January —

• Reddit's Urban Hell. I'm obsessed with decay and bleak stuff at the moment. Makes me want to write stories. Also reading about the least liveable cities in the world. I really want to write about them, and they're actually all on my bucket list.
• Finding 10€ on a public toilet (lol).
• Petting four horses in one day. I want one! Or maybe I just want to ride them again. I miss my ten year old self.
• S. gifting me chocolate.
• Booking a nice apartment in Val di Funes, South Tyrol. I can barely remember Bolzano, it's been quite a long time. I can't wait to finally see the Dolomites.
• Planning another trip, to Venice.
• Vegan mayonnaise. I. Am. Obsessed. I love Veganz so much.
• Going to this amazing Chinese restaurant, trying their All you can eat buffet. Lots of veggie options. And lots of veggie sushi! Eating wasabi paste so spicy my nos...

planning & wishing —

• South Africa (August) ✔
• Southern Bavaria roadtrip (September) ✔
• Hamburg (October) with J. <3 ✔
• Italy (March & April)
• Austria roadtrip
  • Plansee, Coburger Hütte & Seebensee, Admont
• Switzerland roadtrip
• Georgia
  • Focusing on hiking and photography. (Insp.)
  • Tblisi, Ushguli/Svaneti, Gremi castle, Kazbegi
  • Trip to Azerbaijan (Xinaliq, Old town Baku)
• 7 Day Trips to Take from Stuttgart
• London musical trip (Hamilton, Wicked, Les Misérables, Les Misérables in Concert - Sept. to Nov. 2019, Matilda, Phantom o...

Movies —

• 01.18 ▸ Ghostbusters (1984) (2.5)
• 01.18 ▸ It Follows (2014) (4)
• 01.18 ▸ Call Me By Your Name (2017) (3)
• 01.18 ▸ The Tree of Life (2011) (4)
• 02.18 ▸ The Mothman Prophecies (2002) (3)
• 02.18 ▸ Independence Day (1996) (2.5)
• 02.18 ▸ Everest (2015) (3.5)
• 02.18 ▸ What We Did On Our Holiday (2014) (4)
• 02.18 ▸ The Shape of Water (2017) (5)
• 04.18 ▸ Mama (2013) (4)
• 04.18 ▸ As Above So Below (2014) (4)
• 05.18 ▸ The Revenant (2015) (3.5)
• 05.18 ▸ Exit Marrakech (2013) (4)
• 05.18 ▸ Rust and Bone (2012) (2.5)
• 05.18 ▸ Earth: One Amazing Day (2017) (5)
• 05.18 ▸ Jurassic World (2015) (3)
• 06.18 ▸ Lore (2012) (4)
• 07.18 ▸ The Fall (2006) (3.5)
• 07.18 ▸ Wild (DE, 2015) (2)
• 07.18 ▸ Sweet Bean (あん) (2015) (4)

• inspired by jenn and venus

To do next

• Brief an S
• put flowers on A.'s grave
• read the Northern Lights zine
• submit work for The Writing Garden
• make a prompt jar and put in the 500 poetry prompts and random writing prompts (different coloured paper for each of them!)

101 things | start: 01.01.2016, end: 01.01.2019 | Done: 49/101 | inspired by Jessica.

• Become vegan ✔
• Donate old books (again)
• Write 100 poems/micropoetry (100/100) ✔
• Write 100 haikus (67/100)
• Have 500 read books on Goodreads (500+/500) ✔
• Don't care about being skinny! Care about being healthy and fit! ✔

Becaus I want it to be the best year of my life.

• Move back to Munich or somewhere else (Berlin?).
• Work as a freelancer (at least half time).
• Travel to 1+ new continent.
• Travel to 5+ new countries.
• Be able to reduce my antidepressants again (~80). ✔
• Learn new things.
• Let love and friendship in.
• Gain more muscles, lose more fat.
• Sell/get rid of at least 50 things (books, clothes, etc).
• Get in touch with a shaman/something similar.
• Make good art.
• FINALLY open an etsy shop.

because i need to learn to love myself. inspired by bru

• you are open and charismatic. - c
• woah, your skin is so soft. - j & s
• your skin is so soft, it's almost too soft. - f
• you are beautiful. - random dude in the s-bahn
• you are so interesting one wants to know more about you. - s
• your name is lovely. - neve mcintosh *_*
• i think she broke up with him because she's in love with you. - n. (which turned out to be true. not a compliment but it was really good for my ego)
• your boobs look so fake. - mum (lol thank)

January —

• zola jesus ; hikikomori
• helene fischer ; sonne auf der haut
• helene fischer ; viva la vida
• rainbow kitten surprise ; devil like me
• tim myers ; lover my love
• helene fischer ; achterbahn (afrojack mashup/live tour version)

February —

• ratatat ; wildcat
• editors ; no sound but the wind
• mark ronson ; nothing breakes like a heart (feat. miley cyrus)
• benny blanco ; eastside (feat. halsey & khalid)
• lady gaga & bradley cooper ; shallow
• ryan gosling ; city of stars

March —

• soap&skin ; deathmental

what i've been doing since I was a child —

• seperating & recycling waste
• being vegetarian (now vegan)
• buying books secondhand (mostly)
• using a tote instead of disgusting plastic bags
• using a wooden hairbrush

personal progress —

• stopped buying make-up remover (plastic!) and started using coconot oil (glass!) instead
• started using coconot oil for EVERYTHING - as body lotion, for my hair, lips and nails
• stopped buying ~ most ~ veggies/fruits in plastic (my goal is to ~ completely ~ stop buying them when they're in packaging)
• started using a bamboo toothbrush
• stopped buying foundation when the packag...

mountains —

• switzerland
  • augstmatthorn
  • monte generoso
  • pilatus, lucerne
  • brienzer rothorn
• bavaria
  • einfach
    • herzogstand (again)
    • hochfelln
    • jenner
    • jochberg
    • wallberg
    • wank
  • mittel
    • archenkanzel
  • schwer

• midnight in the garden of good and evil by emmacareymc
• star wars; knights of ren by thereebeccabee
• beyond by ghostclub
• east of eden by ghostclub
• the law of radiation and attraction by mariasophia39
• the undone and the divine by ghostclub
• the devil all the time by rhiannon2179
• life in a méliès film by lepetitviolet
• evidence of creation by anthonytumminar
• 4% or less by alan66
• woodland°cottage by princessashtray
• bacchic by raindancemelly
• persephone's garden of delights by are0837
• aspirations by dgallo626
• manifesting affirmations by sandhopper3