- altruism
- the struggle with saying "NO" without the guilty feeling
- a huge weight-gain when i reached 34 and i keep on getting fatter every month
- my poor social skills
- the habit of baby-talking (the purpose is not to look cute but it is sort of a result from either being comfortable or extremely shy/embarrassed)
- treating non-living things as if they are alive and have the ability to feel pain
- laziness to do chores; i would love to cook everyday but i hate washing dishes
- accepting the bare minimum from people
- not pursuing my nihongo studies after jlpt (and now i find it difficult to continue but i'm trying my best to self-study)
- staying in a mediocre career for years
- being shy and conscious in photos that i always end up looking stupid
- my bad posture
- not having the ability and resources to take care of strays
- my mental health issues
- being emotionally-transparent
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