• rosemary - deftones
• musette and drums - cocteau twins
• mercenary - laura jane grace
• bachelorette - bjork
• the recluse - amigo the devil
• caliber - wintersleep
• orca - wintersleep
• avalanche - wintersleep
• everything turns blue - chelsea wolfe

• museum of sloane (things in my bedroom)
• road movies
• listography top 8 (like myspace except i just put your names there i guess)
• not sure yet but something revolving around this william cronon quote: "wildness (as opposed to wilderness) can be found anywhere; in the seemingly tame fields and woodlots of massachusetts, in the cracks of a manhattan sidewalk, even in the cells of our own bodies."
• dream house requirements
• ultimate packing list (so i can stop remaking it every time)
• all time favorite songs
• ranking gorillaz songs by how flimsy steve is
• frequency illusions i've experienced
• celebrities whose homes i love
• perfect shots from movies
• phases i've had

• ✔ holiday drink at second cup
• ✔ sephora birthday freebie
• solstice hike (weather-dependent)
  • ✔ rained out so i'm having a birthday lunch with my best friend instead!
• ✔ stonehenge solstice livestream
• bake bread
• ✔ go back to texas
• ✔ take myself out on my birthday
• ✔ find a small tabletop christmas tree that we can put on a high shelf so ferg won't attack it
• paint my bedroom
• replay
  • professor layton and the curious village
  • mystic messenger
• ✔ christmas with my family
• watch

taste

• meals from the new restaurants near me that i haven't tried yet
• ✔ something on my favorite restaurant's menu that i haven't tried before
• milk tea from my favorite downtown restaurant, as often as possible
• homemade poptarts
• good meals with my friends
• fancy little treats for no reason

smell

• ✔ rosemary spray, everywhere, all the time
• baking bread
• petrichor
• ✔ a perfume with barely sensible reviews that i fall in love with
• fresh air through my bedroom window as often as the weather permits
• ✔ djarums
• cocoa butter

• strength building
• vitamins (iron + c daily, d + zinc in winter, potentially add others)
• keep up with skin care
• floss regularly
• stretch regularly
• dabble in hobbies, try lots of new ones, pick up some old ones, do what feels good or interesting in the moment instead of trying to build a habit or create a side-hustle (and then end up hating the hobby as a result)
• less and less social media
  • ✔ delete facebook
  • avoid scrolling on instagram, just look at friends' stories
  • continue hitting the block button on tumblr the moment i see stuff that i don't want to see, no matter how harmless