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- I have the weirdest sexuality. Sometimes I feel like I can feel it...all, and it's really confusing. I don't really like to label myself but sometimes it's kind of "fun" to explore sexuality, so if I had to put it into words it would look like this:
- bisexual - I've had crushes on men and women, and I can totally see myself having a relationship with a woman, but at the same I want to have a family with a man, and have his children.
- polyamorous (polyfidelity?) tendencies - sometimes I want to be with more than one person, live and love freely, have both, man and woman. I think there's no such thing as "love of your life", not really. There are so many people on this planet, and I think there are hundreds or thousands you could really fall in love with. ~ At the same time I wish I could meet one person who makes me believe in something else. (Btw: I could never cheat in a relationship, even though I'd love to live polyamorous. All this polyamory thing is hypothetically, it's just in my head, because I know that most people couldn't live in a polyamorous relationship and I can totally accept and understand that.)
- lithromantic? - sometimes I feel like I can only fall in love with people I will never have a chance with/don't even know (example: actors, therapists, whatever). I feel so deeply, and that feeling is bittersweet and hurts, but I can't escape it. Of course I have crushes on "normal" people but it's not the same, I feel so much more when I'm "in love" with someone I'd never have a change with. I don't know if I would feel the same way if I really knew the person.
- grey-(a)romantic - I don't really feel any romantic attraction towards anyone. Well, only very rarely. I think it has also something to do with with my "lithromantic" tendencies. It's just...idek. People usually bore me. I don't feel attracted to people, almost all of them disgust me.
- This website is awesome. It amazes me how many different gender identities and orientations there are. (And those aren't even all of them.)
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