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• where am i going? and the answer is: i'm going.
  • clarice lispector, água viva
• to evolve you have to break a pattern.
  • eugene souleiman, "hair evolution," in laurent philippon's hair: fashion and fantasy
• leave tonight or live and die this way
  • tracy chapman, fast car

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• try qigong
• touch up old paintings that chipped in storage
• sculpt something
• pick up zombies run again
• finish my thesis (!!!) (for real this time!!!)
• plant some flowers
• ✔ get new glasses
  • and sunglasses
• ✔ figure out ring size

• read more poetry
• grow more plants
• save more money
• set more boundaries

• resole my brown boots
• rewrite curse of strahd to be less racist and more like a wes anderson movie
  • the hearthfire home for wayward wanderers (absent adventurers?)
• buy superglue and fix:
  • the dish that ferg broke
  • the weird little ornament guy that i love
  • little toy dog from mt. carmel :(
  • little blue horse ornament
• go to the abandoned drive-in
• rewatch the 10th kingdom
• get my TDAP booster
• find my back patch and sew it onto my vest
• troubleshoot the error with my video camera battery/replace it if necessary
• ✔ accept that i will never fit into my old ...

• porcelana, rosalía
• i love you, fontaines d.c.
• willie the pimp, frank zappa
• teardrop, massive attack feat. elizabeth fraser
• would?, alice in chains
• damascus, gorillaz feat. omar souleyman and yasiin bey
• cuts you up, peter murphy
• color me once, violent femmes
• fast car, tracy chapman

• go for a walk
• infinite textile projects
• declutter
• learn to identify local flora, fauna, rocks, fungi
• make zines
• nap
• message friends
• big pot of soup

april

• union drama
• massage therapy
• textfiles.com
• you cannot play this ttrpg jam

march

• clive barker
• setting up my new room
• getting up early to catch the lunar eclipse
• 'snow's after taking some cutting, wha?'
• kim gordon's new album
• rue morgue back issues
• the muscle relaxant spray i got that inexplicably smells like palo santo
• reading bruce sterling's the hacker crackdown and staring off into space at various moments of extreme prescience
• revisiting the soundtrack for the crow (1994), aka the album that made me goth

february