• abandonment in parenthood
  • dad's death
  • everyone man i've ever loved has left me
  • gaslighting (no, it really didn't happen that way you're just fucked up)
  • lack of positive male validation
  • mom saying she didn't want me to begin with
  • mom's desire for relationships over me
  • mom's doubts over my aspirations
  • punishment for seeking approval
jan 16 2017 ∞
jan 22 2017 +