• it's been a bit less chaotic but still not the perfect routine I had imagined.
  • he smiled at me and I felt so good and happy
  • we've been on and off and I don't know what to do next
  • 48 laps!!!! new record
  • can't wait for 12 july
  • trying to be more responsible
  • 50 laps! yay
  • I do not feel good when he has other plans, why do I feel so needy? argh
  • good talking to n. and putting things into perspective
  • i'm excited about my new date (so nervous)
  • how good to feel loved and heard
jun 21 2023 ∞
aug 1 2023 +