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January

• 4 | Lots of plottings for Atemporal!! Some ideas on the history's writing structure and some character development mainly for Scarlett, and then for Noah and Caleb relationship too | Then, plotted a bit for a new project: MS na ilha Escuridown, for Nyah's Vacation Challenge. I don't even know why I'm doing this but i dont think i'm seriously posting this. Specially because I don't think I'll have it done until the deadline. Well, just doing it for fun. Also wrote 500 words for the actual story.
• 5 | I barely slept today because my mind is so full of ideas. I got restless and had to write them down and then i lost any track of sleep I could have had. It was some plottings for MS in escuridown. Then, i wrote a text developing Gray's and Tyler's relationship with their respective parents before and after coming out. And THEN, I had an idea for a disconnected scene for Gray and Tyler, a dialogue about Gray's background. Showed it to Yuna later.
• 8 | Started to brainstorm and develop ideas for a new project I'm involved in: a national LGBT+ literature contest! Plotted it and told lari about it until 2am. | Autobio
• 11 | just a comment about neutral language in portuguese
• 12 | Some answers to a friend's questionary (8 questions) about how is life when you're trans. I wrote a lot.
• 13 | Wrote more for MS in Escuridown Island! I spent almost the entire afternoon on it, because I was kinda distracted, but it was worth it. More than 1k done.
• 14 | countabilized autobio and drawing diary
• 15 | After some tough distraction and boredom, finally managed to get some writing done. More MS in Escuridown Island! First part it over. Now things r getting interesting.
• 17 | autobio
• 21 | Sat down to write all day but got distracted w flashcards and old notes in Evernote. Oh well. At least, started that history for LGBT contest and some notes on characters names.
• 22 | an answer for a quora question regarding sexuality
• 23 | more than 2k of pure autobio
• 25 | autobio, drawing diary | Countabilized some things I wrote in that LGBT contest history (i rly need a title for this...) that I got done in a sleepless night/morning in evernote.

February

• 2 | Mixed drawing with writing in a sad comic trip to spill out feelings and thoughts, but there was more text than any doodle at all.
• 3 | I was on a trip thise last week, that's why I haven't written much. However, I did write down some notes during these days, and I countabilized them today. That includes a piece in that LGBT contest history, a random prompt and a yoonseok idea I wrote during today car road trip home! | Also, completed writing diary and drawing diary.
• 4 | answered tons of reviews today! the ones in my archiveofourown fanfic and one in nyah. also, drawing diary.
• 6 | small excert of tht lgbt contest tht im almost giving up of. rly rly close to. and started writing a texting part in my sope fanfic out of nowhere.
• 7 | more writing for tht lgbt tale..... i feel so desmotivated halp. the idea looks so nice but the execution is shit lmao. maybe i write it regardless of contest, with no word limit (instead of 3k max), it will get me smth better to write. also, autobio.
• 8 | HYPE HYPE HYPE W MY SOPE FIC!! lots of writing in school in my notebook and then, at home, more brainstorming and plotting and even later at night, wrote a lot in evernote!!! aaaa im so exxcited
• 9 | wrote 2 pages as draft in my notebook while being in cajubá, listening to music :3
• 10 | autobio aND passed things i wrote in notebook to pc and added stuff and it made almost 2k!!!!!!!! happyy
• 11 | more writing in notebook and in my sope fic in evernote! 5 days streak! also, autobio
• 13 | autobio and a cute disconnected scene for sope fic.
• 16 | continuing my history. god, its been a long way already. i feel proud. also, more writing in notebook (handwriting); i guess it was in cajubá as well, but dont remember it quite well. finished the first chapter of my sope fic, tht i decided to call symbiosis.
• 20 | autobio
• 21 | i had struggles writing todsy. oh well, it would happen sooner or later. bUT still managed to start the second chapter, after brainstorming and deciding itd be in hobi's pov.
• 22 | wrote a bit during school and then transferred everything and complemented it in pc. im happy
• 23 | aaaaaaAAA I WROTE A LOT TODAY IM HAPPY. 1handwriting page in school and, when i passed it to pc and continued it, it flowed so well! continuing the 2nd chap and plotting for the next scenes!
• 25 | just autobio and plotting some development of yoongi and jhope's relationship in the fic
• 26 | continued the scenes from 2nd chapter! they r such dorks. 1k!
• 28 | continuing a disconnected scene i made before and it ended up so good im proud and happy. also continued the chapter!!! yay!!! also, I WROTE EXACTLY 21000 WORDS THIS MONTH. ALMOST EFFORTLESSLY LIKE, NO STRESS OVER GOALS. IM HAPPY!!!!!!!

March

• 3 | wrote the pre-final scene of the second chapter. I'm almost done with this chapter! I'm happy! And pretty proud of it, too.
• 4 | some brainstorming to plot the sope fic, deciding on the sidepairing: probably im gonna add some vminkook in it. then, wrote more of the actual chapter im working on! aaaaand i finally finished it! yay! then, to add some more words, filled in some autobio.
• 6 | autobio and drawing diary; plenty of words
• 9 | drawing diary + plotting! planning some stuff for the third chapter, did sort of a draft script. also, incremented details to the backstory. lari made me some company while i wrote <3
• 11 | more plottings for the history route and underlining important stuff i cant forget about. than, had a sudden insight during my sleepless night and had a cool idea for a disconnected scene. wrote it down in my phone, then went to pc and developed it! it's one of the nicest moments in the story, i imagine.
• 13 | some proofreading for the last things i wrote (as always). then, started the third chapter, at last! i still dont have it fully outlined so i got stuck in some parts, but it got going with some efforts. lets see where we'll be headed :3 didnt have much time to write all of my ideas for the dialogues, tho, so had to just word-sketch it so i can actually describe it later
• 14 | uhhh its not satisfied with the start of this chapter, so spent some hefty time editting and complementing it. at least now it has a nicer ring to it. then, continued the scenes w dialogues! its flowing smoothly now. then, autobio
• 17 | finally completing my drawing diary and my writing diary; its a good thing because it makes me proud of my monthly results. Yay! then, lots of autobio, completing days from last month as well
• 18 | hEYA another disconnected scene for my fic bc i live for those. honestly i havent outlined anything that could actually lead up to it but its such a cool idea ;_; its how sope first kisses. oh well. im a loser am i not. then, decided to keep continue the third chapter! finished the dialogue part of yoongi and namjoon and the result is good, i guess. amusing, but with a purpose, not just comic relief.
• 21 | in school, wrote 1 entire handwritten page in my notebook for drafts because i had a super cool insight as soon as i woke up and im rly proud of it and cant wait to develop it more! | oh, man... i don't know what got me in today. i've just been reflective all day and listening to deep stuff (such as the last. thx suga) and i just had this urge to write something with a huge emotional charge. I miss writing poetry, anyway. so yeah. blank face as I wrote this certainly concerning piece (almost 1k of poetry) in english. I'm ok, i swear, but you wouldnt think so if you read it, huh.
• 22 | man i cant stop reading the first disconnected scene i wrote for this fic ever aaaa its so cute. cant wait to actually use it. editted some stuff. then, continued the chapter. it was difficult, but somehow made it flow. stopped it after got tired.
• 24 | this one was really difficult to get going, was drooling and my mind was hazy while i tried to come up with words, but AT LAST, once i got done with a difficult introductory part of the scene, my writing flowed better. finished the part i had in my head this whole time. yay!
• 25 | lol im suddenly emotionally unstable all over again??? lmao.... just had a crisis out of the blue today. and while i worked into getting better, wrote another poetry (its structure blends with brose a bit, tho) in portuguese thats also heavy af lol. used some of the same concepts from the eng poetry i wrote some days ago, but in different way and kind of more developed.
• 27 | handwrote in my notebook during afternoon classes in school about 2 prompts i randomly came up with
• 28 | proofread and editted what i have in the chapter already; then, continued it, but it was a slow progress. got tired of it and just did autobio to have some words complementing
• 29 | wrote at my grandma's house today. added those prompts i wrote in my notebook before to my prompts document, then started to develop the one i got rly attached to... even created a whole new document to it. got really excited with it and made over 1k for this draft! its one of the best fantasy ideas ive ever had... finished writing it at home, im rly proud of it. cant wait to write a story for it someday. im just in a dilemna rather to write it in english or in portuguese ;w;
• 31 | while my cousin was doing her schoolwork beside me in the table, i proofread some stuff in the chapter and added details to where i felt there was smth missing. then, when she was gone, started the final scene! i feel pretty inspired and its looking good, i wrote a lot and had a lot of ideas to keep it going in the meantime, so i wrote them down because there's no way i could write it at once. its the part where they go dining out and its so nice to write their interactions aaaa

April

• 1 | continued symbiotic's third chapter (sope) and bio! <3 pretty productive!
• 2 | intense brainstorming and keystrokes as i develop further into hoseok's backstory (and even into other secundary characters) and even made researches abt drug abuse/chemical dependency. then, bio
• 4 | proofreading AND MORE SOPE! YAY! also bio
• 8 | contabilized some stuff i wrote in my cellphone one of those days - yesterday probably? its mainly insights i randomly had when i had been dragged to surch so i was a refugee in my imagination tbh. plotted a scene idea and superficially some of hobi's (and his friendship w tae) and yoongi's past
• 9 | more bio and sope and its flowing so well! FINISHED THIRD CHAPTER!
• 10 | just autobio today in order not to be a straggler in campnano
• 12 | maaan im so hyped! started chapter four of sope fic. it didnt stack up to many words from it but at least i got an idea of how to keep ot going. then, bio and drawing diary update
• 14 | bio and writing diary update
• 15 | sope continuation. hobi and yoongi r awkward.
• 18 | handwrote stuff in notebook during class, probably plotting; autobio and a tiny bit of proofreading
• 19 | more soooope and planning/catering ideas for next scenes
• 21 | bio!
• 22 | wrote for almost 3 hours today, unflaggingly! and it paid off a lot: 1,6k just of narration for this chapter! got done with the scene i was excited for. im happy.
• 23/24 | both days just bio, with the addition of drawing diary in the last day
• 2? | pretty sure i wrote sth in school? or it was just day 18 idk
• 28 | bio aND I PLOTTED TODAY! some scripts for this very chapter! and excited to keep going!
• 29 | autobio (btw: when i say autobio i mean diary, ok? its literally just a description on what happens/wht i do in my daily basis)
• 30 | so much more plotting im so hyped up with those scripts and its going soooo far also wrote some details on hobi's friendship w tae again | IM A CAMPNANOWRIMO WINNER FOR ONCE! ALMOST 30K WORDS WRITTEN, BITCHES, IM AMAZING

May

• 2 | more plotting scripts for the chapter (or maybe its already for the next, who knows, im so lost), stopped at end of jhope's pov or smth. then i brainstormed hard to get smth out of my system, tried to develop a bit more of vminkook's and namjin's relationships
• 6 | a lil summary i wrote about my fic to nat, it helped me keep some stuff together. | plotted mooooooooore! just more scripts, wrote a tense scene for namjoon and yoongi and then went further into sope relationship.
• 9 | autobio
• 10 | man, finally took upon myself the responsibility for elaborating a synopsis for my sope fic. after copious attempts, got with a final version. (i had also wrote many drafts in notebook during class). | then, i finally progressed with the forth chapter. cute vmin side-interactions. and then i filled more words with autobio.
• 12 | autobio + i randomly decided to create a draft for my fic in ao3 (i ended up not posting it and it got deleted from archive), at least i elaborated the notes and tags for it
• 13 | more writing for chapter 4! first at home and then we went to my bisa's and i continued there. used my previously made script as guide.
• 14 | kept writing the chapter from where i stopped yesterday!! and then completed wordcount w autobio.
• 17 | plotting day bc im in desperate need to sort things out in my head. ideas for the furute of the fic, when the relationship of yoongi and hoseok has taken a further step. a cute idea of a scene between them too. and then, developing more of namjin backstory aND jk's position in the fic and vminkook outing. + autobio
• 18 | autobio
• 20 | drawing diary from may and bio
• 21 | kept writing the forth chapter, the funny scene in the dance studio! but dont feel particularly motivated today so didnt even cross the 750 words threshold :\
• 23 | continued the dance studio scene until a pause from it. and then i contabiized and developed some prompts i had come up with, that i had written durin afternoon. both r dystopic, one is for bts and other is original
• 27 | finished the forth chapter with something totally random but i like how it went. and then i stayed in my cellphone to plot and fuckin cracked my head to decide what is going to happen in the next chapter and whose pov will be, how the future of the fic will be structured and all those intricacies of creative writing.
• 31 | aaaand this fifth chapter hasnt event started and already proved to be a liability for me orz plotted more of it, wrote a lil script/summary to guide me for it and the next chapters. then, tried to start it but was kinda stuck in writing, so in lieu of narration i just wrote the dialogues and already know where the first scene will lead to.

June

• 1 | even though I was exhausted bc of the vestibular i still managed to write a lot! for almost 3 hours, almost 2k words of sheer narration! finished the first scene of the fifth chapter and it happened to be even more detailed than expected. nice,
• 8 | sat down to update a lot of things. drawing diary for may and the entire writing diary for april (after dithering whether i should keep this thing up or not), then autobio.
• 9 | today was smth else as i took my mom's mini laptop to write in cajubá! it wound up not productive (number-wise, but at elast i finished a scene and my writing was alright) but it was a good experience anyway. | then, later at home, countabilized a shit ton of prompts i had been jotting down this week (6 whole prompts). btw, some days ago i had this sad yoonseok idea and i wrote its prompt and a disconnected scene for a videocall. i finally countabilized it and filed it in a document today. + autobio
• 11 | handwrote in school today, 2 pages for poetry and 1 pages of dirty vminkook rs | plottings for vminkook (im so hyped w this ot3 now). | transcrevi minha poesia pro pc, ela é bem soturna mas estou orgulhoso. fun fact: me inspirei na música singularity e fiz uma referência às asas do Tae em WINGs nela. | escrevi mais da fic!! agora o quinto capítulo tá fluindo melhor. escrevi umas interações bem legais entre o jh e vminkook
• 18 | feel kinda bad tht im not havin much time to write lately :") at least once a week ill try | continued more of the scene for chapter 5 | i had a lot of ideas last night!! and i developped it a lot, man! one is a yoonkook boxer au and i already hv the embrion of the backstories of both characters omg aaaa and the other one is a hooligan vmin au. oH and i also countabilized some ideas i wrote for namjoon's backstory in symbiotic a few days ago. | autobio
• 20-21 | autobio
• 25 | finally continued chapter 5 (guess im following the once a week thing now pff) and it turned out way more depressive than fathomed but its suitable. | a minjoon fantasy au | autobio
• 26 | half of this month drawing diary + bio
• 28 | proofread what i wrote day 25 and started writing the last scene for chapter 5! im excited bc now the fic is developing (this chapter is literally the bridge, yk? now the introduction of the story is definitely over.) | bio