- fear
- feeling like i should be happier than i actually am
- inability to believe in others
- lack of family
- loneliness
- loving so much about being alive but disliking it as well
- my father's death
- romantic past
- suicide (the fact that i still have mine planned)
- the holidays
- the past in general
dec 17 2016 ∞
dec 27 2016 +