- “i used to be dark”: there were times when he wanted to express it this way. i used to be dark. i was in a dark place. the monochrome world, entirely devoid of the colors he was now experiencing, had had a calmness that was beautiful in its way, but it wasn’t somewhere he could go back to. it seemed the happiness that had enabled him to feel that quiet peace was now lost to him forever. and yet he found himself unable to think of this as a loss. all of his energy was taken up in trying to cope with the excitement, the heightened awareness of living in the present moment.
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