Ways I've Changed
- More clear-headed about my feelings
- More forgiving of myself
- Slightly more aware of what I want
- Slightly more aware of how my actions impact others/how I come off
- Slightly less self-absorbed... Maybe? Nah, let me go ponder that for an hour...
- Better at masking idealism/naivete
- Better at rationally communicating my perspectives
- Better at simplifying/getting to the heart of matters
- Slightly less verbose, more concise
- More solution-driven
- Far less intimidated by authority
- No longer terrified of driving
- More willing to consider possibilities
- Less afraid of change
- More in touch with reality
- Much more academically confident
- More aware of what holds me back, better equipped to fight back
- Less fixated on perfectionism/control
- More optimistic about future
- No longer insistent on remaining single for life
- Less worried about dying alone
- Dreams far less intense/frequent; nightmares almost entirely gone
- Much better at honestly communicating what I think/feel
- Slightly smarter about listening to intuition/avoiding dangerous people (very recent)
- Slightly more jumpy/anxiety-prone
- Slightly better at being approachable
- Slightly better at calling people out on their B.S.
- Can no longer pull all-nighters without feeling thoroughly exhausted the next day
- Far more likely to get to sleep at a decent hour
- Slightly less disgusted by coffee
- Better/more coordinated wardrobe
Ways I've Stayed the Same
- Still idealistic
- Still driven by a fundamental need to help/fix/heal
- Still fundamentally introverted
- Still a rampant procrastinator
- Still wary of love & strangers
- Still a slave to empathy
- Still terrible at keeping in touch
- Still easy prey for psychopaths
- Still completely incapable of studying
- Still socially inept/embarrassingly shy
jul 21 2012 ∞
sep 21 2018 +