• Not every whimper or cry is insta-emergency
• Take a deep breath. Everyone around you will benefit from this, including yourself.

Nursery

• Yellow + Grey
• Steampunk/Exploration/Adventure Themed
• YELLOW SUBMARINE THEME !!
• STORYBROOKE

Books

• The Very Hungry Caterpillar
  • Simple DIY craft +

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What

• What do you do for your community?

Why

• Why do you choose to make a difference in your community?
  • a. Is it in alignment with your authentic self? If so, how?
  • b. Are you able to express yourself fully? If so, how?
  • c. Are you passionate about the difference you make in your community? If so, how do you know?
  • d. Are you using your gifts, talents and skills? If so, how?

Who

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What

• What career do you want?
• What does your career look like?
• What are your day to day responsibilities and activities?
• What is the greater purpose for your career?
• What does your career feel like?
• What do you give to this career?
• What do you receive from this career?
• What does the future hold for you in this career?

Why

• Why have you chosen this career?
  • a. Is it in alignment with your authentic...

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Who

• Who are you in this relationship with? Describe in context of their authentic self.
• Who does this relationship impact?
• Who supports you in this relationship?

Why

• Why are you in this relationship?
  • a. Do you love this person? If so, how do you know?
  • b. Are you able to express yourself fully? If so, how?
  • c. Are your gifts, talents and skills appreciated? If so, how?
  • d. Are you passionate about this relation...

• Apples
• Arugula
• Avocados/Guacamole
• Bananas
• Bell Peppers
• Broccoli
• Carrots
• Celery
• Cheese: block; colby jack, cheddar
• Cuties
• Dried Beans; pinto, black, lentils, peas
• Eggs
• Fiber One bars
• Hummus
• Lettuce
• Mashed Potatoes
• Milk
• Onions; white, green
• Orange Juice
• Pancake Mix
• Spinach

Favorite

• Stickers
• Candles
• Incense
• Journals
• Bouncy ball toys
• Vibrators

• Be the love and sunshine of someone's life
• Enjoy all life has to offer
• Send in a post-secret
• Take care of my parents
• Try exotic foods
• Learn the life skills I need to be able to take care of myself & others
• Speak Tagalog fluently
• Remain true to myself
• Share the love and joy I have found with others
• Take chances
• Be a good role model
• Make meaningful things
• Keep in touch with those I love
• Get rid of all the crap clutter in my life
• Keep it simple and stick with the essential

Music/artists to further explore

• Eddie Vedder
• Gregory Alan Isakov +
  • The Stable Song, That Sea, The Gambler
• Ben Harper
• Xavier Rudd
  • Messages , Food in the Belly ♥
• Jack Savoretti
• Margot & the Nuclear So and So's
  • Broadripple is Burning, Not Animal
• Beta Radio
  • Either Way, Seven Sisters
• Manchester Orchestra
  • Don't Let Them See You Cry, I'm Like A Virgin Losing A Child
• Amelia Curran

This list is to remind me why I'm doing all this. Every time I feel down or frustrated while cleaning out my life, I shall refer to this list. Here we go! (:

My Personal Reasons

• Be able to breathe again
• Freedom
• Be able to pick up and move whenever and to wherever at a moment's notice
• Less stress
• Not be weighed down by materialism
• Get over the consumerist notion of 'owning' things
• Be free to enjoy life rather than be pre-occupied with all my things
• Value people & experiences more than physical stuff
• Hone down on the essential & focus on what is really important
• Put my time into what really matters
• Use new-found free time to really enjoy t...

educational

• do the problems you like or the ones that come easy to you FIRST. This builds confidence & momentum, which makes the harder problems easier to tackle.
• study the same material at the same time every day (best if at class time on off days). It will be easier to get rolling because your brain likes routine!
• the best time to do homework for one class is when procrastinating on homework for another class LOL. this is the ability to procrastinate without feeling guilty because you're still essentially getting stuff done.. haha
• from a video watched in soc: don't cry to give up; cry to keep going.

• <3The Only Exception, Paramore +
• All My Loving, the beatles +
• American Honey, lady antebellum+
• As Lovers Go, dashboard confessional+
• Blowing in the Wind, Bob Dylan+
• Breakdown, Jack Johnson +
• Breathe 2 AM, Anna Nalick +
• Carry On My Wayward Son, Kansas
• Carry This Picture, Dashboard Confessional+
• Collide (easy version), Howie Day+
• Don't Stop Believing, Journey +
• Dust in the Wind, kansas +
• Fall for You, secondhand seranade+
• i will, the beatles +
• if i die young, the band perry +
• I'm Yours, jason mraz +
• Keep Holding On, Avril Lavigne +
• Lady Gaga Medley, Sam+Kurt +
• Lucky, jason mraz & colbie caillat +
• Mrs. Robinson, Simon and Garfunkel +

• Crystal Stilts
• Fleet Foxes
  • Mykonos
  • Blue Ridge Mountains
  • The Shrine/An Argument
  • Drops in the River
  • White Winter Hymnal
  • Your Protector
• Massive Attack
  • Paradise Circus +
  • Teardrop +
• Modest Mouse
  • Float On +
  • Dashboard +
• The Postal Service:
  • Nothing Better
  • Such Great Heights

• http://www.dollskill.com/clearance.html#..._=1&sort.current_price=asc&page=1
• Paperback Swap: Tradue Used Books for Free +
• Into Mind: personal style, minimalism & the perfect wardrobe +
  • 30 Day Minimalism Challenge +
• About.com's How to Become A Therapist
• The Art of Simple podcast +
• dolliecrave.com: layouts, icons, cursors, etc
• 10 things unhappy people have in common
• "My Immortal" fanfic, hilarious!
• http://www.youtube.com/user/PimsleurAppr...
• http://www.ted.com/
• Learning Through Art: The Guggenheim
• This article: Nurse Reveals the Top 5 Regrets People Make on their Deathbed
• The Phraseology Project
• Stephanie McMillan
• typefaces & lettering designed by Pagan & Sharp
• Karen Maezen Miller +

• Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, Robert Louis Stevenson
• Shakespeare's Scribe, Gary Blackwood
• The Guardians of Time Trilogy, Marianne Curley (The Named, The Dark, The Key)
• Stardust, Neil Gaiman
• Dean Koontz's Frankenstein. Book one, Prodigal son
• The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde
• The Outsiders, S. E. Hinton
• It's Kind of a Funny Story, Ned Vizzini
• East of Eden, John Steinbeck
• Looking for Alaska, John Green
• The Diary of a Young Girl / The Diary of Anne Frank, Anne Frank
• The Time Traveler's Wife, Audrey Niffenegger
• The Juliet Club, Suzanne Harper
• The Big Book of Knights, Nobles & Knaves, Alissa Heyman
• Saving Juliet, Suzanne Selfors

• Steadily increase financial literacy
• ✔ Pay off Court Fine
• Improve credit by slowly paying off bills/other debt

Who

• Teachers: Kate Delos, Grebmeier? <-check this

Motivation

• Josephine Wall
• featured etsy watercolor artist

What

When

Why

How

• Little Imaginarium
• Macaroni Kid Vallejo
• Public Libraries
• Magda Gerber; Janet Lansbury
• Look into homeschooling

Media

• Sesame Street
• Ice Age

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What

• What do you want to learn?
• What are your educational goals?
• What do you give to your education?
• What do you receive from your education?

Why

• Why do you want to learn?
  • a. How does it feel to learn?
  • b. Does it support you in expressing yourself fully? If so, how?
  • c. Are your gifts, talents, and skills growing? If so, how?
  • d. Are you passionate about learning? If so, how do you know?

Who

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What

• What are your financial goals?
  • What is your annual income?
  • Do you own or rent a home?
  • How much 'disposable' income do you have?
  • What kind of lifestyle do you have?
  • What does your home look, feel, smell and sound like?

Why

• Why do you have these financial goals?
  • a. Is your financial situation in alignment with your authentic self? If so, how?
  • b. Does your financial situation support ...

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Who

• Who is your family? Describe them.
  • a. How do you feel about them?
  • b. How do they feel about you?

Why

• Why do you choose your family?
  • a. Do you love your family? If so, how do you know?
  • b. Are you able to express yourself fully with your family?
  • c. Are your gifts, talents, and skills appreciated? If so, how?
  • d. Are you passionate about your family? If so, how do you know?

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• Am I experiencing more ups than downs? Do the advantages outweigh the disadvantages?
• Am I fulfilled?
• Am I joyful?
• Am I dedicating the amount of time I wish to it?
• Am I sharing my thoughts and beliefs?
• Am I free to express myself?
• Am I loved and accepted as I am?
• Am I growing and evolving?
• Am I diligent in my practices?
• Am I giving and receiving?

If you say no to any of these questions, then that is where you want to take action, with the intention of getting authentic, in the respective domain.

marketable and otherwise

• typing; certificate
• tutoring; experience
• working with kids; experience
• organization
• painting/art stuff
• meditation, mindfulness, yoga
• cleaning/ocd
• leadership
• assertiveness (when it comes to business/people-management)
• writing; featured posts
• journaling/other creativity; featured posts/work
• teaching; personal experience, education
• serving; church background, mission trips, scouting club activities
• note-taking; personal passion
• making lists
• studying/reviewing subject material
• asking questions

Audio

• Relaxation Music
• Relaxing Sounds: Zen: Chinese Bamboo Flu...
• Japanese Garden Meditation
• Zen Garden

Poses to Work On

• Plank; ->2:30
• Baby Cradle
• Lotus
• 5 Steps to Headstand

Focus Words

• Emptying/clearing the mind (Bottle of sand)
• Breathe in, breathe out
• Mantra: I have arrived, I am home, In the here and in the now. I am solid, I am free, (with)In the ultimate I dwell. ~Thich Nhat Hanh, You Are Here

• Going outside. Leaving the house. The Outdoors.
• Art; Researching/delving into Artists; Time-periods/Movements. Team-ups.
• Painting; Practicing techniques & exploring style.
• Writing
• Working & making money.
• Travel; new places & cultures
• De-cluttering & minimizing.
• Reading; Educating myself; Giving back all borrowed books.
• Brain activities; mental stretches & exercises

Kids today need these things.

• Public Libraries
• Arts & Crafts;
  • Glitter & sequins omg
  • Coloring
  • Origami
• Home-made science experiments
• Catching bugs
• Playing Explorers
• Local environment play
  • Sledding, snow-men making, snow angels, snow fights
  • Forest walks, fort-building
• Tree houses
• Treasure hunts
• Sandcastles at the beach

• Elf-help books written by Molly Wigand, illustrated by R.W. Alley

Tarot & Oracles

• Lioness Oracle Tarot
• The Mother's Wisdom deck
• Rider-Waite-Smith, Centennial edition. https://www.amazon.com/Smith-Waite-Cente...
• Dame Darcy Tarot

Presents

• Polaroid camera
• Pearl earrings
• Journals made from recycled material
• Lingerie
• Candles
• Aromatherapy/Incense
• Large piece of Citrine (at least fist-sized)
• personal style & the perfect wardrobe // a workbook by Into Mind +
• Amelie(DVD)

tumblr graphics

• vintage b&w ship/boat: <a href="http://www.dolliecrave.com/black-white-p..." title="Black and White Graphics" target=_blank><img src="http://www.dolliehost.com/dolliecrave/gr..." border=0 alt="Black and White Graphics"></a>

art ideas

• http://www.google.com/imgres?q=landscape...
• http://www.google.com/imgres?q=san+franc...
• http://www.google.com/imgres?q=beautiful...
• http://weheartit.com/entry/15889006
• http://weheartit.com/entry/19264797
• http://weheartit.com/entry/19264427
• http://inushige.tumblr.com/post/19120884...

flickr/art

• http://www.flickr.com/photos/ladyorlando...
• http://www.flickr.com/photos/ladyorlando...
• http://www.flickr.com/photos/ladyorlando...

little tads that i can't find a list for at the moment

• Myth #1: Most People Use Only 10% of Their Brain
  • Question #1: List and explain four reasons brain researchers give to bust the "10% Myth".
  • Answer:
    • Brain tissue is shaped by natural selection. Unlikely "expensive" brain tissue would be shaped to do nothing - especially since any additional flexibility given by using more brain tissue would confer a survival and reproductive advantage.
    • Damage to even relatively small percentages of brain tissue causes catastrophic consequences.
    • No "quiet" areas of the brain (that have no function) have been found, despite com...

• Objects like: containers & handkerchiefs.
• Scars
• The "Garnish"
• Steampunk

These video is the perfect description of me and my tendency/leaning for observation.

• Intel Visual Life - Michael Wolff

Currently Borrowing Books:

• Too many.

Currently Borrowing DVDs:

• Not enough.

Currently Borrowing Music:

• None? :o

• Awesome things that happened during my birth year
• Favorites (Parts of My Day)
• things that calm me down
• things that go together well (cereal & cartoons)

• Questions
  • Why do I keep this?
  • Is this beautiful?
  • is this useful to me right now?
• Clothes
• Books
• Dvds
• Old papers
• baby stuff
• upper closet

• Meditate & Journal regularly
• NVIM - Local Sangha
• Check out Vallejo/benicia group?
• Research Vipassana (Insight) meditation as a tradition
• Connect & journey with the owl
• Continue Tarot study
  • on the back-burner for now

• A Psychiatrists Perspective on Antidepressants + Kelly Brogan

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What

• What is your general state of health?
• What does your body feel like?
• What does your body look like?
• What does your mind feel like?
• What actions do you take to tend to your body?
• What is your exercise routine?
• What are your eating habits?
• What actions do you take to tend to your mind?
• What, if any, are your health challenges?
  • a. How do you handle health challenges?

Why

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Who

• Who are your friends? Describe them.
  • a. How do you feel about them?
  • b. How do they feel about you?

Why

• Why are you friends with them?
  • a. Do you love your friends? If so, how do you know?
  • b. Are you able to express yourself fully? If so, how?
  • c. Are your gifts, talents, and skills appreciated? If so, how?
  • d. Are you passionate about these friendships? If so, how do you know?

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What

• What is your spirituality?
  • a. How do you define your spirituality?
  • b. How do you describe you spiritual journey?
• What role does spirituality play in your life?
• What are your spiritual practices?
• What do you give to your spirituality?
• What do you receive from your spirituality?

Why

• Why is spirituality important to you?
  • a. Is your spirituality in alignment with...

• Cinnammon Rolls +
• 20 bajillion Ramen Noodle Dishes
• Bread & Tomato Soup +
• Bruschetta +
• Chicken Pot Pie
• Freshly baked chocolate chip cookies
• Grilled Baby Eggplants with Korean Barbecue Sauce & Spicy Green Onion Garnish +
• Mini Quiche Florentine + (swiss cheese + apple smoked bacon)
• Potstickers
• Spring/Egg Rolls
• Veggie Chipotle burrito bowl
  • Aged white cheddar and jack.
  • Bell peppers and sweet red onion sautéed with fresh oregano.
  • Extra long grain rice with cilantro and fresh lemon & lime.
  • Fresh Tomato Salsa (Mild) Diced tomatoes with sweet red onions, jalapeños, cilantro, and fresh lemon and lime.

Things I learn:

• Awareness
• Attentiveness
• Duality
• Focus
• Concentration
• Patience
• Confidence
• Acceptance

• Listography
• Making..
  • things mine (adding creative flair to otherwise defaulted/boring contents)
  • use of what I have
• Accomplishing tasks
• Going out
• Playing lovely pieces on the piano.
• A good strumming rhythm
• Reading up on current help techniques
• Chatting with old friends; reminiscing
• Creating
  • bookmarks
  • witty sayings
  • home-made cards
  • characters/avatars/profiles
• Organizing; categorizing; tidying up
• Crafting
• Learning new things, information.

• Wellness)Depression list/things that will keep me going/help me get better:
  • Finding new artists
  • Yoga in the mornings
  • Establishing structure/routine
  • Keeping in touch with friends.
  • Physically going out, having new experiences.
  • Being fully present in the moment. NOW.
  • Caring for myself. Forgiving myself. Being my own best friend. Holding my own hand.
  • Helping/volunteering for others. Giving.
  • Helping others feel better/being kind.
  • Gratitude journal.
  • Finding a support group.
  • Having a creative outlet.
  • Listening to positive music.
  • Meditation. Deep breathing. Mantras.
• Look up Shaun Tan. (The Arrival, Tales fr...

• Following Blog Posts!!
  • Family & Friends
  • LEO BABAUTA oh my gosh
• Accomplishing things in the morning
  • Wake up early
  • Meditate/Stretch/Deep Breathing
  • Eat breakfast
  • Do the most important tasks.
• Staying on top of homework
• Getting chores done
• Volunteering and getting involved
• Helping others
• Being joyful
• Practicing Mindfulness throughout the day.
• Single-Tasking!!!!
• Taking care of myself
• Allowing myself some healthy doses of indulgence

• Hotel California, The Eagles
• Imagine, John Lennon
• Hallelujah, Leonard Cohen
• Seasons, Good Charlotte
• I Will Follow You into the Dark, Death Cab for Cutie
• Simon and Garfunkel
  • The Sound of Silence
  • Mrs. Robinson

Ukulele chords and tabs

Soprano Chords| Standard tuning

• Across the Universe, The Beatles +
• Better Together, Jack Johnson +
• Billionaire, Travie McCoy feat. Bruno Mars +
• Brighter Than the Sun, Colbie Caillat + & Lyrics +
• By Your Side, Tenth Avenue North +
• Can't Help Falling In Love With You, Elvis Presley+
• Close To You, Sam Milby +
• Count On Me, Bruno Mars +
• Did It Hurt, Never Shout Never +
• Falling +
• Firework, Katy Perry +
• Grenade, Bruno Mars +
• Hallelujah, Rufus Wainwright +
• Happy, Never Shout Never +
• Hey Jude, The Beatles +
• Hey, Soul Sister; Train +
• Hotel California, The Eagles +

• free movies online (+)[movie2k.to]
• typepad.com + = possible blogging site
• Blogspot
  • A Hopeful's Hideaway +
  • imagineLOVE +
• quizlet.com!!! +

• By Your Side tab & chords
• Everyday +
• For The Moments I Feel Faint, Relient K +
• Forever +
• Friend of God +
• From the Inside Out +
• Here is Our King +
• Hosanna +
• I Can Only Imagine B
• I Could Sing of Your Love Forever, GCD, GCDGD?
• I Will Not Be Shaken ><
• Indescribable +
• Mighty To Save +
• My Redeemer Lives ...
• O Praise Him, David Crowder +
• Our God Is An Awesome God+
• Praise You With the Dance, Casting Crowns E2 & C#m
• Salvation Is Here
• Sanctuary +

I want to be able to play/cover these songs (transfer from acoustic list)

• Maps, Yeah Yeah Yeahs
• Little Black Submarines, The Black Keys
• Can't Take My Eyes Off You, Frankie Valli +
• i will follow you into the dark, death cab for cutie
• don't matter, akon Up2
• Jack Johnson, Jack Johnson, Jack Johnson ^-^
  • Upside Down + - transposed down 2 halfsteps
  • Gone B
• daughters, john mayer +

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• nsn. +
  • harmony +
  • can't stand it +