- the phone in the dark, damp basement rings three times. the woman in the basement answers it three times. on the third call, the woman on the other end of the phone says, "not you, the funny-looking man." my blood runs cold and i turn around and see who i can only assume is the funny-looking man, but his face just looks like a swirled blurry mess, like a painting ruined with water. the woman is stabbed again and again while discordant piano music plays, the woman on the phone says something to the effect of: "the funny-looking man made room in his family for you" 10/10/24.
- a strange resident-evil-esque creature that looks kind of like a person who is contorted to walk around on four short bent legs like a spider is running around through the walls of the house. i'm holding up a panel of the ceiling where it's trying to break through, and it starts to collapse. 09/26/24. there was an earthquake that night, i slept through it.
- i was in c's class, at the front of the class at his desk during a break. i was trying to find a song that i wanted to show him but for some reason couldn't find it and was totally losing my cool, frantically typing while he was patting me and trying to calm me down saying, "it's okay, take your time." meanwhile, i knew it was very much not okay and felt the entire class staring me down like wtf are you doing. 08/24 ? this easily could've happened irl
- running through a windy field on an overcast day with an old guy and another unidentified person and picking grain, old man: "it's just like the old days, the days the girls remember me for" cut to us in a cottage or something, i open a curtain in a doorway and walk into a dimly lit room where the old man is making soup, he gives me the ladle and i take a taste. i think it's beef soup? something happens here i don't remember, then i'm hugging him, feeling suddenly very sad because he will be gone soon, i let out a small sob i don't mean to, the other person on the other side of the curtain says "shane?" (i guess that's me in the dream?) then the old man pats the back of my head and says, "that's how a flame works, it has to go out eventually." and i immediately woke up.
- me, a, and s were at the mall. when we walked through the main sliding doors there was a table / booth with a bunch of cooked pasta lying there for some reason. after feeling a strange kleptomaniac urge for a while i grabbed a handful of the wet spaghetti and we ran out, got into a car, and started driving away as the police started chasing us. 11/29/22. legendary dream tbh
- michael myers (in dead by daylight) was really overpowered and people on twitter were arguing about it. this person with a pfp of him made a post called "why myers' power is actually completely fine and he deserves it: a thread" and someone else replied and the exchange went as follows: "hey" "hi, i'm just normalizing his power i don't think it's that bad" "i see that. stop <3" 02/14/23.
- i was playing a roleplaying game where hozier was voice acting one of the characters and it was also modelled to look like him. while i was playing the game i was trying to look up the character on the wiki or whatever, and after i hit enter i realized i just typed "hot" instead of the character's name. 05/12/24. i'm not even attracted to hozier, although i see why people are. i was playing a lot of baldur's gate at this time, if i remember correctly.
- i was watching myself sleeping, my carpet next to the heater caught fire but i kept sleeping as my room was engulfed in flames.
- i was falsely accused of murder by my extended family so i shaved my head and bleached my hair before getting on a dirt bike and fleeing to the countryside, i hid out with a vietnamese family on their farm. it worked out well until one day i was walking next to the barn and i saw my grandpa fishing in a pond. i totally froze, and he didn't look at me but somehow i knew that he knew i was there.
- i went to a church with my friends, it was before the sermon and people were chatting amongst themselves, as we sat down i said "oh yeah, i remember this place. i wonder if the blood stains are still there. good times." (???) for some reason my prof (same one from the mall food court dream) was there. in the dream, he'd moved to new york and i talked to him about how i was thinking about moving there too. he was like "well, if you need a hand while you're out there i can bail you out, don't be shy." and i said something like yeah right, first you're going to help me move then i'm going to be hanging around your house baking you muffins and shit." which he seemed to think was funny.
- m and i were together in my room, it was snowing outside. someone was trying to get into my room but the door was locked, i'm not sure who it was (?) the cops (?) but apparently it was very bad because we opened the window and climbed out into the snow. it was very flat and our steps left shallow footprints. i remember we got on a motorcycle, and that's about it.
- went to a small orville peck concert in my hometown. for some reason it was in my grandparents' auto shop on the farm. i gave orville a hug and told him about how much i love his music. the concert had a charity auction aspect to it with items people donate and eventually he held up a shirt that had this really long, weirdly specific homophobic message on it and he immediately was like "uhhh... we're not going to sell this one." 10/25/22.
- i was shooting dinosaurs, it was very reminiscent of the final fight in metal hellsinger but with dinosaurs instead of demons lol, it was really intense. i don't remember all the details but i do remember going to the mall with ev and i saw one of my profs from last semester at the food court. also i got to watch joey jordison drumming live up close.
- walking home from a dive bar on halloween, my friends and i are laughing, until we hear a scream. we have an argument about who should investigate, eventually i volunteer and venture into the darkness, then wake up with my heart beating fast.
- trying to landscape a garden, can't get it to look right until i eventually hire donald glover to do it. when i come back it looks great.
- my cousin uses sticky notes to communicate with me from his home in the subway tunnels (???), i go to visit him and he gives me some weirdly sage advice: "dream because you don't know how to stop."
- the vengeful ghost of a princess who was executed for being lesbian haunts people by killing those that look at photos of her victims, so it spreads like a virus. the dream went on for a while but people were extremely paranoid since they wouldn't know they were cursed until they died of a heart attack.
- smoking on the deck at night in a t-shirt and pyjama pants.
- sewing a bullet into the underside of my wrist.
- someone holding my face and affectionately saying, "my perfectly sad boy." no other context for this i guess...???
- lying on a bed paralyzed as someone is axed to death beside me. yeah, this one messed me up a little i think...
- meeting aceu during randomly in a mall parking lot, being so shy i can barely get words out and saying i'm a big fan. he laughs and after a while says, "do you want a hug?" i nod and he hugs me, he doesn't let go for an uncomfortably long time.
- on a field trip, the bus starts sinking in a lake and fills with water.
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