• architectural salvage
• disruptive products
• dtf sex chocolates are in stock!!
• egge rd
• end of the oregon trail
• faceter's paradise
• garden world
• handy hands
• largest reptile show in the northwest
• lights on for safety
• little muddy creek
• machines for sale
• no train horn
• rattlesnake on path
• sleeping frog farms
• slides
• spores bridge
• swan island dahlias
• tangent
• weed next exit
• wound healing center

• It's Such a Beautiful Day / Don Hertzfeldt
• Butoh: Body on the Edge of Crisis / Michael Blackwood
• Barbie / Greta Gerwig
• The Zone of Interest / Jonathan Glazer
• Joker / Todd Phillips
• Footloose / Craig Brewer

travel

• ✔ visit dallas to see the total solar eclipse
• ✔ visit the icelandic highlands
• ✔ visit nyc

movement

• ✔ do a backbend from standing
• ✔ progress to int/adv aerial silks
• do only straight leg inverts for a whole silks class
• hold a handstand unassisted for 3s
• get my needle stretch
• take an aerial rope class
• perform a dance or silks solo
• perform in the all souls procession?

philanthropy

• ✔ donate blood
• donate $500 to charity (120/500)

• aguata
• bean
• chestnut
• creamsicle/luciano
• daphne
• dexter
• domino
• loretta
• margot
• mariah
• molly
• náttfari
• ocean
• orla
• payton
• posey
• peachpoints/lotty
• ruby
• rue
• sailor
• spicy noodle

Poetry collections

• The Clarissa Blueprints (microchapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from Ghost City Press
• Swan as a Verb (chapbook, 2023)
  • OUT NOW from dancing girl press
• Moon crumbs (chapbook, 2019)
  • OUT NOW from Bottlecap Press
• Brightvoids (MFA thesis, 2018)
• The Millifold Bouquet (BA thesis, 2016)

Novels (all for NaNoWriMo)

• Vermilion Grove (2019)
• Like Distant Vehicles or Stars Shining Out Loud (2013)
• Effulgence (2011)
• Hello, I Dislike You Intensely. Have a Nice Day. (2010)

• [tentacle screeching] --stranger things
• [ominous farm animal sounds] --the vvitch
• [investigatory synth music] --the expanse
• [medical devices chirping softly] --the expanse
• [fluttering synth music] --mr robot
• [ominous jazz music] --mr robot
• [oppressive music] --dark
• [dismal music] --dark
• [roaring, electronic bubbling] --dark
• [chuckles in white voice] --sorry to bother you
• [many teeth chattering] --legion
• [all grunting melodically as bruce springsteen] --broad city
• [seinfeld-esque theme plays] --aunty donna's big ol' house of fun
• [anticipatory orchestral music playing] --the queen's gambit

october

• rad bday tripping on 🍄 while hiking w j.r. in ventana canyon + sprawling like lizards on a giant rock + talking abt psychedelics / folklore / philosophy / environmentalism + eating amazing vegetarian mexican food after
• finally got my back balance in silks
• wore my great pacific garbage patch costume to work n got compliments on it

november

• back in the bullshit again for 4 more years. fuck
• found out my dad went to prison for being a sex offender. upsetting
• commuted to work by bike for a week
• ua fall dance show <3
• me: "oo a dead moth, i'm gonna put it on b.j.'s desk" a.m.: "i was about to say to say 'i love u' but then i was like no th...

• all forms of history
• political science
• cooking
• coding
• high fantasy
• renaissance faires
• dnd

• bigger fish to fry
• clump
• emotional support sandwich
• gourd
• hurker
• hurt swan
• isogub
• jexley pickle
• leggings
• lunchbox
• mixed nuts
• ovenmitt
• peachpoints
• pill organizer
• pizza meat
• sofa
• soup enhancements
• spicy noodle
• spider bags
• work email

• 2 poems HERE (new!)
  • "a moose could be her dance partner"
  • "it was like a hat but with a parasitic twin"
• Micro-chapbook HERE
  • for fans of unreal girls and haunted suburbs
• 1 poem HERE
  • baby birds using ticks as heaters
• 3 poems HERE
  • vagina sounds in space
  • headless portraits
  • and paintings made from human hair
• 1 poem HERE
  • "light seeping out of my pores and pooling in the sheets"

full-length #1

• ugly appliances
• ugly lightyear
• feral lightyear
• feral organs
• slimes and glimmerings
• snazzy sinkhole
• murky animal
• salt gown
• calculated squalor
• agonizer 3000
• a few cursed images close to my heart
• my demon has an anime body pillow of me
• friendly neighborhood blood lake

full-length #2

• all this and a big bag of hair
• bite down
• why the holes in cats' fur are always in the right places for their eyes
• drawings of eclipses

• his blue eyes
• his lil whisker holes n how they look like freckles
• his little paws, & his ankle creases, & the way he lets me touch his paws when he's v relaxed
• his millions of sounds for every mood & occasion
• how his coat has lighter colored bits & toastier colored bits & how his ears are the toastiest part of him. the backs of his knees are also a good toasty area
• rubbing my top lip against the backs of his ears n feeling how soft n warm they are
• the dark pigment on his bottom lip n how sometimes it makes his mouth look like it's a lil bit open
• the extra-long, almost whiskerlike hairs on the backs of his front legs
• the fine pointed hairs on the tips of his...

• turkey mode
• loaf mode
• sploot mode
• panther mode
• demon mode
• sabertooth tiger mode
• croissant mode
• bunny mode
• old man mode

• luchi
• creamsicle
• creambaby
• baby
• buddy
• bro
• creature
• toasty boi
• toast tips
• beans on toast
• mr sploots
• The Cat (capitalized)
• gremlin
• little mitten
• little bug
• fuzzy boi
• gucci
• little fuzzy

wanted at one point

• matching moons on wrists, one waning, one waxing
• "OK OK OK" on left wrist

still mulling

• snail girl on right ankle
  • pros: cute
  • cons: too cute? too twee?
• medieval rabbit riding snail
  • pros: weird and dope
  • cons: no personal connection to medieval era or original political symbolism of the image, ergo, feelings of fraudulence. also the perpetual tattoo fear: will i think it's stupid in three years?
• the last 40 words of tony hoagland's "jet" on back or thigh
  • pros: lit and life-affirming

• this leather motorcycle jacket
• ✔ these novelty socks
• ✔ milk bar sampler
• ✔ united sodas sampler
• ✔ absinthe
• ✔ thicc water
• ✔ weed gummies
• ✔ liquid eyeliner
• ✔ star/galaxy projector
• ✔ speaker
• ✔ divacup
• ✔ hydroflask
• ✔ worm sweater
• new oxford shoes?
• tulle skirt?
• sculptural lamp?
• embroidered mini accent chair?
• vibrator?
• ✔ invisible braces
• rainbow bike?
• air purifier?