• avoiding taking pictures because i'm afraid i'll look too dark
  • equating beauty with light skin (this is a past issue, but it still belongs here)
  • indulging in mainstream beauty mags (another past issue)
  • insecurity over not being able to attract a dark skinned black man
  • not seeing anything wrong with colorism until very recently
  • uncertainty about getting locs (another past one that's texturist, but it goes here)
  • uncertainty over why i attract light skinned black men
  • watching non black porn because it has better lighting
jul 24 2017 ∞
jul 25 2017 +