• the dark is rising, green man, cavernous sub-basement, cement, nan and my aunt
• e's dad needs help putting together the christmas tree ("tall person job")
• horror movie couple - he screams and screams, ages decades. she seems fine. he's freaked out when he "returns" to this time not (just) because of what he experienced, but because wherever/whenever he went, she was there with him, also aging. but here she is, young and normal. is it really her, or is it something else?
• recurring dream: i need to go kill dracula but never actually make it to dracula's castle because there's traffic
• on school bus, wearing white gauze dress, hanging out the driver's side window, on passenger side we pass a house that's burning down
• breaking into a house with nan, going down to the basement, realizing we gotta get...

• rosemary - deftones
• musette and drums - cocteau twins
• mercenary - laura jane grace
• bachelorette - bjork
• the recluse - amigo the devil
• caliber - wintersleep
• orca - wintersleep
• avalanche - wintersleep
• everything turns blue - chelsea wolfe
• two weeks - fka twigs
• big dreams - amyl and the sniffers
• plants and rags - pj harvey
• years - john anderson
• jig of life - kate bush
• roy - idles
• poison - alice cooper
• your ghost - kristin hersh feat. michael stipe
• because - the beatles

• museum of sloane (things in my bedroom)
• road movies
• listography top 8 (like myspace except i just put your names there i guess)
• not sure yet but something revolving around this william cronon quote: "wildness (as opposed to wilderness) can be found anywhere; in the seemingly tame fields and woodlots of massachusetts, in the cracks of a manhattan sidewalk, even in the cells of our own bodies."
• dream house requirements
• ultimate packing list (so i can stop remaking it every time)
• all time favorite songs
• ranking gorillaz songs by how flimsy steve is
• celebrities whose homes i love
• perfect shots from movies
• phases i've had
• best bedrooms in media

• scarfolk council
• the plain
• fat girl archive
• oral history of the folgers incest ad
• converted grandfather clock vivarium
• 30 years of uesp
• rat's restaurant
• transformers fanfic terms 101
• gargoyles of montreal
• sacres
• paysage au serpent
• this is plainly only possible on the com...
• amores
• disparateum
• a clock i almost bought but didn't
• girls running from houses
• gandalf's garden
• paging the poetic web
• swan, late
• panoramic view of the garfield room from...

at home

• make progress on my thesis
• finish a solo rpg
• play final girl
• switch bedrooms and decorate
• fix or replace washer/dryer
• do all the puzzles in my closet
• cross-stitch
• learn to crochet
• bake bread
• make homemade poptarts
• make plum torte
• make khachapuri
• make jam
• buy new mattress topper/sheets/blankets
  • ✔ duvet
• drone pilot test
• read:
  • ✔ pale fire

taste

• meals from the new restaurants near me that i haven't tried yet (4/6)
• ✔ something on my favorite restaurant's menu that i haven't tried before
• milk tea from my favorite downtown restaurant, as often as possible
• homemade poptarts
• ✔ good meals with my friends
• ✔ fancy little treats for no reason

smell

• ✔ rosemary spray, everywhere, all the time
• ✔ baking bread
• ✔ lush flying fox
• ✔ petrichor
• ✔ a perfume with barely sensible reviews that i fall in love with
• ✔ fresh air through my bedroom window as often as the weather permits
• ✔ djarums

• strength building
• vitamins (iron + c daily, d + zinc in winter, potentially add others)
• keep up with skin care
• floss regularly
• stretch regularly
• dabble in hobbies, try lots of new ones, pick up some old ones, do what feels good or interesting in the moment instead of trying to build a habit or create a side-hustle (and then end up hating the hobby as a result)
• ✔ less and less social media
  • ✔ delete facebook
  • ✔ avoid scrolling on instagram, just look at friends' stories
  • ✔ continue hitting the block button on tumblr the moment i see stuff that i don't want to see, no matter how harmless
  • ✔ delete pinterest