• and i don't care whether i'm midiagnosing her, it's easier to lend this narrative to our experience than to try to see it objectively (i'm a piece of shit who did life all wrong)
  • as an adult friendships become more superficial and most people make terrible friends, so i'm not interested in most people's friendships because it's not worth the effort i'll have to put into it (sorry).
  • i wish that i could meet people through my hobbies and interests like a normal person, but i don't see it happening.
  • i'd love to be closer to my mother, but i can't because of her npd
  • i'd never return to high school-- not via social media, memories, class reunions, or class contact with classmates.
  • it's easier to tap into my creativity via cooking than writing, because it's less demanding.
  • it's very hard for me to discuss disappointment in others because i'm constantly feeling disappointed in myself.
jan 20 2020 ∞
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