biggest fears

• time
  • not being able to "go back"
  • the way time passes so quickly
• onism

"weird" fears to overcome

• cycling in cities
• going to a restaurant alone
• going running (being sweaty in public)
• writing / sharing my writing

childhood fears

• women with white hair
  • probably because of my great grandma
• trees falling over
• (cherry) trees growing out of my stomach
• spiders nesting in my ear
  • that was a huuuge fear of mine. i slept with a blanket covering my ear for a really long time.
• triops living in my stomach
  • because i once accidentally ate some of those eggs (lol)
• phone calls