Ways I've Changed

  • More clear-headed about my feelings
  • More forgiving of myself
  • Slightly more aware of what I want
  • Slightly more aware of how my actions impact others/how I come off
  • Slightly less self-absorbed... Maybe? Nah, let me go ponder that for an hour...
  • Better at masking idealism/naivete
  • Better at rationally communicating my perspectives
  • Better at simplifying/getting to the heart of matters
  • Slightly less verbose, more concise
  • More solution-driven
  • Far less intimidated by authority
  • No longer terrified of driving
  • More willing to consider possibilities
  • Less afraid of change
  • More in touch with reality
  • Much more academically confident
  • More aware of what holds me back, better equipped to fight back
  • Less fixated on perfectionism/control
  • More optimistic about future
  • No longer insistent on remaining single for life
  • Less worried about dying alone
  • Dreams far less intense/frequent; nightmares almost entirely gone
  • Much better at honestly communicating what I think/feel
  • Slightly smarter about listening to intuition/avoiding dangerous people (very recent)
  • Slightly more jumpy/anxiety-prone
  • Slightly better at being approachable
  • Slightly better at calling people out on their B.S.
  • Can no longer pull all-nighters without feeling thoroughly exhausted the next day
  • Far more likely to get to sleep at a decent hour
  • Slightly less disgusted by coffee
  • Better/more coordinated wardrobe

Ways I've Stayed the Same

  • Still idealistic
  • Still driven by a fundamental need to help/fix/heal
  • Still fundamentally introverted
  • Still a rampant procrastinator
  • Still wary of love & strangers
  • Still a slave to empathy
  • Still terrible at keeping in touch
  • Still easy prey for psychopaths
  • Still completely incapable of studying
  • Still socially inept/embarrassingly shy
jul 21 2012 ∞
sep 21 2018 +