• death is free
• emotionally, i sometimes feel like it's easier to stay poor than to go through achieving what i want
• i can't earn enough money to live comfortably
• i freak out whenever i have a large bill coming up (like i have to get two root canals and i don't have the money to pay for it)
• i hate spending money on anything
• i'm rooted in poverty
• my poor background precludes me from social engagements (friends, marriages, relationships)

I'm scared i'll lose people because i either earn too little, or too much