you must understand...

• i blush way too easily -_-
• i know this might be bad, but i can grow to like almost anything/anyone (or at least convince myself that i have)
• i can tolerate some things a lot more than i think i should.
• i like looking at the positive side of things
• my memory is pretty terrible
• i sing/hum/whistle to myself a lot
• sometimes, when it comes to some things, i can be a neat-freak. it's not that i'm a perfectionist, i just like to do things to the best of my ability as much as possible. why settle for less when i know i can do more?
• i'm a pretty private person. i like to keep to myself. i'm not anti-social or unfriendly or cold, i just like to keep things simple and i enjoy time to myself. i prefer having fewer, more meaningful friendships. also, i'm a bit shy & slightly introverted, so i tend to avoid big social situations. i don't really like small-talk.
• i think about 90% of my life exists in my head. i think and feel a lot. about everything. and nothing. most of the time it's hard for me to describe these thoughts and feelings.
• i like to take my time doing mostly everything. therefore, i'm slower than most at mostly everything i do.
• i think some things are too cute to use. i must leave them be. their cuteness must be observed & admired while wholly intact.
• i try to avoid using the last of anything
• am sometimes merely drawn/partial to the aesthetics of the matter
• i might dislike some things for no other reason than it's simply too popular/main stream
• sometimes i start to feel claustrophobic when around someone/something/a situation i don't like. sometimes i just CAN'T stand being around it. i need to get out ASAP. you must understand, i just have to leave.
• i would much rather express myself through written word or art than express myself verbally. this is why i don't like talking on the phone or public-speaking.
• i prefer not to wear make-up
• sometimes i like to call people kids, even when they are older/the same age as me. it means that i like them or there's something about them that i love.
• my handwriting changes with my mood. seriously, almost every page of my journal has a different style to it. but i do have an "official" handwriting that i use for school and such.
• once in a while i'll have this thing where i need to use all lowercase letters when i type
• one time my friend told me i move my mouth peculiarly when i write
• i like going barefoot everywhere! i wish this was socially accepted.