༊ * · ˚ ⠀ d e c e m b e r !

• 04. mom's birthday!! <3 she loved her gifts. ^^ ┊ 10. dollywood with josh, doc, and jackson!! :'D even though it was cold and very rainy, it was still so much fun! ♡ i rode the train + three rollercoasters i hadn't ridden before, all of the christmas lights + decorations were sooo gorgeous, the fireworks + drone show were amazing, and the hot chocolate was yummy. ^w^ ┊ 13. today was the last day of my advent! ┊ 21. i went christmas shopping with josh, and everything was decorated so beautifully! everyone was dressed so festive (myself included!), and it was just such a nice day. ♡ ┊ note! i neglected to update any more of the days, but things went well!!

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ n o v e m b e r !

• 08. i had a nice, very long phone call with mason tonight c: ┊ 09. i went to the history museum downtown for the first time with josh and garrett! it was super fun, i looove museums! we also walked around downtown and played pokémon go for a long time + stopped by a kombucha shop; i found out i do not like kombucha. :/ but it was a suuuper fun day!!! \(^o^)/ ┊ 10. 樂-star by skz is sooooo good!!!!! i’m super addicted to comflex, blind spot, and megaverse! <33 ┊ 11. IT’S JOSH’S BIRTHDAY!!! :’D ┊ 13. i had an appointment with my advisor at 2p to sign up for spring classes + mom and i got our thanksgiving groceries today :) ┊ 14. ??? josh peck ??? was in my city ??? O__o ┊ 23. happy thanksgiving!! ♡ ┊ 25. i tried to put up the christmas tree and decorate it, but it turns out that the lights aren't working properly on it, and considering it's pre-lit, that means we had to get a new tree. 🙄 so my sister and her husband took me to buy a new one, and i've got to admit that it's looks much nicer than our old one did! ┊ 27. i went and saw the movie wish with josh, doc, and jackson! it was so incredible and absolutely adorable!! ♡ i loved it. ;w; ┊ note! i totally neglected updating for most of this month and december!! 😬

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ o c t o b e r !

• 02. i read for a couple of hours at the coffee shop downtown with josh, then we went to a few different places checking out halloween stuff, then we had a mcdonald's "picnic" sitting in the leaves up on this hill at the park, then we went to a different park and drew a big halloween mural with chalk!! ^w^ ♡ ┊ 03. happy happy birthday to the best leader ever, christopher bang chan!!! ♥︎ ┊ 05. my doctor appointment went well, and i got lots of compliments on my halloween shirt and mask! :) ┊ 06. i finally got the outside halloween lights and inflatbales up !! ^^ ┊ 11. my sister's birthday! ┊ 12. sigh... stress. ┊ 13. i went to the corn maze with josh and mason!! :3 ┊ 20. i played at the park and then did crafts at a coffee shop with mason and milo!! :D ┊ 23. josh and i drove through part of our nearby national park, and the leaves are so beautiful!! we saw a coyote, a turkey, horses, a deer, etc. it was so lovely. ^^ ┊ 24. advising appointment today @ 1:45p!! ┊ 27. i went through a haunted trail with josh and mason, and it was really fun!! i also got to pet sooo many cats at josh's house. :3 ┊ 29. i went to mason’s house to carve jack-o-lanterns and had a play day with milo! ^^ ┊ 30. i had an appointment on campus for next semester + i went thrifting and got pizza with josh! :^) ┊ 31. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! 🎃🧡 i dressed up as bingo from bluey + josh, garrett, and i had a game night at josh’s place + we made pizzas and baked cookies!! :D

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ s e p t e m b e r !

• 01. i got coffee and lunch with josh, then we shopped around a bit + I GOT THE APPLE CIDER SQUISHMALLOW!! <3 ┊ 07. got dinner with josh, doc, and jackson + watched spongebob at doc's house :) ┊ 08. i saw a little garter snake in our backyard!! it was sooo cute!! ;w; ┊ 09. i made a cardboard box fort!! :'D ┊ 12. mom's doctor appointment + had dinner with my aunt and got to play with my little cousin 🥹 ┊ 13. skz vma win!! :'D i'm so proud for them!! ♡ ┊ 17. it's been a weird couple of days... :/ ┊ 19. things are feeling a bit better now! ┊ 22. mason and i's hangout morning/afternoon!! :D it was the best day i've had in a really, really long time. <3 ┊ 23. three-way called with the boys tonight and it was the most fun one we've had in a quite a while, lmao ┊ 26. i pinched a nerve in my neck, and it HURTS like HELL. i can't even move my head at all. >︵<

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ a u g u s t !

• 01. looking over lots of old family photos w/ mom <3 ┊ 02. big brother s25 premieres tonight!! :’D ┊ 03. i got dinner with katie and josh, then we met up with tyler and saw the barbie movie! it was sooo good. katie and i cried. :') ┊ 06. i am constantly reminded of how much i love taro milk tea ♡ ┊ 13. sigh, internet troubles... :c a technician has to come today and try to figure out the issue >‸< ┊ 17. got dinner and walked around downtown with josh, doc, and jackson + jackson surprised me with a new switch game called cassette beasts, and it’s sooo cute!! 🥹🥹 ┊ 18. mason randomly showed up at my house yesterday and asked if i’d like to go swing at the park and catch up with each other; it was really nice <3 + we saw a line of those starlink satellites in the night sky, and we were freaking out because we had no idea what they were XD 💀 ┊ 25. our new internet is so good!! ┊ 27. i've been learning the s-class dance, and it's actually been so much easier than i expected it to be based on how it looks ┊ 31. my aunt stopped by and surprised me with two halloween mugs and a halloween lantern!! they’re so cute!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ j u l y !

• 10. meeting with my advisor today @ 3:00 ┊ 11. my great-aunt came to visit :) ┊ 13. i've felt very hopeful and gotten a lot done these past few days! ┊ 19. my great-aunt came to visit again + i battled with josh for foreverrr on pokémon go, and i beat him 7/8 times >:) ┊ 23. i'm so sore where i've been exercising more regularly and for longer periods at a time, but it's been making me feel so much better mentally ┊ 24. facetimed with the boys up into the night :) ┊ 29. how is it almost august already!? ┊ 31. got dinner + played games w/ josh, doc, and jackson! <3

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ j u n e !

• 05. mom had her check-up today, and she’s still cancer-free!!!!!!!!!! ┊ 07. i went to the park with josh and played pokémon go, then we met up with doc & jackson and had dinner, then josh and i saw the new the little mermaid movie!!! ^-^ ┊ 14. i caught fireflies outside for so long this evening, and it reminded me of when i was a kid; it helped lift my spirits so, so much ♡ ┊ 19. i hung out with the boys again <33 josh and i won three rubber duckies out of the claw machine at the pizza arcade!! :D ┊ 22. my little cousins came over and we colored/drew pokémon together!! c': ┊ 23. josh and i went thrifting + had a pizza picnic and played pokémon go at the park ^-^ ┊ 28. i went to the mall with josh, doc, and jackson + we went and got ice-cream downtown + we went back to doc's apartment and played jackbox games! it was so funny, istg we were all losing our minds 😭

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ m a y !

• 02. jackson said that my voice sounds "very plush" ;-; that’s one of the best compliments i've ever received 🥹 ┊ 05. doc, jackson, jax, and i went out to eat for cinco de mayo + we went downtown and got ice-cream + we went back to doc’s house to play games ^^ ┊ 09. i finally roller-skated again for the first time in waayyy too long! ♡ ┊ 10. got dinner and chilled with josh, doc, and jackson ^^ ┊ 11. I FINALLY GOT MY PERMIT!!!!! :'D + katie and i went out for coffee <3 ┊ 15. i looked at some old pictures with doc from when we were in kindergarten; ahhh, nostalgia ♡ ┊ 17. i went out to eat at trh and played at the park tonight with josh & doc ♥ ┊ 20. ughh, i caught the stomach bug that’s been going around… not fun… >︵< ┊ 24. to that girl i saw at the park earlier that was wearing the orange leggings… 💍💍💍 ┊ 31. got pizza & ice-cream + walked around downtown with josh, doc, and jackson ^^

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ a p r i l !

• 02. i made peanut butter cookies ♡ + i’ve felt very hopeful today! ┊ 03. kristian flores is so attractive ┊ 04. hanging with josh, jackson, and doc today! ^-^ ┊ 06. mom and i got our stuff to make easter dinner! i love how pastel-colored and fresh everything is this time of year <3 ┊ 09. happy easter! ^-^ ┊ 12. had dinner, got ice-cream, went shopping, and played mario kart with the boys! ♡ ┊ 15. i went shopping with my great-aunt! ^-^ ┊ 18. i went out to dinner + got ice-cream and walked around downtown tonight with josh, doc, and jackson ♡ ┊ 19. r.i.p. moonbin. you are so loved; you will be missed. 💔 ┊ 21. doc introduced me to jax! + josh, doc, jackson, jax, and i went out to eat and did an escape room! we sadly didn’t escape in time, but it was so fun <3 ┊ 23. i've been cleaning my room today, and i honestly cannot tell you how many "missing" clothes of mine i've found in the laundry pile, lol. oops :^) ┊ 26. last night was… not good…

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ m a r c h !

• shamrock shake oreo mcflurry ♡ ┊ mall, chipotle, boba, pokemon go, and game night w/ josh, doc, and jackson! <3 + josh gave me the cutest bee plushie on earth! :3 ┊ lots and lots of anxiety as of the past few days… ┊ went out with josh, doc, and jackson again! i also tried alligator for the first time! it’s very good :) ┊ i have such a hopeful feeling today <3 ┊ i only slept 3 hours last nighttt, ughhh ┊ terrible allergy day ;-; ┊ planning a beach trip with the squad! ^-^ ┊ had two nice hangs with the boys this week <3 ┊ sigh... it's back... >.< ┊ four-way calls with the boys always improve my mood ♡ ┊ went and ate mexican food with josh, doc, and jackson + we went to the park tonight and played basketball & pokemon go! ^ᴗ^ ┊ josh and i went to katie’s apartment to hang last night + we ordered pizza, played games, and talked; it was nice <3

༊ * · ˚ ⠀ f e b r u a r y !

• vanilla iced coffee, my beloved ‹з ┊ josh, doc, jackson, and i went to the mall and got chipotle! + WTF JOSH ┊ ahhh, pay day!!! :') ┊ really thought i was over the worst of this stuff!!! ┊ NEW PHONE AHHH!!! <33 ┊ lots of group calls with the boys ^-^ ┊ i hope i made the right decision... ┊ i totally didn’t slip on the lane whilst trying to roll my bowling ball and fall flat on my ass in front of a packed bowling alley... 🥴 ┊ applied for a job at this daycare by my house; fingers crossed!!! ┊ game night with josh, doc, and jackson! ^-^ ┊ i wish i wasn't such a perfectionisttt, ughhh. it gets so annoying. ┊ skz lyrics are so incredible, gahhh ♡ ┊ pokémon go with jackson + dance workouts with josh and doc + mexican food with the squad! ┊ doc’s birthday! ♡ ┊ josh is showing off his complete and utter buffoonery -.- ┊ i applied for a position in the children's section at the library... it would be such a dream job!