I should

• live with more optimism, less drama
  • how? idk how,but i'll try my best and figure it out- maybe this list of optimistic things and things to experience/do before I die might help
• enjoy the little things- i'm turning [*] soon, so yeah, fuck i might have only a little time left
  • live my life everyday as if i'm gonna die soon
• travel -hopefully
• buy useful things- only useful things
• never waste my time in being idle
• try my best to avoid attachment -or better yet, choose wisely
• take care of my health