• どうして連絡した？
  • you need something from me. maybe you need a tour guide. you'll never send a message unless you need me- you whore
  • you want いちゃいちゃ if your plan pursues
• you'll forget about me if
  • you won't get accepted <you got accepted, unfortunately>
  • you'll study here and you go back to jp
• my imagination-
  • just one time, and never meet again -
  • meet several times, and when you return to jp-never talk again
• what will happen to me?
  • whatever happens, i think i'm gonna die inside for the nth time holyfuck
• i'm so stupid
• but wait-
  • i'm making a novel about a jp student going to ph to study- what the fuck is this all about? the fucking coincidence is so damn funny -insert sarcasm. FUCK

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• we skype for you to practice but i'm not a native speaker. why do you need me?
  • convenience should not be the main reason as there are many girls in the app world- why me?
    • or is convenience really the main reason?
    • maybe because i'm too vulnerable
    • because i'm a good girl<?>
    • you know girls like me are baka

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don't overthink, as you say. fuck so stop いちゃいちゃ-ing with me