• because i've loved them, i believe they always should have a place in my heart
  • depending on what's going on in my life, i believe it says something about me
  • fear of moving on and repeating the same pattern with a new person, thus compounding the pain
  • i falsely believe it's the best i can get
  • i invested a lot in them, sometimes up until the end, than what they had invested in me
  • i miss what they represented, the opportunity to get close to someone
  • i'm a wonderful person to break up with
  • it spawns existential questions - did they even care? how could they move on so quickly?
  • missing someone is thought to be noble, as well as putting your life on pause
  • nostalgia in missing what the person could've been.
  • they had a place in my heart
  • they left in a cruel way or ghosted
aug 31 2020 ∞
sep 20 2020 +