✰ — Stole from galaco's list.

• Start Date: March 15th, 2016.
• A thought for a day: here

"Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about."

March

▷ 15 | Pietra came back today, and the Pudim just became 500% more gay. Calm rain at night, nice reviews, met Leo and chose my fate.

▷ 16 | Wrote a bit today. Slept a lot, talked with Alysse too and now I'm super tired cause I gotta wake up early tomorrow. Don't wanna.

▷ 17 | Didn't sleep too much today, so I was like a little zombie walking in my house. Tried to do something in photoshop, died, and more things with Han and Tio.

▷ 18 | Wrote something in midgnight, talked with Gil and Alyss. Found a nice rpg, but didn't quite like it and I'm not sure what to do about it. Nothing more to say.

▷ 19 | Lost my shit today. Didn't did nothing useful or nothing that I could be proud of. Lost all the joy of making a new fic and posting it online. Now I'm hella sad for no reason at all. At least Isaac is level 34 now.

▷ 20 | Found a really nice RPG today! Well, I'm pratically the only girl there, but it was really nice and I think I'm gonna play too. Found too a strange person that like books, and now I got soome new titles for my book list. Will I finish it someday? After that, me and Alyss chatted while I wrote one of my long fics. Tried to finish one of my books, but wasn't in the mood.

▷ 21 | Tried writing SAU a bit to see ifI could get something. Kinda worked, although I didn't got that much of a progress. Finally I completed the UMDD thing in the list (Tio did the same, and I got a really nice review from Inês); now no one can tell me that I don't make nice reviews for the stories in my list. Huzzah! Oh, Found a nice song by MandoPony and SilvaHound, too: Serial Dreamer. Wrote a bit while listening this nice song.

▷ 22 | Finished Prisioneiros do Inverno, saw a nice thing about murder and now I'm just aslkdjklasdklajfla about everything, cause I found a really nice chill remix. Sir Chillicious it's the name, don't know if I say that I love it or that I'm laughing at it. Going to write today, too.

▷ 25 | Posted all the reviews I made, making some people smile, and also had a really nice day on the rpg, too. Dan is really a sweet person. Had a panic attack when I finally got my turn, so... Oh, well. Decided that I would fight it anyway and then I had a really nice game. Dan is really nice.

▷ 26 | It's really nice to meet sweet people. Dan is such a cinnammon roll, I'm having diabettes playing with him. Grey's also nice, feel like marrying her even though we got to know each other just today. Even so... Ran away again. I just feel like garbage now.

▷ 27 | Now today was really a sweet day. Yeah, didn't do that much of things, but I got to know that figthing for getting better is what I really want to do. Had a really nice day on the RPG. My dices were blessed by some strange fource. Found a new nice song, too.

▷ 28 | Felt so fucking free today. Okay, didn't do anything useful, but felt free and now I'm starting to associate a song to Dan and that's not healthy. I didn't even had time to care about not even starting the first chapter of my DeLiPa, lol. It's really good to feel happy ater a ton of bad days, though.

▷ 29 | ? q

▷ 30 | Gods, I don't wanna go to the class tomorrow. Too scared of having a panic attack in the middle of the street for that. Today I was feeling like shit too, all worried about it. Talked with Dan and got better again, he's just so handawesome. Also Bunny is preparing the cabins. I'm with Lara and Han in camp, YAY!

▷ 31 | I really love Dan voice. He were pretty sweet today, talking to me all the way to the Rodoviária, I just felt so awesome even though I almost had a little attack when people started to appear. Had a nice day in class. Don't really know what's happening though, but I like him, he made me feel kind of safe today, something that it's sad to say that I don't feel anymore when going out. Also, camp starts at midnight. So excited.

April, the month of despair

▷ 1 | Okay I should sleep bUT TODAY IS NANO DAY I could't sleep knowing that we were about to start. Made 6989 words today. And talked with Dan and everyone in the group. Starting to love all NaNo months.

▷ 2 | Writing like a desperate today, finished ch6 asldjlksadjla. Me, Dan and Khalila also were talking today in a really good night. Laughs cause Tio Alex and the game I'm making him play. More NaNo asmdklasjdlka.

▷ 3 | Hmm, what happened today again? More of Dan, some sadness about anxiety tracking me again, spend time with Dan and being able to not be that sad anymore and writing more. He's just an wonderful person.

▷ 4 | Ok I can't deny anymore. I've fucking trip, Virus (ha), fallen of a cliff for him. I was kinda scared about it, yeah, but I told him and now we... We're a canon ship now. I'm so happy. I've never written things being so happy as that.

▷ 5 | YAY WRITING THINGS AND YAY DOING THINGS WITH DAN YAY YAY EVERYTHING IS NICE YAY

▷ 6 | Hmmmm I need to do something else today. Finished cha14, but mehhhh, I'm not actually with the hype to write more, so I need to stop a little and do another things. Watched Raio de ú, Talked with Dan and I'm not sleeping coz sleeping is for cats.

▷ 7 | Wait what exactly happened today? I died of cólica and didn't write anything. But... bUT DAN, HE'S CUTE HE'S NICE HE'S WONDERFUL HNNNNG *dies before completing today entry*

▷ 8 | Panic attack again, almost felt that I would just go back to those awful days again. Dan helped me, but... Well, it's complicated. Now I need to write, but the blocks are kind of hitting me again. That fucking sucks. I'll be alright, though. I know I'll be.

▷ 2²/3²/4² | aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dan too cute aaaaaaaaa I can't even be sad with the fact I'm very, very far away from my daily goal and aaaaaaaaaa. Cough. Really sexy moans today. Little writing, slowly going back to the evrything. Hear those things in the evening was the best part of the day.

▷ 10 | What a nice day. Wrote a lot, felt really free. Found some nice funky music, maybe I actually really love Electro swing things. Also re-discovered Eine Kleine. Fell asleep with Dan voice.

▷ 11 | Another nice day for writing. I'm almost, ALMOST done with the daily goal. Found even more funky songs. More Dan and more nice things. I must plot. I wanna read things HNNG.

▷ 12 | ?? q

▷ 13 | ??? q

▷ 14 | ???? qq

▷ 15 | What a nice day today was~ Finnaly got up with my daily goal, but I'm kind upset about the internet thing and the fact I have to stop using it a little. meh. Still a nice though. Now I want to finish some other things of mine so I can go and write MPVC and ASM. Fell asleep with Dan voice again today and hmmm

▷ 16 | Oh my god I feel like I'm carrying the whole cabin with me. Felt kinda down today, it was a tiring day. Even so, talked with Dan and everything seemed to get better again. What kind of sorcery is this, senpai?

▷ 17 | Hmmm... What happenened today again? There was Dan, writing... Alysse... AND OH I FINALLY FINISHED THE PLOT CHAPTER OMG YES YES YES YES YAY

▷ 18 | Finished Você é o próximo thing AND OH IT was really nice to read it. Gonna stop writing here a little because of the internet and stuff. Welp. Dan is still cute tho.

▷ 19 | OH NO MY INTERNET DIED AND I'M DYING TOO, but I wrote DeLaPa a bit, so I'm happy. And Dan still cute. I wanna hug him aaaa

▷ 20 | what. what happened today again? I was trying to write, but then I got anxious about the internet... But I was taliking to Dan and having a really great time, and, hm idk.

▷ 21-22-23-24- | Blank space UwU

▷ 25 | Finally got the internet back. Heck, I had a pretty damn time without it and now I can do things. Found a nice version of Bad Apple and got really yaay about everything, but I'm not quite good about my writing. Idk, I feel like I'm getting really tired of it.

▷ 26 | agh. At least I managed to write something today. Don't know if I can actually finish it, but... I'm getting there. Procrastined almost all day. Feel like it's the internet fault. Nice times with Lita and Dan.

▷ 27 | I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP WHY I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP TODAY ESPEFICALLY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Didn't sleep at all though. Lame.

▷ 28 | Aaaaaaaaa today was fine, I guess. Managed to go to the city and getting back without having a panic/anxiety attack, even though I had to put my headphones and not have a care for the world. Wish I could, though. Another nice night with Dan and another nice day for writing, ahh~

▷ 29 | Weeeeeeeeee I love stalking the rpg while I'm writing. Wrote a post for the blog today, wrote a lot, but almost got sad about mom and dad hearing things that they shouldn't. Kinda scared about it, I don't like panic attacks, really.

▷ 30 | Omigodomigodomigod I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD DO IT BUR I DID IT I FUCKING DID IT (i thought that I wrote 101k words tho, not 103k, weird) AAHHHHH I DID IIIITTTT AHHHH I'M SO HAPPY AHH. Had a hella happy day today! Played Grandia too and really progressed in the story. Spend the night playing board game online with Lara and Han and oh my god this game is so funny, I can't stand it xD After that, I collapsed in bed with really nice dreams. I miss talking with Dan on the phone, though...

May

▷ 1 | A plot aciddentally was made today. RPG was really really nice too, full of interactions that even thought it doesn't look like, I think it's really important for the characters and the story, their thinking and their behavior. Dan's narration (?) is, too, a very good one that suits with the characters and it's neutral enough to fit everyone even though he's the one making little acts for them n' stuff. Also, it keeps everyone comfortable. I guess that was the main reason I'm happy about not having a anxiety or panic attack while playing. Fell asleep with Dan again. Really missed that.

▷ 2 | I forgot what happened today. More plot, I guess, Alysse, Dan 'cause of course, my day needs Dan now. We watched the Mewtwo movie together, really nice, yay. Also feels good to sleep in a lot of blankets with a all nice and warm cup of milk hnng. Oh and found out about the Mecflix thing for ENEm and omg amsdkljsakldjkal

▷ 3 | More Grandia today, along with some list organization. Saw Alysse playing KH2 even though I shouldn't, and hm... Well nothing at all happened. I'm planning to keep talking to Dan on the phone tho.

▷ 4 | Well fuck. I did a thing that I shouldn't, now I don't know what to do about it. Actually, it wasn't my intention. I really didn't want to. Really. Now I'm so sad... Well, aside that, watched Lugia film with Dan, started reading Ernesto Potter and a day full of lists. Don't know if I'll be okay though.

▷ 5 | Ugh. My Informática Professor will quit his job as a professor and that's not nice. I like him more than the other professor, really, the other one looks like a highschool mat teatcher that doesn't fucking care about her students. Welp, nothing to do about it. Today I'm not feeling good at all. Told my mom about the thing I've accidentally done, and instead of getting really mad at me, she just told me to not do it again. I'm feeling even awful than if she got mad, tbh. Gonna sleep. Can't stand it.

▷ 6 | Today I discovered Osu!, a rhythm game that I liked a lot. Finished reading the first book of Ernesto Potter series, started the second one, found some maps (and new musics!) for my osu! and finally downloaded a antivírus.

▷ 7 | Eh, today I just played some more osu!, read the second book of Ernesto Potter series andd missed Dan all day. Couldn't get myself to write. Or to stay in facebook.

▷ 8 | Oh shit, today I was planning to study, but mom came and invited me to go with her to meet one of my older sisters, Samara. Remembered why I don't like her, neither her boyfriend. Didn't study at all, just lists and Dan.

▷ 9 | No more Samara, so I did something for Dan today out of nothing. I just got the urge to do it, and... that's it. Read Barb's book today, finished the second book of Ernesto Potter series, end of the day with sleepy Dan.

▷ 10 | More Ernesto Potter, Barbs book, plotting with alysse, a little surprise about the progress in Ernesto Potter books and a nice night.

▷ 11 | Finished reading the third book of Ernesto Potter today, some new and cool music, found out that Dan read the thing wrong and we actually have time for DeLaPa, planning with Alysse and I think I'm developing the urge to read EVERYHTING.

▷ 12 | Met the new professor, started to miss the old one, a day ALMOST without any anxiety attacks while walking on the city, bouught some candies, died on my bed.

▷ 13 | No RPG today, ugu. So I just started the Semana da Leitura thingies and spent all day reviewling people. Found out that Temer will be assuming the presidence, but compared to him, I prefer Dilma. Get to bed early today.

▷ 14 | Ehh, not that much happened today. Just read a bit, reviewed some people, tried to stalk the rpg but with no avail, too sleepy for that. Started my research to write a ost about inspiration, though, and some music too.

▷ 15 | Nothing special for today. Some more Ernesto Potter, DAN ♡ at night, stalking Abe in his own RPG (Resident Evil or something, as I can see), and a bit of coversation with Junior in his RPG, too. Oh, and I started trying to get on the track of writing again. Don't know if it's somehting...

▷ 16 | Net died today until 16hrs or smtg. When it got back, I spent time with Dan, Abe and Barbs. Tried some more things about writing. Ernesto Potter all day. Barbs book too, Dan at night again.

▷ 17 | Diary, Dan, Alysse, Tio, facebook all day.

▷ 18 | Dan, PF at night, Alysse, didn't get to sleep for class tonight, some review or smtg.

▷ 19 | Hmmm, what happened today? Read things... Oh, and the rain, some sadness because of something that I srsly can't remember now, Dan at night (idk, is that right, Dan?), and I guess that was the day we accidentaly got to sleep at 5am. Idk. q

▷ 20 | The first day of RPG that I didn't had a panic attack nor an anxiety attack before/after turning. I guess it was too intense for that. The rain almost, ALMOST gave me a anxiety attack, but yay. Posted another PF chapter today, got a review from tio and reviewd umdd some more. Semana da Leitura it's not exactly working, buuuut. Oh!, and read Barbs book today, too, almost finishing it.

▷ 21 | Actually, qwe didn't finish the rpg yesterday because Jonas, so today we tried, but nope, Dan couldn't. So I spent the whole day in 2ic talking to Abe, read some more of Barbs book (almost finishing it, YAY!), got a new book to read with Abe, new words and new authors, slept a bit cause oh my god I was SO tired, and of course, nightmares this night. God damn it.

▷ 22 | Finished the RPG session today, just one thing to say about it: we all gonna die. Started the creation of a new caracter for Júnior RPG, but I dunno if I really gonna play it, at least not like it is with Dan's. Oh, and the two of us were annyoing Dan too, 'cause I'm a annoying dog after all (lies, it's just too funny). More annoying dog annoying Abe. More Innocent Life too, almost finishing it, ALMOST.

▷ 23 | Tried to write today, but it didn't quite work it. Just felt bad, so I just opened steam, downlodead a game and kept playing until I was good again. Aside that, drew a Minoru, read some Ernesto potter (SO MUCH ERNESTO POTTER AAA) along with other books.

▷ 24 | Spent all my internet that I couldn't in the whole month today! Watched The Lion king and got my heart forever broken (never forget), then I played some more Chantelise (the game I downloaded yesterday), got fucking pissed with the boss, saw the Betas Respondem thing, did a little more of my OC in Júnior RPG and watched some Nico.

▷ 25 | New internet, yaaay. Don't remember when, but downloaded telegram, added some friends and now I am in the Nyah! fanfiction group~ Made two new friends, talked with Tio and Dan and read nice articles with Han, omg, so much information.

▷ 26 | RP wih Alysse today, it's been a while we didn't did RP, huh? Annoying Abe, Dan, Lita and Júnior, stalking the RPG, saving all DeLiPa fics and feeling hella great, cause I got some pajamas and yaaaaaaaay.

▷ 27 | I should finish my OC, but ugh. My other aunt came today dand goddamn it, she just piss me off asking me to giver things to her. God, I only gave cause I don't use it anyway, so zzz. Didnt get enough sleep today and I don't know why. I hate that, but anyway...

▷ 28 | Read something for Barbs today, plotted PF with alysse, forgot to post PF and keep watching some dumb videos on internet. Met two new people on Juneor RPG, yay~

▷ 29 | Lately, I don't know if I'm forgetting what happened in the day or if I'm forgetting to uptade this list. Didn't did much today. Didn't finish the OC in Juneor RPG because I can't fucking fit my history into the fucking background, so I gave up and desgave up, but rgh, it's so hard... Anyway, spent the day annoying everyone, discovered a new song and Alysse /o/

▷ 30 | Woke up with rain and some thunder, then enjoyed it with Belinha on my lap ♥, ALMOST clean up my room (oh c'mon it's a start), read Ernesto Potter a little, watched some episodes of MIRACULOUS, SYMPLY THE BEST, MIRACULOUUUUUUUUUUUS Ladybug, and omfg it's so nice and beautiful and funny and... Cahem.

▷ 31 | Yay, heard my love's voice again. More research for my DeLaPa, some procrastinations, books and Barbs.

June

▷ 1 | Weee, first day in the month. Was in Nyah! Telegrão group when I remembered I still have the DeLaPa to write. God, totally forgot about it, now I am in despair. Plotted today with the help of Dan, Alysse and Tio, who really loved the plot. Then reviewed some people in Panelinha, talked more with Dan and Alysse, weeee~

▷ 2 | People who read this: don't be like me leaving this list to uptade later. Seriously, don't do it. What happened today, anyway? Nyah! Telegrão group, yes, then I had Dan... Some reviews for Panelinha because TABELAS!, Ernesto potter, Line, hmmmm... Idk.

▷ 3 | Now today was a nice day. Decided I would write again, so me and Dan tried a conf in skype so we could talk (it was more because I wanted him to hear me properly after all this time, tbh), but it was fucking hard to write it anyway. I just couldn't start it. Tio helped me in a strantge way: he wrote the beginning of the fic and sent me, so I could edit and keep writing by that point. Strange, but it worked, so oh welp. Then we decided we would write it together, two versions of the same fic (he really loved the plot and the setting, nho). Theeen we had Dan in the Telegramas Nyah! group, which it was really fun, and I have french songs now, yay!

▷ 4 ♥ | YAY TODAY ME AND DAN MADE TWO MONTHS TOGETHER and he was such a cute, showing me a message I sent him about the two of us together: that I wouldn't give him two months to get tired of me. He didn't tho, which is niiiiiice. Yaaay. Dan and I spent some time on Telegramas, I wrote some more, but I had to turn off the pc due to the rainstorm that came; I just wish it ended sooner so I could spent more time with my amazing boyfriend to see the RPG.

▷ 5 | I don't fucking remember what happened today.

▷ 6 | Not a good day. I mean, it was nice and all when it started, but then some inciddent happened and now I just feel awful, don't want to write my DeLaPa, don't want to tlak with anyone and don't want nothing. Didn't gave me the work writing more of my DeLaPa; I just don't care anymore. Aside that stupid thing that made me feel awful, watched some Haikyuu, read some of Beijo das Sombras while raining, annoyed Abe and Dan until I felt okay again (it's really nice to annoy these two).

▷ 7 | Weeeeeeeeeeee did things today, like: annoyed Abe and Dan (not so much though, it wasn't a really nice day for both of us), read my book, watched things, downlodead things and weeeeeee

▷ 8 | PRUU PRUU, DOWNLODEAD HATOFUL BOYFRIEND, PRUU, cahem, and then played some of it, annoyed abe some more (mwhaha), but didn't annoyed Dan so much and aw that makes me kinda sad because aw, I want more of Dan. Anyway, mom went to the city today, and told me when she got back that I would go to the curso tomorrow at 13hrs until 17hrs. Not nice, bro, not nice. My fears are not letting me sleep tonight. Pruu.

▷ 9 | Oh my god I don't fucking understand myself sometimes. I miss talking with Dan but I chose to be awake doing absolutely nothing useful instead of actually talking to him. Why, myself, why? Aaaanyway, day of curso, wasn't a good experience getting back home at night. Wrote QVV in curso, and found a strange RPG with a new friend, annoyed some people and yaaaaay

▷ 10 | Ooooh, that was nice, finish reading my book Beijo das Sombras one, annoyed some people (BUT NOT WHO I WANTED TO ANNOY, but annoyed Dan, so it's enough), and hmmmm, alysse and I were supposed to watch Mulan but didnt quite worked, so instead I just keep annoying some people. Dan at night, HOHOHO I just love his moans.

▷ 11 | Ooooh, that was nice and a productive day. Me and Alysse watched Zootopia and Truque de Mestre, really good movies those two, now I want fics of Zootopia. Annoyed Dan and Abe while writing a bit and my diary, and then annoyed Abe some more after Dan get to sleep. I would do some more things, but I accidentaly fell asleep, aw.

▷ 12 | Juneor told me about this one game that is really very nice, a Pokémon RPG maker game that uses a lot of Final Fantasy, called Super Pokémon Eevee Edition. Spent a big part of the day playing this thin, it's so nice. Annoyed Dan and Abe, almost died of cold (GOD DAMN IT IS SO COLD, I LOVE IT), seriously, I had to stole my stepfather gloves or my fingers would have died.

▷ 13 | More of that game~ Also tried writing my secret fic in the notebook (finally), which actually worked a little (even though I'm not proud of my phrases). Mom's gonna make me a pink glove for my fabulous self, besides that, spent the day shivering with cold. Prepare yourself for the fifth and final item of today's list: Did I already told myself that I'm stupidily crazy and a imprudent and impulsive person? Abe (not exactly) challenged me to read the books I have to read, and since I'm a stupidly crazy person, I accepted (and already started reading some more of the 5th book of Ernesto Potter series), even though I STILL have to study for Fatec. You wondering what the hell was I thinking and if I want to prove him something? Heres the answer: I don't want to prove him anything. I'll just be a good excuse for making my mind stop thinking that I'm wasting all the time that I got in this boring year. Really though, he shouldn't doubt me. No one should. Last time I wrote 104k words in a whole month. Well, I'll see how'll handle my time.

▷ 14 | Some more Ernesto Potter, weee. Actually, it was basically reading the whole day and night, except for me annoying Dan, me and Alysse making a conf in skype, which was really nice. We're trying to write more of our fics. I don't know if it worked, but it was nice. Wish I could write more, though; it's so nice to talk with alysse like this. But after dinner I was so sleepy that gods. Besides that, wrote a bit in my diary and weeeeeeee

▷ 15 | FINALLY finished reading Ernesto Potter e a Ordem da Feniques. Didn't quite like it, but yaay I finished a book~ Me and Dan also watched Inside Out (Divertidamente) today, it was really funny and nice and yaay. Wrote a bit in my diary because I was kinda sad today and didn't want to sleep for class (like always), but I don't give a fuck anymore, Dan is such an amazingly cute person. Also, the doge of yesterday like our house.

▷ 16 | Ugyuu, couldn't talk with Dan by phone today. Today I more of procrastinaed than really did something. Some book reading, then got distracted because in today's class I totally lost my concentration. Also, going there was horrible. Anxiety attacks. Annoyed Abe a little, then got too tired so I got to sleep.

▷ 17 | Woke up early, weee! Read some more, re-read BEN drowned creepypasta, still good even to this day, Dan at night (SO CUTE I CAN'T EVEN), discovered even more musics and procrastinedsome more, weeee.

▷ 18 | Oh my god, Abe is such a sweetie pie sometimes and he doesn't even seems to realises. Kept annyoing him and Dan until late at night and early at morning, read some more of Várias Histórias, found some musics, procrastination and read some more.

▷ 19 | MIRACULOUS, SIMPLY THE BEST, MIRACULOOOOUUUS Ladybug with Danny today (I want a Adrien for me), finished reading my Livro de Contos, tried to watch Frozen with mom, but we had to download it first so we can watch tomorrow. Annoyed Abe and Dan and Gil and inspiration got me when I was getting some musics. It's been a long time, hmm.

▷ 20 | Weee, Mom and I watched Frozen, she really liked the story, and so did I. Got extremely crazy after watching, like weeeeeee everything's so beautiful. After that, annoyed Dan and Alysse, tried to write but couldn't, and a nice night~

▷ 21 | Abe is still a cute person who doesn't even realises he's being cute. Watched some more Phantom, and it's just ugh, I just want it to end. Found some MORE musics, someone stop me. Please, stop me, cause I simply got the urge to start dancing again. Also, got to sleep really late today.

▷ 22 | A day almost full of procrastination. Fucking finally finished watching Phantom, bad experience, wouldn't recommend it. Refused to sleep early, almost upset Dan and annoyed Abe along with some new persons I found.

▷ 23 | Not so much today. Didn't sleep for curso, finished SAU chapter in class, got home tired as fuck, felt meh and decided to sleep for the resrt of the day, woke up by midnight.

▷ 24 | It's a day for spending all the internet that I still have, yay! Watched LoGH with Gil, watched some episodes of Haikyuu, stalked a RPG (or not, I don't really remember), a lot of procrastination and some random annoying.

▷ 25 | Got so fucking angry for no reason (probably been rude to some people, idk), don't want to annoy anyone anymore. Had to take some time to "recover". Watched LoGH with Gil and procrastinated a lot.

▷ 26 | Yay, watched the first movie of Hobbit series with Abe, with three fucking hours. Thought it was going to be a tiring movie because of that, but nope, with was hella nice. Now I want to read those books. Aside thst, procrastinated some more, got to bed really late.

▷ 27 | OMG I HAD MY FIRST BOSS BATTLE IN A RPG LIKE DAN'S EVER, LIKE WEEEE, it was so fucking fun! Almost killed the fucking dragon by myself, so fun~ After that, spoke with Malk (new friend~) about this RPG giving me the desire of make a fanfic with dragons, too, and then I discovered Malk also writes! Yay, a friend for the fanfics! Kept annoying everyone before that, WEE

▷ 28 | A day meant to study, but procrastined instead. Annoyed Purpou, Abe, Dan and Barbs (she's annoyable), discovered some more reviews from Han OMG HE'S SUCH A CUTIE WRITING THOSE LIKE SAMDKLASJDKFS <3 More from the night, studied a little, helped Himiko with their OC in RPG so she can play too, yaay~

▷ 29 | tudo que sei é que nada sei.

▷ 30 | I am SO excited for camp NaNoWriMo. Today we (tried to) decided who would be in which cabin, didn't quite worked tho. Got so excited I had to write a little cronica (loved it), and when midnight came... You know the story. Didn't slept because I was writing, tottally worth it, 10/10 would do it again.

July

▷ 1 | YAY IT'S NANOWWRIMO TIIIIIIIME, WEEE! Wrote a fucking lot, like, spent most of my time writing. Really really nice, cause nghh. Also, today I got more Dan and the RPG (which was after midnight but started today so I mrrr) and oh, cabin things! Got into one with Barbs, Han my bby, tio, Lipe, Milla Falácias and Jean, weeee. Also slept very fucking late.

▷ 2 | Almost didn't write today, which waa strange because hYPE! Hated those guests that came, I don't like them, they kept me from talking with Dan. Had to sleep early (but didn't) for fatec thing, found 38 new songs to listen (yes) and annoyed Abe a little (he didn't seem like he wanted to be annoyed, though).

▷ 3 | Did Fatec thing and srsly, I want to fucking murder those people who did this thing. The school was really nice, had a lot of beautiful girls (help) and nice looking dudes, but the test was so lame. God. Also, the car got fucked up and me and mommy almost didn't was able to get home. Tried to annoy Abe but he's too distracted with his new girlfriend, so nope. BUT YAY.

▷ 4 | Ok, maybe Abe got tired of me (or he's too distracted, lol), so I kept annoying Purple while I was compesating for these two days I didn't write, Lita will never beat me OOOHOHOH. OHHH AND DAN MADE ME A NICE COVER (I miss my headset) FOR MY QVV FIC WHICH I FUCKING FINISHED TODAY AAAAA, AND WE'RE MAKING THREE MONTHS TOGETHER WEEE, he's so cute, I love him so much.

▷ 5 | God, I don't know why, but bad hitted me hard tonight. Didn't write a lot today besides that 1k, since I was feeling sad. Talked with Purpou and Dan a little, but couldn't stand it so I shut off the internet, then turned on again to see some videos of that nice creepy blog, assombradO.com. After having a meal, listened to some songs until i fell asleep, in hope that I would feel better.

▷ 7 | The answer of that question? No, I didn't got better. At least not that much. Almost gave up of camp, then procrastinated all day after class, Watched some videos and annoyed Barbs while I played some Undertale. I want to do the Pacifist Route again. Also I annoyed Dan tonight, we plan on watching some nice movies he told me about, since I wanted to do something for Alysse in this camp~

▷ 8 | Weee, downloaded Kingdom Hearts Birth by sleep yesterday, then played today since I wrote a lot yesterday (5k I think, counts for today). It's really fun. Also, Pacifist Route again. Annoyed Abe too, it's fun to know more things while annoying him, I've learned a bit today. Discovered about a nice RPG system named cult, which I would ask for more information from Abe if he didn't left. I'll spent the rest of my night playing~ ▷ 9 | OH YAY THE LDB THING ON MY E-MAIL WEEE, didn't started yet, just took a little look on what I have to do. Annoyed some people, thought about writing but mehhh. Nice night today, also.

▷ 10 | This saturday looks like a sunday. More Kingdom hearts, kept procrastinating and annoying everyone (always), and... uh... Well, didn't did much today, really. Spoke with Barbs a little, pretended I was a ghost and just that.

▷ 11 | Kept annoying some people, spent most of the day playing Kingdom Hearts, read Stephen King and then wrote a little. Not much, I know, but c'mon, give me a rest. After that, played some more until 5am.

▷ 12 | Yes, I know I'm a piece of garbage when it comes to responsabilities. Almost didn't finish the Liga dos Betas thing (spent like three hours or so doing it, though). After that, kept talking with Purpou instead of writing (I'm not feeling like it), he invited me to listen to him and his friends in a skype call, and oh my god his voice is so beautiful. They were playing LoL, it was almost like listening to a podcast where some people got annoyed while playing Kingdom Hearts. After that, talked with Purpou some more and got to sleep late again.

▷ 13 | I don't feel like doing anything. Spent most of the day reading and playing Kingdom hearts, since I got nothing else to do. Found some chill albuns, but wasn't able to download all of the them because internet, but I've downloaded three of them, which are really good to listen while reading Stephen King. His writing made me feel scared. That's... something. At least felt good by most of the time.

▷ 15 | A meh day, cause didn't annoyed that much people like I wanted. Some procrastination, pinterest (oh god save me from that), some more Kingdom Hearts and Stephano Rey.

▷ 16 | RPG today, wheee! More pins on pinterest (SAVE ME), some tries about a call with Purpou (didn't work), stalking stalk on other people RPG and coffee <3

▷ 17 | Don't remember, really.

▷ 18 | Meh day, felt a little sad over nothing, didn't annoyed so much people as I wanted, played a little, spent my time reading and writing by the night.

▷ 19 | Felt anxious most of the day, played a little so I could relax (didn't though), read O sol Também se Levanta, a meh book, didn't passed neither fatec or Liga dos Betas thing, but the first one made me really, really sad and anxious and depressed and I just wanna die.

▷ 20 | Didn't fucking slept well because of cold, spent my day writing and reading Salem's Lot, I've foiinally finished and omg. Talked with Purpou most of the night, acidentally woke up Dan trying to leave a cute message for his morning.

▷ 21-22-23-24 | and no fucks were given by me those days.

▷ 25 | Internet came back, OH YES, so I started doing some nice things, like playing KH BBS (because why not), watching Nicob's KH1 walkthrough from where I paused last time, and ketp doing it until I got bored again. Kinda slept too much, not that much of an issue. Also talked with Alysse while we were on a conf in skype, trying to write the hentai. Didn't worked that much, but oh well...

▷ 26 | Today I've played some more, since my save in BBS got fucked up some way... No big deal, I love leveling up, it's so fucking fun. Kept watching Nicob LP, talked with Gil and tried to find some nice RPG to play, but with no avail. I need something more to distract myself, ugh. Also didn't write because I don't want to.

▷ 27 | Fucked up day. Woke up really late (something about 14hrs), was deciding what to do when the light went out and I had to wait until 23pm to have it fixed. In that time, read some more of Júlio Verne, almost had a panic attack and slept a little while dying until I woke up again and saw the light was back, weee.

▷ 28 | What am I doing with my life, really? Watched Nico most of the day and night (just because), played KH, talked with people and searched the internet for something nice, slept late.

▷ 29 | Why do I even bother filling up this thing? I mean, it was just the same as yesterday. Nico at night, KH, a lot of musics and procrastination and talking with people.

▷ 30 | WEEEEE Today Belinha had he kitties, they're SOOOO CUTE. Six white kitties, cutely cute. Dad was trying to make me watch her having those little balls of fur, but I symply couldn't. Aside that, played some KH, watched Nico at night until 6am and felt really, really anxious and bad.

▷ 31 | Woke up at 17pm (wtf). Spent most of the day doing nothing, then talked with some people, tried to find an RPG, Nico with alysse (final episode I'll watch for this month, sadly) and bad at night, like always.

August

▷ 1 | Saw Lobo Adolescente poetries, did mostly nothing all day, talked with Star about paranormal stuff, read some posts she gave me (creeped the fuck out of me) and had some wine.

▷ 2 | More wine, kept reading some creepypastas and fanfics (not a single good SoRiku or AkuRoku or VenTerra), ran away from almost everyone and slept late.

▷ 3 | Played, miojo, read some more creepy things on CPBR, nice Mariana's trench songs and reading on bed at night.

▷ 4 ♥ | Read things, tried to read Mr. Jekyll but couldn't really, found a new Pokémon fan-game to play (yay), which is actually pretty fun, played until I got tired of it and then played some more.

▷ 5 | Got sad, got kind of a good mood, got frustrated, played Reborn and annoyed Dan.

▷ 6 | Today is the day of a FESTA DE CRIANÇA!!!, had a lot of candies, played with the employees, anyway, had a good day. Unfortunately, it was ruined when I got home and discovered that my stepfather stole my money... Oh but candies!

▷ 7 | Reborn most of the day, lol. My Braixen evolved into a Delphox (weeeeeEEE) and damn, this game is pretty nice. Found some songs, a mashup of Mr Brightside with Car Radio, annoyed Dan and Purpou and read a little in bed.

▷ 8 | I'm so bored. Was so fucking bored and all of the things y'all know I feel that I kept playing all day, just so I couldn't feel anything at all. Reborn all day, leveling up some of my Pokémon. Thought about writing, didn't write, and then found myself singing some stuff. Wee.

▷ 9 | Yay, new RPG! A Pokémon one, everyone seems nice. I just wish I wouldn't feel anxious about it... Well anyway, found a new RPG, played Reborn while talking with Júnior, mestre Will from this RPG, worked a bit on my ficha and spent this night making my OC background while was trying to find some MAP things.

▷ 10 | A nice day, at last! Since I've spent yesterday night making my OC story, felt really fucking anxious about it, especially when Júnior decided to comment about it, AND SPECIALLY when I had

▷ 11 | Well, this day was... Strange? I don't know how to say it. Had lots of panic attacks, finished the thing in curso, bought a Fofura de Presunto, played with Alysse for the rest of the day and, although I was telling myself not to feel anxious, I just felt anxious all the time.

▷ 12 | Read some fanfic so I can keep up with the authors posting, GV and TANL gained a review (wee), but I kept procrastinating and haven't done half of things I wanted to. Annoyed Kyohei, Alysse and Gil, was actually missing them. We had a nice conversation. Also tried playing and had lots of coffee.

▷ 13 | I've procrastined and did a lot at the same time. Spent most of the day annoying Ky, did things for Dojo, made people actually talk with each other in the group and felt really happy because someone posted something for our writing challenge!

▷ 14-15-16 | Well I haven't done much these days. Just played some Reborn, grinding my pokémon, read some and started reading the 6th book of Ernesto potter series. Also searching for a sistema for my DLP RPG and I'm kind of trying to do more things for DLP. ▷ 17 | Ugh. I don't remember nothing besides I didn't got enough sleep again.

▷ 18 | Today was awful. Had a lot of anxiety attacks because my cellphone don't want to turn up anymore. Got ashamed about a lot of things, tried to get home early, but forgot that I couldn't and fell asleep at the ponto de ônibus and a guy tried to talk with me; looked like a nice person, but meh.

▷ 19 | Started reading the 6th book of Ernesto Potter series, cause I can't read with this thing annoying my mind. Found a new RPG, a Dragon Age one (didn't even know that it was a RPG system too), with nice people. Well, maybe not Sophie, but you know. Maybe I'll play, idk yet. Had a panic attack while deciding, had another one later and then got a little well.

▷ 20 | Boring day. Played Reborn most of the day, then had to deal with a treta in DLP, but wrote a post for the blog about reading, read Ernesto Potter and talked a little with those nice people in Dragon Age RPG.

▷ 21-22-23 | Fucking boring days because Bandeirantes are a bitch. Light was out, so I tried on reading some of my book and writing a bit on my diary, or else I would die from boredom. But died of boredoom anyway. Played with Malloy and got out of house with mom, so we could do things, and light only got back muuuch later.

▷ 25 | YEAH BABEH MY INTERNET IS BACK, FUCK IF I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WAKE UP FOR CURSO LIKE I DIDN'T, TIME TO SPEND IT ALL! *Cof*, Couldn't wake for curso because of my dad cellphone, so I just kept spending all my internet watching Nico play Re:Chain. Also downloaded some musics for a Mr. who asked me, downloaded some for me and played some more BBS, I'm leveling Aqua up.

▷ 26 | MORE INTERNET SPENDING DAY! But today I actually got to curso, everything was okay until someone asked me information on the bus and another someone tried to make me buy things. Ugh. Aside that, watched Nico finishing his LP of Re:Chain of Memories, finally started KH2 one, even though I don't actually want to spend all of my internet again aaand played BBS again, wee.

▷ 27-28 | These days haven't been so good, but it doesn't matter anymore. Nothing matters. Thero comforted me, even if my sadness won't go away that easily. Aside from that. just spent my time playing BBS, I'm determined to finish this in the future days, and I'm almost there. Also, I'm reading that awful translation of my Ernesto Potter 6th book, watched a movie with Alysse so I can chill out a little. It's kind of working... I don't know. Slept a little late, also.

▷ 29-30 | Boring days doing the same. Playing BBS, watching things, searching for something to distract me even more, finding some songs, making some friends...

September

▷ 1-2 | Found a nice RPG, met Ayrke and he made me finish my ficha to play. I don't have a good feeling about it, but I'll just ignore it. Also, we had our first session together. It wasnt't all that bad. Also tried to do something nice for him, seems like it worked.

▷ 3-4 | Life is awful. I ruined the session again and now I don't wanna play RPG anymore. It's just so hard for me, I don't wanna bother anymore. Tried to tell Ayrke, but he didn't agreed and he's trying to make me come back. After ruining the session again, read Ernesto Potter, found some nice and sad songs by Crywank, a great band that I relate to. Now I'm just playing Innocent Life until I get bored.

▷ 5 | Finished Innocent Life main storyline, watched Haikyuu until I finished (finally), tried to think about life, got stuck on pinterest and sung crywank songs.

▷ 6 | Tried to talk with Ayrke, but he just pissed me off showing 0 interest, started watching Chihayafuru season 2, tried to read Ernesto Potter e as Tralhas do Voldemort but failed, read some fanfics of my ship (I missed Chihayafuru) and spend some time talking with my sobrinho.

▷ 7-8-9-10-11-12 | Nothing much is happening. Trying to play RPG, with no avail, did something nice for PF and now I'm trying to answer the reviews. Met some new people, one of them, nicknamed Sardônico, is the one I don't understand. I feel pretty stupid talking with him, tbh. Also I'm reading HP.

▷ 13-14 | Talking with Sardônico, he gave me a lot of words. He's nice and cute, but I still feel pretty stupid around him. Too much for me. I'm kinda surprised he's still talking to me, really. I'm not that interesting, just annoying. I'm reading his fic too. And playing KH2 and BBS.

▷ 15-16-17 | Life is getting pretty boring again. I'm starting to have anxiety attacks again... Spoke a little with Sardonic, we don't seem to have that much to say to each other, and I still feel horrible and I don't want to bother, even though I wish we could be friends. Trying to finish my fucking ficha with no avail (getting anxious about it). Tried to play Radiant Historia, procrastinated and read Ernetso Potter.

▷ 18 | Bah. Life sucks. I am fucking tired of explaining myself and my reasons, my sadness, my disease or whatever. Really, really tired. Think I might've lost a friend today for not wanting to annoy him. Weird, isn't it? Also played a bit of KH2, going to Hercules World. Kept listening to the rain at night, and at the rest of it, finished Ernesto Potter e asTralhas do Voldemort. Don't want to sleep.

▷ 19-20-21 | More boring days. Felt incredibly stupid while talking with Sard, coz apparently he's still willing to talk with me. I don't even know why I try anymore. Actually, I won't do so anymore. Fuck it, man. Anyway, finally gave up of 2ic after this little thing and some other tretas, I'm just tired of trying. But I wrote. Also I played some KH, it's getting fun~

▷ 22-23-24 | Nothing much is happening. The days are kinda boring cuz I don't have internet to spend, so i'm just passing my days talking with people and procrastinating. Started reading Clarissinha com C book, but it's kind of too fucking dense on feelings, so I gave up for a while. Oh, also tried to play Radiant Historia but gave up, spent my time on Daimo's RPG, trying to write my OC background and some other... things. Idk, I dun remember anymore. Ah, and tried to write.

▷ 25-26-27 | Internet is back, so I had a plent of nice days. I'm starting to think I'm making some progress on getting to know things, ya know? Watched Nicob's SDR2 LP with Alysse, almost finishing. Watched Nicob's KH2 LP too, and also a horror movie that Prinçu Koi, a friend on RPG2ic recommended. Planning on watching more later, after my animes. Oh, had my first social on Daimo's RPG, yaay~ I was so fucking scared that something might've happened, and didn't even managed to use my full speed at writing my OC actions, such a shame... Still, it was a really nice thing of him of insisting on me and making me try something random just to see if I can. Daimo and his friends also wants me to join a Vampire RPG, which I'll probably try. I'm just procrastinating too much for now.

▷ 28 | Finally answered some reviews I have here (8/10). I still have two left on PF, but wee~ Today I managed to wake up early (and also sleep a little early), so I've spent most of the day procrastinating and trying to find KH songs, cuz the KH hype is consuming me again. Dammit. Also, wrote a little on my diary~

▷ 29-30 | Nothing much. Kinda of finished my curso while I wrote lot's of things, like, five or six pages of pure nothing. It's still something, so I'm happy. These wasn't really good days, cuz the bus didn't got in the right time, so I had to call my mom to pick me up. Had another anxiety attack, thinking that I might've be left alone. Everyone in my house told me it was my fault later. They wouldn't believe me, even though nothing really happened, so what the fruity fuck? In the other day I just felt lonely.

October, hohoh

▷ 1-2 | Good mood, I guess? I don't know. I'm procrastinating like hell. Posted PF though, received and answered so many sweet reviews. Helped Tio with his fic and were actually able to help him (!!!). Also watched A bruxa de Blair movie. Nice, but didn't understand.

▷ 3-4-5-6 | Had a rainy silent day, spoke with Sard, felt meh (still feeling meh), played Ib and got all the endings plus felt meh with this whole story and why's everyone like this thing anyway, it's not that good. Also read a whole book in one day, pretty nice.

▷ 7-8 | I'm bored. Had a silent day again, played with pets, found songs, got bored and tired at everything but I'm really managing all those feelings. Annoyed Alysse, Daimo and Tio Jonas, also annoyed Altaria and Tio. It's been a long time since I spoke with Altaria. I miss him.

▷ 9-10 | Spent my days doing not so much again, cuz everything seems so strange. I think I might have a problem of getting addicted to people. And rejected, cause not everyone likes that. It doesn't matter, anyway. I decided I won't try unless they give me a sign to do so, one that I can understand. Started watching JoJo, don't know what to think about. It's nice, but it has some flaws at the same time. Bleh. Also, read some creepy stories on reddit, annoyed Daimo (getting addicted to him, too), got tired of trying to annoy Sard and found a whole lot of new songs.

▷ 16-17 | I'm sad. Daimo was mean to me. Trying to make a ficha on a RPG and hating my own questions. Reading D&D Manual. Talking with kaname, he looks lovely, but I feel I might be bothering him. Hot and stressed days.

▷ 18-19-20 | Found a Ladybug, had my first RPG session with Mestre Raphú (gonna call him Mestre Raphú), really nice. Tried roleplaying with Daimo and Kanamu, spoke with Sard by midnight and onwards. Later, the two of us decided to play SMT together.

▷ 21-22 | Roleplayed with Daimo, my waffle, made company for him, annoyed Sard a little, even though I'm a little hesitant of that. Forgot of Dan by accident a lot of times, RPG session with Mestre Raphú.

▷ 23-24 | Oh gz I keep forgetting to uptade this list. Annoyed Sard, stalked Daimo into Khalabar room, had another RPG session with Raphú, in which the party almost got killed, but then I made the boss turn into BUTTERFLIES!, so we fabulous-sy ended the session. Aaand slept late cuz I was annoying people.

▷ 25 | Kinda of a boring day, tbh. Woke up at 4pm cuz I was too sleepy to get out of bed, started re-reading Transfusions, that cute webcomic. Tried doing things, but nah, I just stalked Daimo some more. By the end of the day, kept annoying Sard. We had a feel-sy conversation and we played BGO afterwards, it was really fun~

▷ 26 | Again, nothing much to say. Spoke with Daimo, tried planning (just tried), found some songs, watched Nico playing BBS and played BGO with Sard again, in another nice night~

▷ 27-28 | Tried planning, spoke a little with Sard while getting upset again, tried to talk with Sieg but not actually being able to really do so. Found even more songs and then RPG with Raphú.

▷ 29-30 | Blank space~

November

▷ 1 | NaNoWriMo started! I was looking forward to it. Wrote 8k today, spoke with Sard and tried to RP with him, even though it didn't really worked (again). Also found some more songs and annoyed some people. A nice day.

▷ 2-3-4-5 | That's weird, I actually a couple of good days. Most of them, I spend my nights with Sard. Played Transformice for the first time, BGO, he showed me someone named Bob Ross, who is an amazing artist, and we also started a fiction collab that is progressing very slowly. Wrote a bit , not as much as I expected, but a good amount regardless.

▷ 24 | Tl;dr: had some fuzzy wuzzy times with Sard-senpai, found some more songs (help), found some new words (yES I LOVE 'EM), writing stuff, and I'm also letting myself be a little happy about me and Sard.

▷ 25-26-27-28 | I'm loving me and senpai fuzzy wuzzy times so much. I'm actually a little scared of being too clingy towards him, but oh well. We had RPG sessions again, almost had a TPK, watched Nico play stuff to get better, had an awful mood and procrastinated a lot.

▷ 29 | It was mostly a good day, in general~ The only thing that actually made me a little (or should I say a lot) is that senpai told me he couldn't log in anymore for at least two weeks. I understand and didn't want to make him say his reaons, even though I got confused and sad. Senpai didn't seem to want to, anyway, so... Well, I hope I can see him soon. Aside from that, a call with Alysse, French lessons, annoyed Mr Siego who gave me an awesome French song and watched The shining (bad ideia).

December

▷ 1-2 | Good days tbh~ I got to talk with Senpai, and oh god, I missed him and didn't even knew how much. We had RPG again, procrastinated A LOT with random videos, played some more of my yuri VN and tried to sleep early. Didn't work.

▷ 3 | Today me and Senpai watched a shitty anime together, Natsume no Yuujinchou. Don't even try it. We also watched s.CRY.ed, which was pretty decent, even though I'm not a fan of shounen or anything. Aside from that, planned a bit of stuff (a colorful schedule, yess), watched some videos, procrastination and chilled out a bit.

▷ 4 | Wateched some videos, yawned a bit, got scared of a storm, got bored cuz Sundays are boring, you know, the usual stuff. The highlight of today was Senpai and I in a call, which I might say, it was pretty awkward at first. I'm happy that we managed to talk a little. We planon practice english (and maybe french) together, once I grow some ovaries. His voice is so lovely and soothing~

▷ 28 | Oooh, that was a good day. All there is was senpai voice in my mind, gosh darn it. Cahem, woke up late, played a lil bit of Stardew Valley (IT'S SO FUN AAA), had RPG with Daimo and nice roleplay with the other players. Sammy joined us today, it was really fun interacting with her and seeing my OC getting confused. Afterwards, I annoyed senpai a bit, so we could watch Steins;Gate together while in a call of almost six hours. T'was really fun ♥

▷ 29 | Anime with senpai, listography, video procrastination, fanfiction and stardew valley.

▷ 30 | Woke up late to discover a blackout, and when everything was normal again, procrastinated a bit. After a while, senpai and I watched anime a bit, talked in a call that I seriously forgot how much time had. Anxiety attack. Nice night regardless~

▷ 31 | Talked a bit with Senpai after a anxiety attack, downloaded osu! again and kept playing to calm myself, had a feels conversation with senpai anyways, Françu and I spend some time bonding and then some more procrastination. Yay.