• the need to put yourself somewhere, the show that you're telling someone about yourself makes you feel better
  • the reassurances to yourself that you're going to be ok. I wish I could worry less about that and have the correct amount of stress
  • would love to study more about psychology
  • would love to be organised about the year ahead
  • would love to have wildest dreams come true. haha. I know how realistic and corny I am.
  • self deprecation is only acceptable to an extent before humbleness becomes pretentiousness
  • rock bottom. where are you?
  • you are who you are. where are you?
  • creative expression of mind using technology, is it all about that?
  • how do you reassure everyone else around you that they're ok when the world feels like it's not such a great place for you and you don't know the first thing about it, some semblance of what you think it is
  • this is too much for anyone to bear, too much for anyone to read. is there anyone who shares these feelings? yes, it's too overwhelming with all this ramble here and life is short. you are shortening my life with this ramble. ramble goes without acknowledgement without sufficient psychiatry fee.
jan 11 2011 ∞
feb 21 2011 +