- It seems that they are living in a different world wherein I am a stranger peering from the outside. I am observing how these earthlings deal with each other, not knowing for sure if each of their action is genuine. But it doesn't really matter cause they seem to be at peace, living harmoniously with each other's discreet lies.
- My soul observes and walks away, moving towards where I should be at this moment and does what is expected of her. I don't want to be here, she told me. 'You should, you don't have a choice' I told her. She knows that I am lying, and that there is a choice- There are other choices for us to choose from. But I am a coward, and with that, I apologized and asked her to leave me. Thus, she becomes a wandering soul from now on, and I, a dead body.
- I wanted to cry and tell somebody how miserable my feelings are and so I did- but not entirely. Is loneliness really like this? I wanted not to communicate with almost everybody, choosing only a few, and I shouldn't blame someone for my loneliness because this is my own choice. But really, are they not to be blamed? Actually, they could be. I just chose to put all the blame to myself because I have a twisted mind- or maybe because it is easier to do so.
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