The most common/consistent reasons--

• Frustrations with career/ future jobs
  • Contentment with where I am right now- Why can't I be?
• Didn't like my course in college (except for the language part which was the sole reason why I chose it)
  • Did not choose art-related courses because I perfectly know my capacity and it is the horrible truth
• Frustrations with talent- How I wish I was good in music like some relatives. Maybe I could start a career with my guitar and not in this job that I am currently in
• Thinking of my worth- especially for those people who I like
• Low self-esteem, my weaknesses including physical attributes
• Why am I never enough-thoughts, basically overthinking and never having an answer
• People who took advantage of my weaknesses
• Confusion with other people's feelings
• Thinking of loved ones' departure- How to live independently without them physically and emotionally
• Ways of death and/or suicide
• Money- How to become stable/ save a lot for the future
• Realizing that some old friends shouldn't even be called a "friend" cause they never did a good job in showing your importance
• Wanting to detach myself to society because of trust issues
  • Should be contented with solitary moments but never really wanted to be perfectly alone, because no one would really like to be alone forever
• Finding that almost-perfect partner and being with that person forever- If my fate permits. What if I was destined to be alone till the day that I die?
• Random jealousy in a lot of aspects