• architectural salvage
• bulk + brushy behind wall
• disruptive products
• dtf sex chocolates are in stock!!
• egge rd
• end of the oregon trail
• faceter's paradise
• garden world
• handy hands
• largest reptile show in the northwest
• lights on for safety
• little muddy creek
• machines for sale
• no feet no paws
• no train horn
• rattlesnake on path
• reliable meats
• sleeping frog farms
• slides
• spores bridge
• swan island dahlias

• aguata
• bean
• chestnut
• creamsicle/luciano
• daphne
• dexter
• domino
• loretta
• margot
• mariah
• molly
• náttfari
• ocean
• orla
• payton
• posey
• peachpoints/lotty
• ruby
• rue
• sailor
• spicy noodle

Poetry collections

• The Clarissa Blueprints (microchapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from Ghost City Press
• Swan as a Verb (chapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from dancing girl press
• Moon crumbs (chapbook, 2019)
  • OUT NOW from Bottlecap Press
• Brightvoids (MFA thesis, 2018)
• The Millifold Bouquet (BA thesis, 2016)

Novels (all for NaNoWriMo)

• Vermilion Grove (2019)
• Like Distant Vehicles or Stars Shining Out Loud (2013)
• Effulgence (2011)
• Hello, I Dislike You Intensely. Have a Nice Day. (2010)

october

• rad bday tripping on 🍄 while hiking w j.r. in ventana canyon + sprawling like lizards on a giant rock + talking abt psychedelics / folklore / philosophy / environmentalism + eating amazing vegetarian mexican food after
• finally got my back balance in silks
• wore my great pacific garbage patch costume to work n got compliments on it

november

• back in the bullshit for 4 more years. fuck
• found out my dad went to prison for being a sex offender. upsetting
• commuted to work by bike for a week
• ua fall dance show <3
• me: "oo a dead moth, i'm gonna put it on b.j.'s desk" a.m.: "i was about to say to say 'i love u' but then i was like no th...

• amoeba
• bigger fish to fry
• clump
• emotional support sandwich
• gourd
• hurker
• hurt swan
• isogub
• jexley pickle
• leggings
• lunchbox
• mixed nuts
• mr bottles
• ovenmitt
• peachpoints
• pill organizer
• pizza meat
• sofa
• soup enhancements
• spicy noodle
• spider bags

• 2 poems HERE (new!)
  • "a moose could be her dance partner"
  • "it was like a hat but with a parasitic twin"
• Micro-chapbook HERE
  • for fans of unreal girls and haunted suburbs
• 1 poem HERE
  • baby birds using ticks as heaters
• 3 poems HERE
  • vagina sounds in space
  • headless portraits
  • and paintings made from human hair
• 1 poem HERE
  • "light seeping out of my pores and pooling in the sheets"

• ✔ go 1 month w/o purchasing anything but necessities & experiences
• learn to juggle 3 balls
• ✔ perform another solo
• take a flamenco class
• go to an aerial festival
• take class at another aerial studio
• ✔ take an aerial rope lesson
• take an adult gymnastics class
• join a 2nd dance company
• take a drawing or painting class
• try a new psychedelic
• learn some basic clothing repair (e.g. hemming, fixing seams, replacing buttons & elastic)
• write a fiction piece & possibly publish?
• go spelunking again?
• visit vegas?
• visit mexico?
• donate $1000 to charity (givedirectly etc...

• his blue eyes
• his lil whisker holes n how they look like freckles
• his little paws, & his ankle creases, & the way he lets me touch his paws when he's v relaxed
• his millions of sounds for every mood & occasion
• how his coat has lighter colored bits & toastier colored bits & how his ears are the toastiest part of him. the backs of his knees are also a good toasty area
• how his ears swivel back a little when i'm feeding him a tube treat & it looks like devil horns
• rubbing my top lip against the backs of his ears n feeling how soft n warm they are
• the dark pigment on his bottom lip n how sometimes it makes his mouth look like it's a lil bit open

• turkey mode
• loaf mode
• sploot mode
• panther mode
• demon mode
• sabertooth tiger mode
• croissant mode
• bunny mode
• old man mode
• staircase mode
• lucifer mode

• luchi
• creamsicle
• creambaby
• baby
• buddy
• bro
• creature
• toasty boi
• toast tips
• beans on toast
• mr sploots
• The Cat (capitalized)
• gremlin
• little mitten
• little bug
• fuzzy boi
• gucci
• little fuzzy

• this leather motorcycle jacket?
• ✔ these novelty socks
• ✔ milk bar sampler
• ✔ united sodas sampler
• ✔ absinthe
• ✔ thicc water
• ✔ weed gummies
• ✔ liquid eyeliner
• ✔ star/galaxy projector
• ✔ speaker
• ✔ divacup
• ✔ hydroflask
• ✔ worm sweater
• new oxford shoes?
• tulle skirt
• sculptural lamp
• embroidered mini accent chair
• vibrator?
• ✔ invisible braces
• rainbow bike
• ✔ air purifier