all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year. my start date: january 1st, 2019. best days are marked with ★

january

  • 001. hope, listography, gabriel dropout, talking with family about problems and stuff, such a good feeling.
  • 002. sunset season, fairy tail, not a very good mood, chess, macarronada.
  • 003. dreaming of nhc, grossery shopping at 8am, fairy tail.
  • 004. excited to meet mari, cafeteira, talking about books w layla.
  • 005. MEETING MARI IRL!, awkward and tired, bujo at the hotel, wifi ralph, 1 2 3 - nct dream
  • 006. feira hippie (finally talking and laughing together), mirante mangabeiras, restaurant, parque guanabara!! we had so much fun and the roda gigante! (extra: “pelo aesthetic”, basquete) ★
  • 007. mari came home, pubg, açaí, coke with coffee plus redbull, music challenges. ★
  • 008. açaí + grossery shopping, caio's party!!!, drunk, biscoito, talking to everyone (extra: we going to the street, chewing gum - nct dream, laughing and feeling needy) ★
  • 009. cafeteira, remembering everything, laughing with mari, him being here., meio apaixonado - gustavo mioto. (extra: pizza hut, him laying his head on my shoulder, confessing) ★
  • 010. mercado central, advices, saying goodbye to mari :( lonely, call with him (discussing the future, worried).
  • 011. dad's birthday!!, no appetite, talking to him, hugging dad and showing him pics of mari and i, mathias :( (extra: feeling bad, bk, call with him)
  • 012. caio's birthday!!!!, lunch at grandma's + cblol, fairy tail, talking to him and being deep about life (his compliments), pizza w/ fam + frank.
  • 013. fernanda and ana luisa coming over (advices + music!!), nando reis and all the in love bullshit, happy, alive and talkative, kodaline. (extra: call till 4am) ★
  • 014. diarréia, sleeping, alan's live, taylor's movie and feeling inspired, talking to him (he slept on the call <3).
  • 015. "you", only friends, longshot, "vamos dar um tempo", crying but then looking at me being me in the mirror & laughing.
  • 016. finishing "you", missing him, new cactus! im the softest, alan's live, we had macarronada
  • 017. dad's, NEW WDW SONG!!!, eating fish w/ dad, alan's live and the window case, tattoos discuss
  • 018. going to grandma's for lunch and talking about life with caio, we bare bears, yasmin, açaí (the fANfiC + redbull hehe), listening to random music and laughing
  • 019. him., cinema with layla and yasmin, monopoly!, talking non-stop with layla, wdw videos
  • 020. shouldn't be talking to him, treasure box with mari, going to the movies with caio, being myself & happy, gustavo mioto
  • 021. caio singing 'big plans' without listening to it ksjdfksd, blitz, travelling, bloom (the album), arriving at buenos aires and literally crying on the taxi
  • 022. dreamnt that i was dating corbyn wtf, meeting with fernanda and ana luisa, rua florida!, wines and alfajor, admiring everything and just falling in love with the city (extra: cléo, swedish fish, tango night, miguelzinho) ★
  • 023. walking next to the hotel, otaku store, casa rosada, photographer hehe, starbucks (extra: the 'ba' sign, laughing, venezuela) ★
  • 024. walking sooo much, shopping, barista au!, restaurants place (?), pasta & flipflops (extra: napping while listening to anavitoria, huge bk) ★
  • 025. ateneo library, rude restaurant ew, napping, kfc!, that little place at night (extra: otaku stores)
  • 026. tour bus, beautiful streets and history, la bombonera!!, "fernanda partiu meu coração", lalo + bucha (extra: kpop covers??, puerto madero)
  • 027. cemitery, feeling the silence, centro cultural, cléo, laying in bed (extra: starbucks with mom)
  • 028. kfc + rua florida again, funko pop, lunch at las cañas, airport (the ukrainians!!), saying goodbye
  • 029. airports, so sickkk, headphones, home sweet home, just sleeping all day
  • 030. lazy, anime, kinda annoyed (?), salgadinhos, not talking to anyone
  • 031. finishing double decker, reading, im back and thats good!!!, my mom visiting my room ksjsk, arguing with caio :/

february

  • 001. now united, ginecologista, the glasses! shopping with mom + frank, happy
  • 002. uniform, bingewatching now united show, reading, shopping with my fam again, macarronada
  • 003. galinha caipira, nhc livestream, frank is sick?, alone at night
  • 004. 1st day of school, uncomfortable (my class sucks), talking to a few people, walking home with caio, reading
  • 005. uncomfortable, renzo!, first row of class, studying!, reading desperately kdjf
  • 006. mom's birthday!, redbull in class, truco, finances class ew, denise forgot me ksjdf, lil party
  • 007. annoyed, 1st class with andré!!, studying soo much, english with caio, pracinha do coreu
  • 009. v sad, feijoada at grandma's x2, dad's, poker, talking to caio & listening to music
  • 010. fricassé, random videos, in love with blake, sushi, grandma is sad and back home (extra: call with mari after a while, letter)
  • 011. rafael, him, studying, zootopia + titãs, listening to mgk while doing my homework (extra: laboratório, annoyed)
  • 012. bored, studying, loud music, new glasses!! + carrefour, grandma's pasta
  • 013. pretty awkward with my glasses, sleepy but happy, yasmin, doing nothings on p.e. class :p, reading while listening to the vamps
  • 014. mapa de sala, him, audios with mari <3, studying everything but chemistry, random vids
  • 015. um44k, boring at school, empório with yasmin, grandma's birthday!, frank's book (extra: costas)
  • 016. school again life sucks, reunião, medici: masters of florence, inspired, titans
  • 017. doing nothing, no appetite, titans, sad, reading
  • 018. engenharia, no appetite, watching titans with caio, studying a little, anxiety
  • 019. skipped school, sad + not eating, caio helping me with math, alans live (luis ksbs), noah
  • 020. laughing sooo much at afternoon classes with layla, started talking with him, reading, banana 1 banana 2, mom's mad
  • 021. disappointed, homework, going to empório with caio and renato, him., 2am conversations
  • 022. not sleepy at all, random conversations with layla, drawing, penido and marco aurelio akjsks it was so funny
  • 023. him., focused, what a time - julia michaels, random vids
  • 024. sunlight, bolinho de arroz, not going to dad's, jão, explaining biology to mom
  • 025. "ai meeeeeeu deus", laughing till i cry, odaat, strawberry kitkat, arya really is THAT bitch ★
  • 026. excited for friday, studying, almost napping, odaat, missing him
  • 027. voleyball, luiz miguel skjs, chupchup, talking about my day with caio and him, mom
  • 028. chemistry experiment, cheetos and magic with caio, estressed, no hopes, odaat

march

  • 001. french boy dream, jonas brothers are back!!!, lonely, binge-watching odaat, dancing in the dark + redbull ★
  • 002. seeing grandma after 2weeks!, me and caio comparing every little thing with odaat, fairy tail (showing happy to caio), going to the mall with mom and frank, caio's friends coming over, being alone with joão -> awkward but somehow warm ★
  • 003. in a good mood, fairy tail, roma, ksjsd, what a time - julia michaels (showing caio)
  • 004. literally nothing, he's being sweet, the umbrella academy, call with mari
  • 005. sick, the umbrella academy, on the couch all day, sad, desabafo with him
  • 006. sunlight, walking, staying at grandma <3, catfish, her videos and the hearts ksjsk
  • 007. back to school (walking to school alone after going to the stationary store), weeeird, procrastinating, cruzeiro's match, family came over, finished the umbrella academy
  • 008. the king - conan gray, me and layla trying not to say names, kanken, bk with family, loud music and monster
  • 009. talking about carreers with mom, jonas brothers, reading, lol with caio (worst jg ever), joão's sad and i messed up
  • 010. fucking cramps, china in box for lunch, studying, freaking out
  • 011. i did really bad at physics test :(, shower + napping, skz dream, rafael, midnight conversations with him
  • 012. studying so much, james charles vid, thinking about the future, purê de baroa, accidentally falling sleep
  • 013.
  • 014. andré is the cutest, doing well in the tests,
  • 015. october sky (crying), spanish movie in the auditorium, redbull run with yasmin, anxiety attack
  • 016. travelling alone to sp, seeing mari!!!, being lost at the campinas mall, açaí, talking & listening to music together ★
  • 017. liberdade + av paulista, casaisinhos, BLACKBEAR'S SHOW IM DEAD HES PERFECT, reviewing the show after it ★
  • 018. lunch with her friends, my arm is hurting?, didnt get over the show we're still crazy, travelling back home
  • 019. skipped class, unproductive, the order with joão,
  • 020. pingpong with the girls, blackbear 24/7, anxiety attack + crying, having thE talk with him
  • 021. penido is so fcking cute, almost sleeping at class, call with him
  • 022. freezing, penido, relieved, finishing the spanish movie, dorama
  • 023. centro, nando reis' cd, dad's (spoiler alert: it was awful), talking to grandma + rafaela and guilherme about life and religion, happy
  • 024. homework, dorama, sleeping at 4am
  • 025. sleepy, cool biology classes, confused,
  • 026. studying, nervous, walking with mom and buying cake!, gym?, the oa with joão (extra: sad af, physics' grade)
  • 027. crying before class, ok im so sad, rodinha de estudos with rafael pv and yasmin, tv series with joão, my family trying to make me happy
  • 028. boring, tv shows with him (the oa + dark), miojo,
  • 029. gvgo, “dirijo/digiro” talking to everyone ksjs, teatro de ed financeira, not shy at all
  • 030. car rides with fernanda and ana luisa, psychologist, feeling better, call with him, mad at caio
  • 031. going for a walk with mom and frank, honestly so sad, listening to music with him, crying on call, sleeping early

april

  • 001. crying on essays class, joão broke up, mESS, studying chemistry with rafaela, my mom calming me down (extra: sushi, confused)
  • 002. chemistry test, talking to layla about ******* and stuff, waffles, studying lesson with caio, call with him till 2am (him caring about my insecurities)
  • 003.
  • 004. recreio with yasmin and layla, studying with caio like a lot, happy?
  • 005. amazing history classes, cookies from subway, two spanish classes (we died), psychologist <3, sushi restaurant
  • 006. doing well in physics, “capitain marvel” with yasmin, kalin and myles
  • 007. shopping with mom, anxious and excited (sitting on the provador jsjsj), strangers - singrid, going to joão's, handholding
  • 008. messy, not talking to him, kinda productive??, mariana
  • 009. my birthday!!!, campeonato interno, receiving a lot of happy bdays, festinha, kinda hopeful for him to come
  • 010. p.e class talking with the girls, isabela's laugh ksjjs, everyone knows joão now, lucíola, napping at grandma's
  • 011. we lost the campeonato :/, lívia, entregar as provas de sociologia pro andré, coisa mais linda, call with him
  • 012. renzo's class = crying, date with joão, walking to the praça da liberdade with him, feeling weird but good, “eu to toda babada”
  • 013. i miss him sooo bad, dad's, call with him till 3am,
  • 014. surtinho, idk
  • 015. telling the girls about it, jardim com o povo, penido writing about joão ksjks, studying, skipping gym
  • 016. teatro da via sacra, the pintinho, finishing coisa mais linda, dark with joão
  • 017. trabalho de física, having so much funn, gym for the 1st time, coisa de casa - outroeu, sleepy
  • 018. arguing with mom about clothing, shopping date with joão <3, us + caio at bk, seeing literally everyone, little kisses
  • 019. he came over, watching dark together (or not watching at all...), açaí, missing him already
  • 020. just??? sad???, waking up @4pm, call with him, discovering spotify on tv, watching a movie with him and feeling a lot better (extra: grandma, being gross together jsjsk)
  • 021. feira hippie, feijoada, homework, him., mathias mess (caio & joão helping me out <3)
  • 022. school call, worst movie ever, outroeu, gym, started the rain
  • 023. renzo being interested in my book, laughing with the girls, old couple energy ksjsks, matheus is so cute, the rain with him
  • 024. 7,5 EM FÍSICA CARALHOOOO, testing the calorímetro with vilela, badminton!!, laughing 24/7, talking about professions with layla (spanish vocational test)
  • 025. studying, thats it.
  • 026. simulado, staying with layla and yasmin after it, joão came over again, brigadeiro & mousse & making out, comfortable
  • 027. 1d with caio, feeling bad about the ******, cidinha is here, annoyed, procrastinating,
  • 028. listening to anonymous for the 1st time with mari, shopping with the family, outfit,
  • 029. annoyed, trabalho de edf, gym!! running with caio, fun fun fun
  • 030. the girls noticing my ******, ghosting, watching movies with mari & spending time with her, gym!

may

  • 001. joão came over, infinity war, sushi + açaí, going to grandma's with him, just walking and holding his hand and having fun
  • 002. studying & freaking out, i literally had a breakdown, call with him (talking about the future, life, dating idk), just. sad.
  • 003. last simulado, jardim with the girls at afternoon, call with him on school, the blacklist, somehow relieved
  • 004. school saturday till @4pm, i broke the becker :(, layla bought brigadeiro ksjsks, idk how we survived, going to fernanda's (extra: colica, laughs with the girls!)
  • 005. bh shopping + praça da liberdade, feeling good and pretty, drunk mess, making out at the weird & dark “park”???, happy
  • 006. his funny dream, trabalho de redação with layla and luis at the garden ksjsk, blackbear, gripada, call ALL night
  • 007. joão came to my school <3, mousse de maracujá, the praça, drinking again and having a loooot of fun together (returning home and tomando picolé!!), mom's mad (extra: cafuné, caio is sick)
  • 008. music @ p.e class (old 1d and sertanejo lol), açaí + rain = mess, call with him (everyone noticing, talking to us, gossiping ksjsk mESS), smelly (extra: talking to denise and she asked everything about him <3)
  • 009. skipped class, waking up to his call, grandma, studying like crazy (productive fernanda is back!)
  • 010. staying in school till 8pm, açaí with the girls, warm and comfortable at class <3 (spanish movie, talking to rafael & alec & marco aurelio), sushi, segunda chamada, tired but happy
  • 011. studying, feeling whole, trap nation with caio, making macarrão and playing 'keep talking and nobody explodes' with caio, call with joão (extra: new dresses!)
  • 012. mom's day, productive, “alguém especial”, heartbroken, insecure (extra: call with joão and we both cried)
  • 13. studying, lab with the #squad, going to the gym after a long time, happy
  • 014. math class with penido + marco aurelio etc, salon, crying, sad and empty, him calming me down
  • 015. going to sandra's (my friends being worried <3), açaí, spanish movie, cartório + subway, the blacklist with joão
  • 016. studying, productive, videoclasses, not missing him, 2018 feels
  • 017. marcos feeling???, talking to nayara after a long time, discussing politics with my history teacher <3, having lunch with all the girls, cold
  • 018. sad and tired, asmr videos, cookies, not talking to him, phases - prettymuch
  • 019. studying, me and mom are finally good, baking more cookies, call with him (baking + the rain), caio and i talking about maturity and relationships
  • 020. "eu sei que eu sou fofo", tired of school, dress store, romantic advices, gym
  • 021. idk
  • 022. açaí with the girls and alec, seeing him., cheetos + skol beats, praça escura, hot and happy (extra: "a gnt vai ser uma família muito feliz sabia?")
  • 023. chemistry test, roadtrip, seeing my whole family again <3, her - chase atlantic, walking downtown
  • 024. sky-gazing, maria fernanda, awkward conversation with mom, everyone asking about joão skdfjs
  • 025. makeup:), rafaela's marriage, sooo cold, feeling pretty, wet.
  • 026. leaving, roadtrip, lagum, bananada, grandma's macarrão!! + with roberto and aparecida
  • 027. studying, the blacklist, insecure about the churrasco thing, just sad, ...hot
  • 028. skipped school, video aulas, being with him on twitter!, studying, prettymuch
  • 029. tests, layla is fucking annoying (arguing.. a lot), ed. financeira at informática with layla and luis, coxinha, squaaad
  • 030. idkkkk
  • 031. he came over, john wick... or kinda, brigadeiro, lots of conversations with grandma (we cute heh), making out

june

  • 001. his place, caldeirão do hulk?? (bernoulli is cute, switzerland thing), talking to my sogra kjsdf, hidden making out sessions, laying on the couch with him <3
  • 002. call with him all day, discord shared screens, "saudade do que a gente nao teve ainda", got, laughing 24/7
  • 003. woke up crying, aladdin with joão (rs), laughing and being best friends, bk with fam + him, im IN LOVE (extra: lots of emotions, his hugs)
  • 004. isabela is cute, "when i was your man', kinda :/
  • 005. crying so much, calling him to calm me down, different class, going back to FL, happy but idk??
  • 006. warm feijoada, fahrenheit 451, cramps, so cold, ***** (midnight call with joão)
  • 007. math exercises, ordering pizza with the girls!!, having a good time, anime at night
  • 008. coltec's party, meeting a lot of people, bandex, move with caio, freanking out?? but SO in love
  • 009. kinda sorry?, studying, make-up talk with mom, hrvy, playing with caio
  • 010. er group reunion, valentine's present?, anavitoria's show!!!!, caio, feeling pretty
  • 011. sleepy, chemistry exercises at the garden, studying,
  • 012. grafite de lp, pão de queijo + popcorn, garden, noticing lucca, rafael
  • 13. tired, recreio with the boys (rafael, henrique and marco) studying!, sleeping all afternoon, anime, disappointed and sad abt joão
  • 14. lagum, sleeping, no phone, anime, shopping for clothes with mom!
  • 15. festa junina, him, açaí with caio + his friends, random role, intense
  • 016. feeling bad, sleeping all afternoon, going to rafaela's new apartment, high waisted shorts!
  • 017. conto de re (paulo skdfj), studying, napping bc why not, got, arguing
  • 018. studying
  • 019. yasmin is crying and sad:(, i love my squad @ bio lab, sad?, survived
  • 020. (feriado) lunch with family and joão, watching got on my bed, comfortable, "minha rainha" lol
  • 021. got, carinhoo, his talk with mom on the car, pizza pizza pizza, in love idk
  • 022. patio + praça, mix cheetos, deep talks and crying, otakus?, pedido de namoro <3
  • 023. studying, sad, playing games, brazil match with caio, crying
  • 024. so sad, crying, reading, studying a lot, idk how i survived
  • 025. tests, dad's, açaí with him, got, nice time with joão
  • 026. popcorn with yasmin, desabafo da layla, sad, calorímetro at bio lab, empty
  • 027. productive, listography, alan's live, mxmtoon, reading
  • 028. thales, m&ms, started good omens, gakuen babysitters, sOft
  • 029. SHOW DO LAGUM!!, saw jão and pedro yay, departe, kinda :/ with joão, happy?
  • 030. grandma's for lunch, fucking sad, he cried., empty

july

  • 001. mom's home :), last day with denise, trying to study, crying, gym anyways
  • 002. empty, studying, idk what to do with my life, mom and caio are home today :D, reading
  • 003. trabalho de ep, laughing, "esnobe", mad and sad at home, questioning my relationship
  • 004. laughing, discussing countries with thales and layla, excited for mariana in ireland, picolé, pra me refazer
  • 005. new airpods!, going home and coming back to school @afternoon, feeling pretty but suddenly sad?, studying
  • 006. simulado, cold & sick, lunch with mom, netflix and animes
  • 007. dreams, joão came over, confused and warm, bis pie, brazil's match
  • 008. wanna die, poesia 7, shopping with mom after school, happy, good girls with caio
  • 009. movie with mom, fini, resumos, sick, acoustic songs
  • 010. cuteness attack, espirros, physics class = having fun, p.e. class sitting down with alec, thales and rafael, me laughing 24/7
  • 011. 8,1/8 in sociology, "eu nunca", listening to post malone with rafael, super squad goals, home alone listening to music @9pm
  • 012. reeally good day, saying goodbye to my friends :(, vacation!, roadtrip, listening to poesia 7 with caio
  • 013. roadtrip (again) to brasilia, snoopy hihi, feeling pretty, sinuca with caio, uno
  • 014. esplanada dos ministérios, art exhibition, pretty but empty, mash mash, outroeu
  • 015. unaí, visiting sonia, sad, talking to grandma and sonia about the past, edmur kjsdkf
  • 016. back in joão pinheiro, two and a half man, açaí with caio and roberto, videocall with mari and julia, bitlife + mash mash
  • 017. maria fernanda, tasty videos, icecream with fruit salad, van videos ksdjfk
  • 018. roadtrip back home, grandma's cute, annoyed by frank, anime, idk what to do
  • 019. idk
  • 020. animes, started bungou stray dogs, rafaela's, arguing with him again
  • 021. the sims!, played all day, guilty, lying - pretty much, mom is gonna go back to work :(
  • 022. played all day, grandma and tio ricardo, gym, discussing with joao, guilty
  • 023. mom :), the sims all fcking day, slept on grandma's, tio ricardo ksjsk, tea
  • 024. rafaela's place, studying chemistry literally all day, bis pie, the sims
  • 025. marvel movies, cookies, soft, euphoria, yasmin slept over
  • 026. yasmin! euphoria + stranger things, more cookies!!, infinity war, talking about music and euphoria theories
  • 027. "cocozinho", grandma's, doctor strange, broke up with joão, mineirão
  • 028. thought it was the last day of vacation heh, the sims, yt videos, feeling fine, mom :)
  • 029. the sims, bolinho de arroz, "se você estiver vendo ultimato sem mim eu te mato", good girls with caio, yt videos
  • 030. back to school, normal day, studying, libertadores, funny moments with grandma
  • 31. ok day, "maiô", suddenly sadness after school, alec: "coisa nossa", crying, macarrão and sociology essay

august

  • 001. tired and sad, studying, excited to play, picolé de brigadeiro, very cult conversations
  • 002. doing well on the exams :), andré gave us chewing gum, the sims, relieved
  • 003. the sims all day, kinda studying, grandma's here + lots of cakes, family time
  • 004. homework, productive, the sims :p, bungou stray dogs, fantástico
  • 005. sad, reading “o cortiço”, tumblr, alan's live, arguing with caio
  • 006. sick at school, studying, homeworks, nhc, alone
  • 007. skipped school, so fucking sick, lonely, yungblud, edwin's live dyeing his hair
  • 008. lots of groups projects, sad, idk, studying kinda
  • 009. paulo <3, MARI IS HERE!!, lil presentss, vlogging, music ★
  • 010. excited with the bujo, spiderman with mari, vlogging and running at the empty mall, discussing fame and the avangers ★
  • 011. blackbear page, saying goodbye to mari:(, going to my dad's (father's day, crying, etc), crying to my mom lol life sucks, empty af
  • 012. 920 on my essay, marco aurelio and paulo <3, alec spamming my gallery, tiktok 24/7, yungblud
  • 013. airpods on all day, super squad goals <3, listening to spice girls with alec, fucking happy, studying (but also tiktoks.) ★
  • 014. simulado, monster, ed financeira presentation (super nervous), everyone being soo nice, hugs and cute shit, iury?
  • 015. studing, tiktoks 24/7, also the sims., home with mom :)
  • 016. cooking with grandma, together all day??, studied tho, feeling good, bathing in the dark w lights off
  • 017. crying and going to the new apartment, davi!, subway, feeling pretty also lowkey flexing my airpods, new clothes yayy (extra: tiktok enthusiastic)
  • 018. tiktoks., meeting frank's family :/, studying, the sims, not very excited for school btw
  • 019. productive, tiktok
  • 020. mapa de sala!, happy!!, mental breakdowns, studying like crazy
  • 021. final simulado, relieved, tiktoks with layla, alec is sick, suddenly sadness (i think its just because im eXhaustEd)
  • 022. rafael, layla is cute, randomly crying??, idk what i feel, studying, the sims
  • 023. rafael is sooo cute, "você gosta de cafuné?", layla's theory about "us", tea bottle exPLODED, after class with thales, yasmin and rafael
  • 024. disconnected, ayO baby nap check, leaked - lil tjay, outback, feeling pretty :)
  • 025. caio is sick (and fucking annoying), grandma's food, sad, essays, the sims
  • 026. biology experiment class, i love my friends, suddenly sadness, love alarm
  • 027. rafael making my day 1000% better, i guess im happy?, me and layla annoyed by thank you next, finished love alarm, joao thing
  • 028. teatro practicing, indio de 7 cores, thales disturbing us 24/7, rafael being cute to >me<, mom picked me up!!
  • 029. suddenly crying, everyone being worried it was so fcking cute :(, rafael and alec hugging me and making sure i was ok, "eu trago a layla", lewis capaldi ★
  • 030. boring day, annoyedd, going to the papelaria with thales and rafael <3, met alec on the street kjsdkf, açaí by myself, the sims ★
  • 031. makeup problems, naps, livia and alanis party!, explanando people and discussing life and shit, hamburguers!

september

  • 001. the sims, crying, lonely, idk i feel like dying
  • 002. layla is paranoid about luiz ksjdf, homework, nothing to do, cramps, sleeping a lot (also crying a lot)
  • 003. the boys making me laugh, them playing videogames on math class, rafael giving me lots of attention and affection, crying?
  • 004. yasmin's bday, 0 matérias novas, kinda pissed, rafael, crying
  • 005. rafael's cafuné, meeting a holocausto survivor, me and rafael randomly praying kjsdfk, going to the new place, saying goodbye to home and making fun videos kdjf
  • 006. bruninho!!, everyone petting him at school hes the cutest, staying with the boys and yasmin after school, getting ready to move out
  • 007. moving out..., bruno's missing (chill we found him), crying and going to the neighbours, post malone (extra: fernanda is here!)
  • 008. studying, grandma, playing with bruno, organizing my room, kinda excited for school
  • 009. hp convs with rafael and layla, penido randomly giving me carinho while i was sitting outside the classroom, 1st alone afternoon with bruno, reading (rxtra: "pegada diferente", mini oreos with marco and paulo) ★
  • 010. oops idk
  • 011. my waterbottle :(, taking care of rafael, paulo trying to insult me ksjdf, i feel like a baby, tired and hot
  • 012. sick, vomiting, skipped school, bruno is cute, sad?
  • 013. missed my chemistry exam im screwed, sick, bruno, reading, etna and leroy at night
  • 014. the sims, davi's bday, bruno is gone:(, so fucking sad
  • 015. the sims, reading, confident, itau power shopping by myself, new mirror
  • 016. dinamica do lider, cool chemistry class, studying with caio
  • 017. kinda boring, math exercises with rafael, talking to alec at portuguese class, tea, studying like crazy
  • 018. no backpack day, ranking people, making the tatuzinho with rafael and layla, happy af, im an 8 yay
  • 019. elair laughing at me and alec, saying at school till 17h to work on some projects, "sussurro artístico", açaí with thales, still ranking
  • 020. carente, discussing terra plana with the boys kjdf, history class!! (me explaining inconfidência mineira and renzo thanking me and saying "na proxíma vez quero que você vá ao quadro) <3 <3, squad goals (till pedro fELL out of the table) ★
  • 021. procrastinating, i swear im trying, movies, reorganizing playlists
  • 022. movies, tiktok, bored, procrastinating a lottt, idk maybe the sims?
  • 023. studying in the sun, grandma, biscuits, are you bored? - wallows
  • 024. staying at school @afternoon, recording the videoaula with my friends (laughing and procrastinating aLL THE TIME), sutiã thing, monitoria de re, excited for tomorrow
  • 025. “excursão” to the museum!!!, peixes 24/7, staying with the boys and layla in the museum doing nothings, forca, alec staring at me forever ksjks ★
  • 026. duo all day, layla :), tiktoks, afternoon with mom, blackbear is going to be a fcking dad!!, are you bored yet - wallows
  • 027. adam smith, sitting on the floor and laughing all afternoon, emporio with the boys and yasmin
  • 028. sad, wanna die, coreu burguer, savassi (forever 21 with caio), feeling like shit
  • 029. marshmallow cake, procrastinating, feeling like shit, should probably be studying...
  • 030. studying, bungou stray dogs, reading, frustrated, new mindset i hope

october

  • 001. excited for october!, sitting in groups all day, cosquinhas do alec, studying and watching anime, cramps
  • 002. boring, edf theatre i wanna die, fun time with mom, bungou stray dogs
  • 003. cool classes, studying, music, comfy
  • 004. happy day!, assédio thing, going to the açaí + empório with the boys and yasmin, talking about games, studying ★
  • 005. the joker with friends, headache, otaku feels, tired, fernanda and ana luísa are here!
  • 006. studying my ass off, mousse de limão + torta de bis, sad but productive
  • 007. podcast addicted oops, flashcards, butterfly!, thinking about the future
  • 008. bored
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  • 010. jao's new album!!, happy moments with layla, discussing life with paulo and layla, disconnected but lowkey happy ★
  • 011. fuck my life, paulo and alec = best people, annoyed, no important things at school :)
  • 012. depressed, wanna die, gilmore girls
  • 013. feira hippie, meeting rafaela and pollyana randomly, spontaneous, feeling pretty?
  • 014. morning watching the flash with caio, new piercing!!, açaí with mom, happy ★
  • 015. quality bro time, the good place 24/7, reading, feeling bad about ***
  • 016. podcasts, the flash + the good place, trying to watch anime too :/, anxious?
  • 017. friends came over for a hp marathon!, being random with layla, warm, yelling on the street heh, paulo x rafael thing ★
  • 018. the flash with caio, hp feeling, home alone, tumblr, enneagram test
  • 019. sad?, popcorn, shut up im in love with newt, grandma's, studied a bit
  • 020. woke up 7am,, sleepy, comfy, studying like crazy
  • 021. movie day, btw i studied ok, the driver era
  • 022. chile slides, touchy alec, soFt, the good place
  • 023. discussing politics again, español with layla, laughing, happy, mom picked me up
  • 024. realizing i have the coolest friends, teatro thing, rafael's hugs, paiting aquarela, happy?
  • 025. eng, disconnected, wanna die, went home early, politics + podcasts
  • 026. lunch with fam, studying (not really), movies, pets with caio, no lights at grandmas
  • 027. idk
  • 028. rafaela's for lunch, studying chemistry, shopping, confident, milkshake ★
  • 029. studying, thousands of mental breakdowns, i wanna die, home alone + crying my eyes out, Fuck.
  • 030. simulado, fish studying at the library, lazy, mad at l&a
  • 031. "tragédias", weird, not wanting to go home, doing nothing at school, sad

november

  • 001. tvshows at class, being cute with paulo, show do jão!!!, no voice at all kjsdfk, paulo's desabafos at midnight ★
  • 002. the king, jão, dad's, pesadelo na cozinha, discussing abortion
  • 003. sad, wanna die, skipped enem cnbb, kill me please
  • 004. annoyed, ensaio + cenário, talking about matue and terra plana idfk, happy
  • 005. me,layla and 6 fucking boys on lp class, terra plana again kjsd, comfy after class + now united, paint war, reading with layla
  • 006. paulo, debating everything, monitor, funny moments ★
  • 007. preparing for the debate, chemistry group thing, sad af, rehearsal
  • 008. pen flip, empty, teatro till 18pm, talking to rafael and paulo backstage, sushi (extra: chilezito presentation) ★
  • 009. yasmin came over, açaí, euphoria, me necesita - pretty much ft. cnco, gossiping
  • 010. depressed, a million little things
  • 011. me as a baby, i hate ****, pen flip is oN pOiNt
  • 012. my angel made my day <3, smiling, psychologist, feeling better, mom time
  • 013. tongue tied – marshmello ft. yungblud + blackbear, monitor talks, me and layla reading fernando pessoa, “você é ate fofinha as vezes”
  • 014. sociology debate, my angel <3, matheus, salão
  • 015. a million little things with mom, minas shopping, e-girl, blasting music on the car, night. ★
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  • 18. to do list, mental breakdown, so many things to do, sex education, studying
  • 19. history work with thomaz and layla, efeito mandella, alec is dumb ksjks, cartolina problems, we are crazy.
  • 20. studying, pizza with friends, discussing conspiracy theories, anxiety, caio :) ★
  • 21. simulado, drawing the “city”, biblioteca, tv, doing the website with caio
  • 22. eng200, crying??, comfy with friends, paulo calling me cute 24/7 and wanting to sleep while alec is crAzy, alec kissing my legs kwjsks (extra: thomaz is cute)
  • 23. reading all day, soccer games with fam, happy and proud
  • 24. studying in rafaela's, mom, flash with caio, misto quente, happyy
  • 25. anjo secreto!!, so cute, calm day, studying, empty, flashh
  • 26. studying chemistry, nailed in the trabalhinho, paulo being annoying but caring, studying with caio
  • 27. annoyed by rafael and thales, i love my friends <3, timelapse, paulo being SUPER worried about me, worried about the simulado ★
  • 28. maquete day it was cool <3, random rain, lost my pencase, tired, i love my mom
  • 29. feira de animais!, crazy but everything went well, cute kids, black friday, im so tired omg
  • 30. essays, good music, the flash?

december

  • 001. essays, the sims
  • 002. just me&layla, pasta de redação, bad weather, the sims
  • 003. cramps, sad, mom all day, movies, the sims
  • 004. sad, the sims, movies, guilty abt friends
  • 005. comfy class!! with only friends!! im happy, cruzeiro x atlético in school, new crush ksdjf, nostalgic, quentin tarantino ★
  • 006. loud music, dad's hospitalized, new books, the sims, very sad
  • 007. going to see dad, the sims, reading, a LOT of music
  • 008. layla's problem with water kjsdfk, mineirão, thrilled, reading
  • 009. cleaned the house, basically reading, comfy, leonardo dicaprio's documentary, lazy day
  • 010. finished the mistake, psychologist, empty af, the flash with caio, tongue tied
  • 011. modern love, lonely, movies, the beatles
  • 012. finished after you, cake, talking to layla and laughing, the flash with caio, empty
  • 013. searching for movies, started w, i LOVE harry styles!1!!, chocolate milk
  • 014. caixa's party, life reflexions, wonderwall - oasis, phoenix suns' game with caio, sleepy af
  • 015. tried to visit dad, crying A LOT, i hate everything, reading, w
  • 016. reading, tio ricardo and grandma, family conversation, sad, flash with caio
  • 017. psychologist ("em 2020 a gente vai trabalhar esses sonhos então ein?"), açaí with mom, feeling pretty, searching for french classes at tfla, peaceful
  • 018. did nothing, the sims, almond milk, movies
  • 019. the sims, visiting dad, bus + tia marilda, tired,
  • 020. reading, scrambled eggs, read a whole book today, alan's live
  • 021. visiting dad, prettyy, coreu burger with fernanda and ana luisa, talks on the tree, let me know - juice wrld
  • 022. dad again, reading, church, the sims, feeling pretty and awkward
  • 023. shopping with mom, buying presents!, hyped, the sims, listening to brazilian music with caio
  • 024. sims 4, new cool pants!, christmas eve on grandma's, going to fernanda's afterwards, opening presents!
  • 025. cleaning dad's house, happy, quality family time, red dead with caio, im sleepy :p
  • 026. bake off, lazy, reading
  • 027. tea, animes, bake off
  • 028. animes, the great british bake off, going out at night, cramps?, risoto de camarão
  • 029. cidinha is visiting, dad's, playing games with caio, going to grandma's for a sleepover, açaí juice (extra: tea time with grandma)
  • 030. laughing with grandma and tio ricardo, lunch!, finished a book, made bread!!!, the great british bake off (im in love with henry sHuT uP xd)
  • 031. woke up @5am, mindset for 2020, bujo??!!!, nap hehe, grateful
jan 1 2019 ∞
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