• Why can't I do something almost perfect like the others?
  • This is not me, years ago
  • If only I could tell you, but maybe you wouldn't understand
  • I am overthinking
  • I'm so shy and my manner of speaking could easily arouse vexation from others
  • but the truth is, I don't want to disturb or be such a hassle to anybody
  • I'm sorry
  • Why am I here?
  • because I don't have any choice
  • Headache
  • Please be nice to me, I mean, really nice
  • If you don't like me, don't be too nice
  • I'm not assuming anything
  • I want to go home and rest
  • I don't want to think
  • but I am thinking
  • I feel so weird and I want to puke
  • Please tell me it's gonna be alright
  • whatever it is, I don't really know
  • Another hope,an impossible hope
  • I am so fucking emotional but I don't understand why
  • there should be a reason
  • But my feeling is kind of unreasonable
  • nobody cares
may 17 2012 ∞
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