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what i've been told others see in me or associate me with
traits — artistic, philosophical, insightful, thoughtful, overly self-critical, standoffish, neurotic, apathetic, perfectionistic, a good listener, obsessive, a good teacher, shy, academic, inert, struggles with commitment, attracted to dark things, loves animals, a good writer, intelligent, well-spoken, isolated, talks quickly, mature for my age, wants to hide from the world, good taste in music, feels defective, assumes the worst from others, funny/witty/sarcastic, mysterious (lmao), self-sabotaging, open-minded, curious, patient with others, tenuous sense of self, my need for praise from older men (:/), my self-destructive tendencies (:/), my love of music (:D)
associations — motorcycles (i like this one), being "emo" or "edgy" (i don't like this one), fictional detectives, blood, rosé, nu metal, prog metal, metalcore, london fogs, wolfcuts, formula 1, nosebleeds, law, thick eyebrows + long eyelashes, jazz, spacing out, mint chewing gum, black converse, vampires, carefully curated online presences, interplay between the flesh & the mechanical & the divine, catholic guilt, masked characters, rap music, black nail polish, sacrificial lamb and dog motifs, cross necklaces, cowboys (especially edgy / goth ones), cyborgs, two countries i have nothing to do with but have been vibe assigned inexplicably: russia and italy.