the good:

• the only thing I worry about anymore is the fact that I no longer worry about anything
• I've lost a lot of weight
• I don't care if I flunk my tests
• I accomplish a lot more things (such as watching an entire television series or reading a novel from cover to cover)
• nothing really gets me down, because I just don't care

the bad:

• there's a constant emptiness at the pit of my stomach that I can't shake
• every interaction I have with every single human being is completely fake
• something is always broken (my head aches, I can't eat, I have insomnia and bad dreams, and I worry some mornings whether or not I can make it through the day)
• I feel completely alone and that's exactly how I want to be - like there's six feet of glass between me and the rest of the world

the ugly:

• I don't want to get out of bed
• I can't eat
• I have bad dreams
• I can't seem to find the will to do simple things like take a shower, brush my teeth, or cut my nails
• I have a really hard time going to my classes, and when I get there, it's impossible for me to focus
• I can remember how enthusiastic I was about everything in my life and all the things I wanted to do and see and be just three short weeks ago
• I don't know why I feel this way or how to make it stop