- my weight
- my grades
- losing my all teeth
- not being good enough
- locking myself out of my room
- how my asceticism has scared me
- the way I don't eat
- the way I don't sleep
- the way I hate myself
- the way I jones for alcohol no matter how long I go without
- my genetics and if my kids will hate me for them
- only being able to determine my self-worth through being better than everyone around me and how broken up I will get when I realize (as I always eventually do) that I'm not
- that eventually everyone will realize how empty I am
- that I will never find happiness or contentment
oct 11 2010 ∞
oct 13 2010 +