• jan.
• 06/01 : industry – s01
• 07/01 : school trip ♥
• 13/01 : girls – s06
• 16/01 : reset
• 19/01 : industry – s02
  • feb.
• 02/02 : me and thee
• 02/02 : industry – s03 ♥
  • mar.
• 03/03 : muteluv: love me if you swear
• 04/03 : industry – s04
• 10/03 : marahuyo project ♥
  • apr.
• 18/04 : duang with you ♥

bold = utt

• (&team) – nicholas, yudai, harua
• (ateez) – wooyoung, seonghwa
• (bonedo) – riwoo
• (cix) – hyunsuk
• (nct) – xiaojun, taeyong, chenle, yushi
• (onf) – e-tion
• (ooo) – junji
• (svt) – hoshi, lee chan
• (tan) – jaejun
• (xdh) – jungsu
• (zb1) – gunwook, ricky
• cho seungyoun (woodz)

• watching…
• don’t be too emotional
• the edge of horizon
  • reading…
• monstrous intimacies by christina sharpe
• psychoanalysis and feminism by juliet mitchell
  • listening…
• to metal

• jul.
• 24/07 : late to set – alex cameron
• 24/07 : music, fashion, film – charli xcx
• 24/07 : therapy at the club – flo
• 24/07 : shiverstruck – ian sweet
• 24/07 : emotional junglist – nia archives
• 24/07 : a-pop – tyla
• 31/07 : petal – ariana grande
  • aug.
• 03/08 : velvet summer – red velvet
• 07/08 : hyper-ego – artms
• 07/08 : this & that – stray kids
• 07/08 : pure devotion – overmono
• 07/08 : blue island – ravyn lenae
• 10/08 : whykiikii – kiikii
• 14/08 : wild – katseye
• 14/08 : fata morgana – l’rain
• 14/08 : lost weekend – phoebe bridgers

• ἀλήθεια or alētheia. truth, reality.
• ἀνάκλισις or anáklisis. ‘to lean on’. of, relating to, or characterized by strong emotional dependence on another person, exemplified by the behaviour of an infant at the mother’s breast; choice of an object of libidinal attachment on the basis of a resemblance to early childhood protective and parental figures.
• anodyne. not likely to provoke dissent or offense; inoffensive, often deliberately so. a painkilling drug or medicine.
• ἀφάνισις or aphánisis. disappearance (of sexual desire); the fear of losing whatever it is that makes life ‘life’.
• atavistic. relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
• bildung. cultivation, refinement, education, culture; formation, creation.
• catachresis. a misuse of a word; an application of a term to something which it does not prope...

• medieval muslim philosophers on race – paul-a. hardy
• signifyin’ “black in china” and sharing black pathos: libidinal energies in vlogs produced by black youtubers in china – shenglan qing (x)
• twos, ones, and zeros: mothers, sovereigns, slaves – sara-maria sorentino (x)
• an orientalist history of transmisogyny – julianna neuhouser (x)
• trans antinomies – violet spurlock