• god of empty spaces
• bugface girl

• architectural salvage
• assorted tortoise
• bulk + brushy behind wall
• disruptive products
• dtf sex chocolates are in stock!!
• egge rd
• end of the oregon trail
• faceter's paradise
• garden world
• handi dog pl
• handy hands
• historic jelks farm
• largest reptile show in the northwest
• lights on for safety
• little muddy creek
• lumpsucker
• machines for sale
• no feet no paws
• no train horn
• rattlesnake on path
• reliable meats

• aguata
• bean
• chestnut
• creamsicle/luciano
• daphne
• dexter
• domino
• loretta
• margot
• mariah
• molly
• náttfari
• ocean
• orla
• payton
• posey
• peachpoints/lotty
• ruby
• rue
• sailor
• spicy noodle

Poetry collections

• The Clarissa Blueprints (microchapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from Ghost City Press
• Swan as a Verb (chapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from dancing girl press
• Moon crumbs (chapbook, 2019)
  • OUT NOW from Bottlecap Press
• Brightvoids (MFA thesis, 2018)
• The Millifold Bouquet (BA thesis, 2016)

Novels (all for NaNoWriMo)

• Vermilion Grove (2019)
• Like Distant Vehicles or Stars Shining Out Loud (2013)
• Effulgence (2011)
• Hello, I Dislike You Intensely. Have a Nice Day. (2010)

october

• indian food & boba w i.p. + meeting her cat
• guest performing tucson dance showcase

november

• ballet tucson magic in the moonlight
• ramen w i.p. + pocket dimension + cool hotel lounge
• all souls w i.p. + her giving me her extra groceries + hanging out til 1am
• bike ride + caught in the rain at brandi fenton park + climbing trees
• almost 6 hrs of dance rehearsals + night of hecate party
• wardrobe refresh
• ua fall for dance show
• fall artisans market

december

• dancing in 6 pieces at the lmdc show

• ✔ take an aerial chains class
• take a drawing class
• wear every item in my wardrobe at least 2x
• write 50k words of my novel
• have $50k in my savings acct
• try flying trapeze
• go spelunking again
• go somewhere fun
• ✔ 1 month no spending except necessities & experiences
• donate plasma
• donate $1000 to charitable causes (0/1000)

october

• rad bday tripping on mushrooms while hiking w j.r. in ventana canyon + sprawling like lizards on a giant rock + talking abt psychedelics / folklore / philosophy / environmentalism + eating amazing vegetarian mexican food after
• finally got my back balance in silks
• wore my great pacific garbage patch costume to work n got compliments on it

november

• back in the bullshit for 4 more years. fuck
• found out my dad went to prison for being a sex offender. upsetting
• commuted to work by bike for a week
• ua fall dance show <3
• me: "oo a dead moth, i'm gonna put it on b.j.'s desk" a.m.: "i was about to say to say 'i love u' but then i was like no th...

• amoeba
• bigger fish to fry
• clump
• deposit
• emotional support sandwich
• gluten free
• gourd
• hurker
• hurt swan
• isogub
• jexley pickle
• leggings
• lunchbox
• mixed nuts
• mr bottles
• ovenmitt
• peachpoints
• pill organizer
• pizza meat
• responding
• sofa

• 9 poems + an interview HERE (new!)
  • "Intimate, surreal, and brimming with desire and transformation. From alien tulips to borrowed pants, their work reimagines the everyday with dreamlike intensity."
• 2 poems HERE
  • "a moose could be her dance partner"
  • "it was like a hat but with a parasitic twin"
• Micro-chapbook HERE
  • for fans of unreal girls and haunted suburbs
• 1 poem HERE
  • baby birds using ticks as heaters
• 3 poems HERE
  • vagina sounds in space

• ✔ go 1 month w/o purchasing anything but necessities & experiences
• ✔ perform another solo
• ✔ take a flamenco class
• ✔ go to an aerial festival
• ✔ take class at another aerial studio
• ✔ take an aerial rope lesson
• ✔ join a 2nd dance company
• take a drawing or painting class
• try a new psychedelic
• learn some basic clothing repair (e.g. hemming, fixing seams, replacing buttons & elastic)
• write 25k words of my novel
• go spelunking again
• visit chicago?
• visit vegas?
• ✔ donate $1000 to charitable causes (1025/1000)

• his blue eyes
• his lil whisker holes n how they look like freckles
• his little paws, & his ankle creases, & the way he lets me touch his paws when he's v relaxed
• his millions of sounds for every mood & occasion
• how he likes to smell my breath after i've eaten lol
• how his coat has lighter colored bits & toastier colored bits & how his ears are the toastiest part of him. the backs of his knees are also a good toasty area. also this patch on his upper back that i call his saddle spot bc it's where i imagine a tiny person would sit to ride him. and last but not least, his toasty lil face
• how his ears swivel back a little when i'm feeding him a tube treat & it looks like devil horns

• turkey mode
• loaf mode
• sploot mode
• panther mode
• demon mode
• sabertooth tiger mode
• croissant mode
• bunny mode
• old man mode
• staircase mode
• lucifer mode

• this leather motorcycle jacket?
• ✔ these novelty socks
• ✔ milk bar sampler
• ✔ united sodas sampler
• ✔ absinthe
• ✔ thicc water
• ✔ weed gummies
• ✔ liquid eyeliner
• ✔ star/galaxy projector
• ✔ speaker
• ✔ divacup
• ✔ hydroflask
• ✔ worm sweater
• new oxford shoes?
• tulle skirt
• sculptural lamp
• embroidered mini accent chair
• vibrator?
• ✔ invisible braces
• rainbow bike
• ✔ air purifier