- a painfree way to engage with the romantic side of me
- a reason to get excited
- a way to experience intimacy
- a way to indulge in fantasies
- a way to make my mundane experiences exciting
- i associate sex with unpleasant experiences
- i see someone else as appealing so i can feel appealing
- it allows me to hold onto my past
- it doesn't interfere with the rest of my life
- the fantasy feels much safer than the reality
- wishful thinking about the life i could've been
jul 28 2017 ∞
aug 4 2017 +