- Why can't I do something almost perfect like the others? 
- This is not me, years ago 
- If only I could tell you, but maybe you wouldn't understand 
- I am overthinking 
- I'm so shy and my manner of speaking could easily arouse vexation from others 
- but the truth is, I don't want to disturb or be such a hassle to anybody 
- I'm sorry 
- Why am I here? 
- because I don't have any choice 
- Headache 
- Please be nice to me, I mean, really nice 
- If you don't like me, don't be too nice 
- I'm not assuming anything 
- I want to go home and rest 
- I don't want to think 
- but I am thinking 
- I feel so weird and I want to puke 
- Please tell me it's gonna be alright 
- whatever it is, I don't really know 
- Another hope,an impossible hope 
- I am so fucking emotional but I don't understand why 
- there should be a reason 
- But my feeling is kind of unreasonable 
- nobody cares 
         may 17 2012 ∞
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