing maki's box 2 days i a row!! • happy 🍄 shared video game stuff with me, happy to listen and happy when they share • finished our leftover rice from making curry for once so we didnt waste it!!
- 30 | 🦈 my shirt makes me feel really safe, its perfect and im glad we found it and the others got it for me.. • the ice pack and icyhot and our new brace helped some with the catastrophic arm pain i had all day • m made me eggs for dinner bc i was dying n couldnt do shit with my right arm, really grateful... • our cleaning towels arrived safely and seem like theyre going to be good for the purpose and that's a relief, so hard to find something that isnt gd microfiber
- 31 | 🦈 shower in the morning was nice
- 🐳 (was really comfycozii after bath n got to rest a while which felt really nice even though i was still in pain the whole time • our new backpack & shopping cart arrived on time! the backpack is a really cute color and seems big enough, we were worried because its so hard to tell from photos but it seems like its just right so that's a relief & it's soooo nice to have properly sized cart again, huge relief for that too, our poor smaller one was getting worn to death carrying the laundry basket so that one can finally get some rest • my pajama bottoms didnt get snow on them even though i had to rush out to get our packages with our boots not even on all the way properly!! • our humidifier is so cute and we really love that we can make it whichever color we like, like depending on who's fronting we'll always be able to have it be something comfy for each of us and that makes all of us happy for ourselves and each other • m picked up some groceries on the way home for us, really grateful!! • m made me an enormous "salad" and i ate the whole thing, we were craving it so bad so it was sooo satisfying, they didnt have an actual salad mix at the store so it was 2 entire heads of romanaine lettuce and half a bag of baby carrots but thats fine, it hit the spot!!!)
- 🐙 finished reading the first goc book, it was so cute and good!! • after not being able to use my arm most of the day i was at least able to do crob enough to finish breakout and that was a relief • m made me more eggs for dinner, very appreciative • think m and us finally figured out why the hell we're both so crazy lately so we can start doing something about it, hopefully, that's genuinely a huge relief because i was straight up not having a good time today or yesterday • thanks lorazepam for my life!!!!!
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