• jan.
    • 06/01 : industry – s01
    • 07/01 : school trip ♥
    • 13/01 : girls – s06
    • 16/01 : reset
    • 19/01 : industry – s02
      • feb.
    • 02/02 : me and thee
    • 02/02 : industry – s03 ♥
      • mar.
    • 03/03 : muteluv: love me if you swear
    • 04/03 : industry – s04
    • 10/03 : marahuyo project ♥
      • apr.
    • 18/04 : duang with you ♥
jan 2 2026 ∞
oct 23 2026 +

bold = utt

  • (&team) – nicholas, yudai, harua
  • (ateez) – wooyoung, seonghwa
  • (bonedo) – riwoo
  • (cix) – hyunsuk
  • (nct) – xiaojun, taeyong, chenle, yushi
  • (onf) – e-tion
  • (ooo) – junji
  • (svt) – hoshi, lee chan
  • (tan) – jaejun
  • (xdh) – jungsu
  • (zb1) – gunwook, ricky
  • cho seungyoun (woodz)
jul 1 2024 ∞
jun 10 2026 +
      • watching…
    • mr. fanboy
      • reading…
    • on the postcolony by achille mbembe
    • lula, vol.2: biografia by fernando morais
      • listening…
    • to metal
oct 19 2022 ∞
oct 26 2026 +
      • oct.
    • 30/10 : late loop – andy stott
    • 30/10 : zirp! – diiv
    • 30/10 : burning song – kali malone
      • nov.
    • 02/11 : route zero : the calling – xikers
    • 03/11 : pulse – rescene
    • 06/11 : blow up – p1harmony
    • 06/11 : swallow! – shygirl
    • 09/11 : lovesick – chaeryeong
    • 09/11 : dream after dream – nct dream
    • 10/11 : s.w.i.s.h. – lngshot
    • 11/11 : pirouette – 2hollis
    • 13/11 : golden hour : part.6 – ateez
    • 16/11 : perfect storm – tomorrow x together
    • 20/11 : cute & anxiety – yves
      • dec.
apr 2 2021 ∞
oct 28 2026 +
  • ἀλήθεια or alētheia. truth, reality.
  • ἀνάκλισις or anáklisis. ‘to lean on’. of, relating to, or characterized by strong emotional dependence on another person, exemplified by the behaviour of an infant at the mother’s breast; choice of an object of libidinal attachment on the basis of a resemblance to early childhood protective and parental figures.
  • anlage. (pl. anlagen). disposition, foundation, aptitude.
  • anodyne. not likely to provoke dissent or offense; inoffensive, often deliberately so. a painkilling drug or medicine.
  • ἀφάνισις or aphánisis. disappearance (of sexual desire); the fear of losing whatever it is that makes life ‘life’.
  • atavistic. relating to or characterized by reversion to something ancient or ancestral.
  • bildung. cultivation, refinement, education, culture; formation, creation.
oct 21 2025 ∞
oct 2 2026 +
  •   天使の楽園 (looking for an angel) – akihiro suzuki ♥↻
  •   o agente secreto – kleber mendonça filho
  •   marty supreme – josh safdie
  •   天使の体温 (angel’s body temperature) – akihiro suzuki
  •   one battle after another – paul thomas anderson
  •   悲情城市 (a city of sadness) – hou hsiao-hsien
  •   romance – catherine breillat
  •   簪 (ornamental hairpin) – hiroshi shimizu
  •   loulou – maurice pialat ♥
  •   weapons – zach cregger
  •   angst essen seele auf – rainer werner fassbinder
  •   le genou de claire – éric rohmer
  •   洞 (the hole) – tsai ming-liang
  •   リリイ・シュシュのすべて ...
jan 2 2026 ∞
oct 30 2026 +
  •  extravagant abjection: blackness, power, and sexuality in the african american literary imagination – darieck scott
  •  les damnés de la terre – frantz fanon ♥
  •  an v de la révolution algérienne – frantz fanon
  •  sociologia do negro brasileiro – clóvis moura
  •  the delectable negro: human consumption and homoeroticism within u.s. slave culture – vincent woodard
  •  is the rectum a grave? and other essays – leo bersani
  •  the sublime object of ideology – slavoj žižek
  •  for they know not what they do: enjoyment as a political factor – slavoj žižek ♥
  •  read my desire: lacan against the historicists – joan copjec
jan 2 2026 ∞
oct 22 2026 +
    • medieval muslim philosophers on race – paul-a. hardy
    • signifyin’ “black in china” and sharing black pathos: libidinal energies in vlogs produced by black youtubers in china – shenglan qing (x)
    • twos, ones, and zeros: mothers, sovereigns, slaves – sara-maria sorentino (x)
    • trans antinomies – violet spurlock
    • diagrammatics as physiognomy: w. e. b. du bois’s graphic modernities – alexander g. weheliye (x)
    • a bejahung nas conexões da psicanálise – oswaldo frança neto (x)
    • o desamparo na metapsicologia freudiana: entre a condição estrutural e a dimensão econômica do psiquismo – diversos autores (x)
    • yellow over black: the precolonial and colonial history of race in korea, 1883–1...
feb 8 2025 ∞
oct 28 2026 +