- it's been a bit less chaotic but still not the perfect routine I had imagined.
- he smiled at me and I felt so good and happy
- we've been on and off and I don't know what to do next
- 48 laps!!!! new record
- can't wait for 12 july
- trying to be more responsible
- 50 laps! yay
- I do not feel good when he has other plans, why do I feel so needy? argh
- good talking to n. and putting things into perspective
- i'm excited about my new date (so nervous)
- how good to feel loved and heard
jun 21 2023 ∞
aug 1 2023 +