• It's Such a Beautiful Day / Don Hertzfeldt
  • Butoh: Body on the Edge of Crisis / Michael Blackwood
jan 1 2024 ∞
mar 19 2024 +
  • visit dallas to see the total solar eclipse
  • visit the icelandic highlands
  • perform a dance solo
  • progress to int/adv aerial silks
  • do a backbend from standing
  • start developing some acro skills
nov 3 2023 ∞
mar 1 2024 +
  • see the total solar eclipse 8/12/26!!
  • climb kirkjufell
  • climb center cliff in ásbyrgi
  • hike on a glacier
  • visit the westfjords
    • holmavík witchcraft museum
    • fljótavík
  • more time in vatnajökull
  • more time in akureyri
  • spelunking
  • horseback riding
  • hike in landmannalaugar
  • visit fjaðrárgljúfur
  • go to kíkí queer bar in reykjavík
  • show ruth some cool places
    • reykjavík
      • cat cafe
      • art museum
jun 26 2023 ∞
oct 15 2023 +
  • aguata
  • bean
  • chestnut
  • creamsicle/luciano
  • daphne
  • dexter
  • domino
  • loretta
  • margot
  • mariah
  • molly
  • ocean
  • orla
  • payton
  • posey
  • peachpoints/lotty
  • ruby
  • rue
  • sailor
  • spicy noodle
  • thistle
may 20 2023 ∞
sep 17 2023 +
  • try once or more
    • "doom metal yoga"
    • pole dancing
    • aerial arts
    • performing in a drag show
    • ice skating
    • kickboxing
    • riding a bike
    • shooting a gun
  • publish a microchap
  • find publisher for book #1
  • revise manuscript of book #2
  • travel
    • ICELAND BABY
    • oregon to meet my friends' animals
  • have sex w a femme
    • a thing happened. i'm gonna say it counts 😏
jan 1 2023 ∞
dec 4 2023 +

Poetry collections

  • The Clarissa Blueprints (microchapbook, 2023)
  • Swan as a Verb (chapbook, 2023)
  • Moon crumbs (chapbook, 2019)
  • Brightvoids (MFA thesis, 2018)
  • The Millifold Bouquet (BA thesis, 2016)

Novels (all for NaNoWriMo)

  • Vermilion Grove (2019)
  • Like Distant Vehicles or Stars Shining Out Loud (2013)
  • Effulgence (2011)
  • Hello, I Dislike You Intensely. Have a Nice Day. (2010)
jan 16 2014 ∞
jul 30 2023 +
  • [tentacle screeching] --stranger things
  • [ominous farm animal sounds] --the vvitch
  • [investigatory synth music] --the expanse
  • [medical devices chirping softly] --the expanse
  • [fluttering synth music] --mr robot
  • [ominous jazz music] --mr robot
  • [oppressive music] --dark
  • [dismal music] --dark
  • [roaring, electronic bubbling] --dark
  • [chuckles in white voice] --sorry to bother you
  • [many teeth chattering] --legion
  • [all grunting melodically as bruce springsteen] --broad city
  • [seinfeld-esque theme plays] --aunty donna's big ol' house of fun
  • [anticipatory orchestral music playing] --the queen's gambit
jul 13 2020 ∞
oct 23 2021 +
  • dexter
    • watched: season 1
    • liked
      • the premise
      • the opening titles
    • disliked
      • felt kinda corny at times (esp the s1 Big Twist) despite taking itself v seriously
      • missing a subtlety/style factor for me
    • similar show i think does it better: hannibal
  • lucifer
    • watched: 4 episodes
    • liked: tom ellis
    • disliked
dec 24 2020 ∞
may 22 2021 +
  • The Final Voicemails / Max Ritvo
  • Self-Portrait with Cephalopod / Kathryn Smith
  • A Year & Other Poems / Jos Charles
  • Barbie Chang / Victoria Chang
  • I Am a Very Productive Entrepreneur / Mathias Svalina
  • The Trees Witness Everything / Victoria Chang
  • Real Phonies and Genuine Fakes / Nicky Beer
  • Brood / Kimiko Hahn
  • Up All Night / Jill McDonough
  • Metamorphic Door / Carolyn Supinka
  • Night Animals / Yusef Komunyakaa
jan 8 2024 ∞
mar 24 2024 +
  • all forms of history
  • political science
  • cooking
  • coding
  • high fantasy
  • renaissance faires
  • dnd
nov 27 2023 ∞
nov 27 2023 +

november

  • tucson dance showcase + 4 hr vulnerability car convo w/ c.p. in a walgreens parking lot
  • c.w. treating me to italian food + great conversation
  • all souls procession w/ c.p. + watching the burning of the urn + midnight ramen + near-continuous talking for 7h 40m
  • hanging w/ c.w. during lunch break + visiting their friend who runs a performance space out of her carport + sharing wine + going back to work sloshed n not giving a fuck bc the vibes were on point
  • c.a. drew a comic zine abt me n it was the nicest thing ever 🥺
  • back in depresh mode n it's kinda brutal ayy anyone else feel me
  • got the drunkest i've ever been
  • not having a great relationship w alcohol again
nov 2 2023 ∞
mar 11 2024 +
  • bigger fish to fry
  • clump
  • emotional support sandwich
  • gourd
  • hurker
  • hurt swan
  • isogub
  • jexley pickle
  • leggings
  • lunchbox
  • mixed nuts
  • ovenmitt
  • peachpoints
  • pill organizer
  • pizza meat
  • sofa
  • spicy noodle
  • spider bags
jun 12 2023 ∞
aug 12 2023 +
  • Micro-chapbook HERE
    • for fans of unreal girls and haunted suburbs
  • 1 poem HERE
    • baby birds using ticks as heaters
  • 3 poems HERE
    • vagina sounds in space
    • headless portraits
    • and paintings made from human hair
  • 1 poem HERE
    • "light seeping out of my pores and pooling in the sheets"
  • 1 poem HERE
    • tfw you're an aromantic spaceship
  • 1 poem HERE
feb 16 2019 ∞
jul 30 2023 +

full-length #1

  • ugly appliances
  • ugly lightyear
  • feral lightyear
  • feral organs
  • slimes and glimmerings
  • snazzy sinkhole
  • murky animal
  • salt gown
  • calculated squalor
  • agonizer 3000
  • a few cursed images close to my heart
  • my demon has an anime body pillow of me
  • friendly neighborhood blood lake

full-length #2

  • all this and a big bag of hair
  • bite down
  • why the holes in cats' fur are always in the right places for their eyes
  • drawings of eclipses
dec 5 2020 ∞
mar 3 2024 +
  • turkey mode
  • loaf mode
  • sploot mode
  • panther mode
  • demon mode
  • sabertooth tiger mode
  • croissant mode
  • bunny mode
  • old man mode
dec 31 2023 ∞
dec 31 2023 +
  • luchi
  • creamsicle
  • creambaby
  • baby
  • buddy
  • bro
  • creature
  • toasty boi
  • toast tips
  • beans on toast
  • mr sploots
  • The Cat (capitalized)
  • gremlin
  • little mitten
  • little bug
  • fuzzy boi
  • gucci
  • little fuzzy
nov 2 2023 ∞
feb 14 2024 +

wanted at one point

  • matching moons on wrists, one waning, one waxing
  • "OK OK OK" on left wrist

still mulling

  • snail girl on right ankle
    • pros: cute
    • cons: too cute? too twee?
  • medieval rabbit riding snail
    • pros: weird and dope
    • cons: no personal connection to medieval era or original political symbolism of the image, ergo, feelings of fraudulence. also the perpetual tattoo fear: will i think it's stupid in three years?
  • the last 40 words of tony hoagland's "jet" on back or thigh
    • pros: lit and life-affirming
sep 10 2021 ∞
mar 26 2023 +
oct 10 2020 ∞
jan 12 2024 +