- 03.05: I had a wonderful day. didn't do anything special, but I was feeling energetic, happy and calm today.
- 04.05: took a long nap in the morning. M. wants to have one more meeting, I don't know if I'm going to survive.
- 05.05: it is so difficult to talk to her, she never listens. at least I said what I wanted to say (which means: no more calls). | ten days without sugar.
- 06.05: discovered her listo and it's fascinating!
- 07.05: didn't do much all day and at night I had a strong need to clean the whole house.
- 08.05: I can't believe Regina Duarte was capable of giving that interview. Brazil is so fucked up. I have no hope anymore.
- 10.05: fifteen days without sugar and I'm still craving this shit.
- 11.05: my legs are so sore. | I've finally cleaned the house!
- 12.05: more than two hours on the phone with Teu, I guess we've never done this before.
- 14.05: discovered a japanese podcast and i understood few sentences. small progress is better than no progress!
- 15.05: two health ministers in less than a month. Brazil isn't for beginners, my friends. | o inimigo não é o vírus.
- 17.05: the day I made peanut butter. I've been waiting way too long for this.
- 18.05: dad thinks covid-19 doesn't exist... I'm just ignoring him... better this way. | I'm so angry and tired.
- 19.05: "まわれ まわれ まわれよ 水車まわれ..." I'm gonna sing this all day long!
- 20.05: I managed to practice yoga on my period. something is different...
- 21.05: listo was down
- 23.05: sad to realize that I learn better with a structured method.
- 24.05: I so tired today, ugh.
- 25.05: I just realize it's going to take a long time to become fluent in japanese, probably years. (I'm not fluent in english and I've lived in england!!)
- 28.05: I miss being so close to Eva.
- 29.05: I am really nervous about online classes. can I just quit?
- 30.05: Ka went to see me and gave me loads of little plants! so happy! | I've been daydreaming about New Zealand.
- 31.05: taking care of my scooby and making peace with where I am now.
may 3 2020 ∞
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