- hyperventilating
- cradling my head in my hands
- holding my stomach like I'm falling to pieces
- half smiles framing words like 'I'm fine' and 'maybe we could do this later'
- screaming, bawling, and other degrading public displays
- drinking two-liters of mountain dew
- not eating
- not sleeping
- not talking
- not paying attention to you, class, or even living
- not wanting to get out of bed
- using the word never repeatedly in conjunction to the future
- singing myself to sleep through my sobs
- lying in a ball on the floor for hours
- seeming generally distressed and inconsolable for days
- a perpetual migraine (which is rather redundant)
- getting sick to my stomach
- talking aloud to people who don't exist
oct 12 2010 ∞
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