• jan.
• 08/01 : miseinen ♥
• 11/01 : caged again
• 25/01 : see your love
  • feb.
• 01/02 : if it’s with you
• 22/02 : when it rains, it pours
• 28/02 : century of love
  • mar.
• 09/03 : thamepo: heart that skips a beat
• 22/03 : gelboys ♥
  • apr.
• 07/04 : the white lotus – s03
• 08/04 : gameboys ♥
• 30/04 : heesu in class 2
  • may.

bold = utt

• (&team) — nicholas, yudai, harua
• (ateez) — wooyoung, seonghwa
• (bonedo) — riwoo
• (cix) — hyunsuk
• (nct) — xiaojun, taeyong, chenle
• (onf) — e-tion
• (ooo) — junji
• (svt) — hoshi, lee chan
• (tan) — jaejun
• (xdh) — jungsu
• (zb1) — gunwook, ricky
• cho seungyoun (woodz)

• watching
  • khemjira
  • secret lover
• reading
  • of effacement: blackness and non-being by david marriott
• listening
  • evermore by taylor swift

• oct.
• 10/10 : we go up, babymonster
• 10/10 : belong, jay som
• 13/10 : blue valentine, nmixx
• 13/10 : play hard, tws
• 17/10 : some like it hot, bar italia
• 17/10 : vendrán suaves lluvias, silvana estrada
• 17/10 : the bpm, sudan archives
• 20/10 : focus, hearts2hearts
• 24/10 : lxve to death, xdinary heroes
• 26/10 : persona, yuta
• 31/10 : iconoclasts, anna von hausswolff
• 31/10 : in the earth again, chat pile & hayden pedigo
• 31/10 : everybody scream, florence and the machine
• 31/10 : hooke’s law, keiyaa
  • nov.

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• atavistic. (adj.) relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
• emic. (anth.) relating to or denoting an approach to the study or description of a particular language or culture in terms of its internal elements and their functioning rather than in terms of any existing external framework.
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• heuristic. (adj.) serving to indicate or point out; stimulating interest as a means of furthering investigation; encouraging a person to learn, discover, understand, or solve...

• japanese indie 90s
• 80s video store horror
• avant-garde underground
• nu metal horror
• the chaos is female
• ghosts of japan
• afropessimist cinema
• a canon of slow cinema

anti-blackness, black feminism, afro-pessimism

• daniel c. barber, nonrelation and metarelation
• jerome clarke, politics after slavery? on afropessimism’...
• patrice d. douglass & frank b. wilderson iii, the violence of presence: metaphysics in...
• patrice d. douglass, whither the queer history of slavery?
• saidiya hartman, the belly of the world: a note on black women’s labors
• zakiyyah i. jackson, losing manhood: animality and plasticity...
• zakiyyah i. jackson, “theorizing in a void”: sublimity, m...
• leah a. kaplan, what’s in a mark? or, black time and t...
• axelle karera, blackness and the pitfalls of anthropocene ethics
• tyrone s. palmer, otherwise than blackness: feeling, world...
• jared sexton, people-of-color-blindness: notes on the afterlife of slavery
• jared sexton, afro-pessimism: the unclear word
• jared sexton, affirmation in the dark: racial slavery a...