• i can't handle these pressures, all i can say is this stress hurts. things are supposed to get better, i just need to put myself first. i'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart/ all of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time. i wish it would stop and i've tried but life just sucks then we all die/ that's just reality, don't lie to me. i'm fucked up, but i don't wanna be/ i'm empty inside, and i don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die; empty › olivia o'brien.
    • i think i try too hard. how i look, what i do, what i'm sayin'. i spend too much time explainin' myself, i hope there's some time to change it; cry baby › tnbhd.
    • cause i feel like i'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best; oh no! › marina and the diamonds.
    • i'm sorry if i seem uninterested or i'm not listening or i'm indifferent/ an anti-social pessimist; here › alessia cara.
    • scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity. scared of my own ceiling, scared i'll die of uncertainty. fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety. don’t know what’s inside of me; doubt› twenty one pilots.
    • i guess you could say that my life's a mess/ i'm the image of deception; homewrecker › marina and the diamonds.
    • i think about the end just way too much/i've been thinking too much, help me; ride › twenty one pilots.
    • everyday i feel the same, stuck and i could never change. sucked into a black balloon, spat into an empty room/ got bubble wrap around my heart, waiting for my life to start. but everyday it never comes, permanently at square one; living dead › marina and the diamonds.
    • but girls love girls and boys, and love is not a choice; girls/girls/boys › p!atd.
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