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• I am...: complex
• I am not...: easily understood
• I will...: try not to lose sight of what matters
• I love...: that there is so much to love
• I like...: the simple things :)
• I hate...: that there's so much suffering amid so much affluence
• I envy...: uncomplicated minds
• I fear...: the limitations of my own self-constructed glass ceilings
• I need...: reassurance
• I crave...: peace of mind
• I miss...: the simplicity of childhood
• I adore...: smiling faces
• I listen...: to anyone who needs to be heard
• I do...: care deeply, though i'm terrible at showing it
• I do not...: know very much, in any regard
• I admire...: integrity
• I feel...: like an infinite universe containing many galaxies of character and feeling
• I will talk to you if...: i think it'll help
• I will not talk to you if...: i'm not entirely certain you want me to
• I read...: voraciously
• I study...: eyes, and their wordless lessons
• I am most excited about...: what lies ahead
• I use...: words to make sense of my soul
• I never use...: the term 'never' in a serious, rational sentence
• I depend on...: faith to propel me in troubling times
• I hope for...: the realization of humanity's better aspirations
• I want...: to help whoever i can, in whatever ways possible
• I drink...: life in, through a neon crazy straw =)
• I am OCD about...: illogically worrying over the welfare of others
• I have a passion for...: every artform
• I don't understand...: why we become offended by the personal decisions/transgressions of others
• I watch...: everything from a distance
• I care about...: too many things too much
• I do not care about...: reputation or wealth
• I dance...: with the fervor of a child
• I want...: to drink each day in as if it were the last drop of water in a lone oasis
• I wish...: for nothing more than what i have already... just the capacity to appreciate it better
• I would change...: nothing that's already passed
• I daydream about...: things being different
• I forgive...: deeply but grudgingly
• I will never forgive...: remorseless cruelty
• I remember...: whatever resonates with me
• I cry...: at the suffering of others
• I forget...: what i don't feel emotionally attached to
• I find...: peace in solitude
• I regret...: not being stronger, kinder, more perceptive
• I try...: to find beauty in inhospitable places
• I write...: with the same burning necessity that i breathe
• I express....: the simplest bits of my mind's inner workings
• I hope...: everyone i love is at peace right now
• I refuse...: to let harsh realities break my spirit
• I promise...: that i'll do some good for the world before i leave it
• I admit...: i inwardly crumble with the same ease that i mask it
• I enjoy...: being
• I learn...: for the same reason i worship
• I appreciate...: the littlest bit of good in anyone
• My name is...: Rubab
• and I am...: unapologetically different

x r