- dying a horrible death
- friendship is getting more difficult and futile as i age
- getting fat
- going without insurance
- i'll have to rely on friends for companionship
- illness
- it's going to be loveless and without family
- lack of purpose
- living my life without love or consequence
- my present will be the same as my past
- my relationship with my mom will never be repaired
- not living completely the way i want to live
- shame over the fact that my purpose might be for others
- that my education was the time when i earned the most
may 11 2017 ∞
may 17 2017 +