" I want you to be the very best version of yourself that you can be. What if this is the best version?"

• feb. 01: UNCUT GEMS YESSSS YEEESSS!!!!!! ADAM SANDLER JUST GAVE US HIS BEST PERFORMANCE OF LIFE!!! I'm so addctes to fine line.. hs really snaped!
• feb. 02: today me, rachel, isabella and my aunt sônia came to my mother's house! she did dobradinha and I really love when she cooks that.
• feb. 05: rebeca came today, she just stay in my aunt's house for a little but I could see and talk to her, so i'm happy.
• feb. 06: I said to my aunt that we should go walking to my appoinment... wth I should close my mouth more often. So, I didn't hate it, but we did 7 thousand steps and I was not used to walk that much, I'm truly devasted!!!
• feb. 08: When I say that I will never have kids, I'm not kidding, I'm being the most honest I can in life... Bella just destroyed my mood I hate her so MUCH!! At least we had sfiha today.
• feb. 09: OSCARRR TODAY11! eveyone's going to church today, but my aunt buyed me açaí and that's a good prove of love. brad pitt bRAD PITT BRAD PITTTTTTT
• feb. 10: PARASITE WON 4 OSCAR AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!! Spend today with my grandma and finally watched 1917, A BLESSED DAY.
• feb. 11: came home today... "home sweet home" they said.
• feb. 12: so it's parasite or parasita? kkkk fuck off
• feb. 13: first day at college?? wellll, that's what I thought tho, but thanks god I just have class next week. my sister was almost robbed today.
• feb. 15: so, my anxiety fucked up my plans, I hate be in my skin...........ughhh
• feb. 18: today was official my first day at college!! I didn't hate it and it was really fun, my veterans gave us candys and showed us the "whole" college. I think it will be an amazing 5 years, a least i hope so.
• feb. 20: today is my second day in college and I'm so happy I haven't had an anxiety attack until now. two girls talked to me, and milena (otaku) hugged me in the bathroom and said beautiful words to me. I love it when people say strengthful words to me, that's what keeps my heart warm.
• feb. 21: when I was in the bus today with my heavy backpack a sweet young man hold it for me, because the bus was crowded with people. when he got off the bus, he made sure I took his seat. today i met debora, another one from my new group of friends!! i think i will be more close to milena tho...
• feb. 25: had no class today, awomen!! me, my mom and sisters (+joão) are going to travel in two days, and i'm so excited!!!
• feb. 27: I didn't sleep anything bc i was so focused on finishing my playlist.. I deserve this. the trip was sooo long, we stopped on the road to eat and the rain was so heavy that I thought our beach vacation would be ruined!!! our temporary house is very big and so close to the beach that you can hear the sea from the living room!! i'm still so speachless bc that beach is so pretty and cold, the sand is so white it looks like snow for a moments i was so dazzled. chanyeol got wet because of the waves and i had to run home to clean him up. i like when we travel bc my mom always buys delicious foods (fast-foods)
• feb. 28: I tried to make lasagna, but the gas end so it wasn't perfect, but at least everyone liked it. we decided to go to the center of arraial do cabo, i am looking forward to learn more about this city. I just concluded that one day, in the future, I want to have a house here, because this place is very beautiful and I'm in love. prainha and praia grande is one of the most bEAUTIFUL BEACHS I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!!!
• feb. 29: so this is the end of my first travel with my family!

current obsession:

• brad pitt
• fine line by harry styles
• my psychologist course
• arrail do cabo
• george mackay