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Hot coffee in hand, cool overcast weather, a cozy sweater, no impending deadlines and feeling accomplished, a journey lying ahead.
Clowns, Small spaces; claustrophobia, Failing; never amounting to anything.
My constant desire and need for the approval/validation of others.
Downplaying mental health/illnesses Lack of empathy and compassion.
My Grandmother
Buying stationery
Stuck, Nervous reck. On edge.
That "go-get-'em" attitude/over positivity abrasive extroversion.
When the feelings of others are at stake; when I don't want to go out or I don't want to deal with something
My hair/ double chin
Donald Trump.
Kindness, sensitivity.
Quick witted but still friendly
Like, literally, "tbh"
Storms/Learning new art techniques/accomplishing something/Christian
Stormy evenings, watching something with my partner/at mamas/in Dymocks in CBD
To focus easily/fall asleep easily/ the ability to sing.
I would be smarter. I would not be so talk back like or rude when I am bothered when I am finally comfortable
(Soon) graduating from college with a BA degree
An owl or willow tree
England near Antoine. Or Maleny
Travellers notebook or moonstone necklace
Complete and utter loneliness
Listening to music, making lists, snuggling with pets.
My sarcasm, perhaps.
Kindness, understanding.
Still unsure
Hermione Granger.
Claude Monet & Vincent van Gogh. Also, now, Anthony Bourdain
my mom, Bernie Sanders, the Obamas, my psychiatrist, Christian
Boys: Walter, William, Vincent Girls: Eleanor, Elizabeth, Sophie.
Feeling stuck and helpless; systems that make others feel this way. The sounds that set me off. Being victimised.
The times I let fear take control of my life.
Quickly and painlessly. What is your motto? It's gonna be okay. At least it's cleaner than it was before