[ write at least three things that made your day nice and compare with the bad things in the other list and remember: life always has two sides, look at the bright one ]

— October

• 12 - 29 ◉ i'm happy for many reasons: he, my speech looks good, halloween party, my ship is sailing, my parents have not been so mad at me.
• 11 ◉ i am dating a really cute boy, which is incredibly strange // we kissed again and hugged and hold hands :) // phonecalls with malu and lau
• 10 ◉ i slept early // bob is an awesome teacher :) // talking to him
• 9 ◉ gilmore girls // sururu // procastination // modification of the family tree: lau and giovanni have a son; gabriel is my husband; our husbands are brothers...
• 8 ◉ chinese food // going out with my mom and buying two books
• 7 ◉ we did not talk about us but we did talk about other things, which is better than nothing // popcorn :) // i hugged him when i said goodbye
• 6 ◉ i am going to talk to him tomorrow // he texted me during class to know if i was feeling better because i was nauseated during break // lab with malu and lau // talking to juj and fefê about him
• 5 ◉ giovanni really likes laura // bob came with his spider man socks but i prefer my omg one // pygmallion is not that bad
• 4 ◉ "la jeune fille est vous" (gabriel): he said he likes me (using french) and then kissed me at 5:10pm (yeah, i know the exact hour) // cientista // laura, fefê, ana and juj freaked out about the fact he likes me and kissed me
• 3 ◉ lunch with laura // the whole 'fósforo e caixinha' talk with laura // socks competition with bob (my sushi one wins tbh)
• 2 ◉ i just procastinated // organizing halloween party at ana's house
• 1 ◉ 10 things i hate about you + gilmore girls with mom // laura and i are talking to each other now

— September

• 30 ◉ gilmore girls (THEY KISSED!! MY SHIP IS SAILING!) and the get down // long talk to fefê // gabriel being suportive (ana, rafa and malu helped a lot too) // talking to juj and her video
• 29 ◉ rafa was so sweet // mom bring me back home earlier // gabriel was worried about me
• 28 ◉ i went with gabriel to starbucks and then we talked a lot during an hour
• 24 ◉ diana's party: gabriel (balloon fights, the light's app, deep talks, the way he stared at me, what lau told me in the next morning); giovanni (the photos i took of him are hilarious) and laura = my otp; diana's mom is an awesome person (i would have liked to have her as a mother in law); ana bia and cê are funny af
• 20 ◉ cientista // lunch with lau, fê and cê
• 19 ◉ talking to fê about a lot of things :)
• 18 ◉ i fucking finished everything from cientista
• 7 - 17 ◉ ten weird day with euphoric, sad and strange moments. summary: gabriel may like me; i went to a big fifteen years old party; fefê and laura came to my house to celebrate my birthday; i had my party and got a lot of fantastic presents
• 6 ◉ ana helping me during break // hugging vini // paper airplane (i gave to gabriel because he was sad and i wanted him to be happy) // cientista with ana, giovanni and gabriel // a long conversation with gabriel // talking to juj
• 5 ◉ nilo's birthday ("não basta ser nilo, tem que ser cleópatra também) // giovanna: "que saudade de conversar com a luiza :( sério" eu: "não sou a luiza que você quer mas pode vir falar comigo..." // fê, lau, ana and vini support
• 4 ◉ my grandparents arrived // lunch at 6 pm // gilmore girls
• 3 ◉ mono // tallulah // finding the perfect dress with my mom (a green one)
• 2 ◉ i actually think i was good at literature test today // lau is onw of the most amazing people i've ever met // 505/50 & bo burnham: make happy
• 1 ◉ i won the chemistry game // strawberry frapuccino // august is finally over // watching dan's videos to calm down // good grade in geography

— August

• 31 ◉ yuri joined fasson // throwback of school elections ("enzo é culpado pelas catracas")
• 30 ◉ cientista // being interviewed (weird...) // biology "tutoria"
• 29 ◉ talking to ana about everything in my head rn // the poem ana sent me
• 28 ◉ gilmore girls :) // lunch with family // finishing studying biology
• 27 ◉ finally finishing watching glee; i have no words to say how much i love this tv show and how much it taught me // empanadas // mc dia feliz
• 26 ◉ chemistry grade (4.6/5) // dan and phil videos // talking to juj about my whole confussion
• 25 ◉ lunch with enzo, lau, ju and fê // ju told me that gabriel said "i don't know" when she asked him if he would be with me (she thinks this answer is so good, i will just ignore this for now) // i talked to mali which made me calmer // chymistry lab with ju: "eu sou de exatas, adorei! me senti representada" // biology class: "eles nós fazem trabalhar com miçanga para nós nos acustumarmos com nosso futuro: vender miçanga na praia."
• 24 ◉ trying to help nat again with diana // reconciliate with diana // "você escreve muito bem" (celina) // miguel using whatsapp // helping di with her survey
• 23 ◉ coming back home early // lunch // studying physics and maths // "eu ainda não desisti de te fazer entender que viver também é para você" (gabriel)
• 22 ◉ "lu, você é muito linda." (manu) // lunch with lau talking about gabriel, ana, complex personalities and feminism // break with di creating a new twitter
• 21 ◉ second day of simulado // cindy lauper // gabriel and metaphors (he trusted me) // diana and advices // lunch
• 20 ◉ mingau de aveia :) // watching the first time before my big test to calm me down // talking to gabriel during the dawn because we both were awake // first day of my first simulado // in the end, i talkied to bruno, di and gabriel (i met leite's family) // japonese food // glee (sue was funny af)
• 19 ◉ diana gave me a lot of gifts from london and paris (sherlock mug!!) // talking to geraldo after his grammar class with di, bruno and ste // moqueca de ovo // fassondugek was funny af // "só vejo as palavras de mela da senhora ranho" (diana)
• 18 ◉ went to blu for the first time // writing class with gabriel and giovanni (he gave me a lollypop!!) // scream // talking about rafa (i'm so sorry for her) with gabriel and he being so supportive and caring
• 17 ◉ "o seu esposo se chama ranho?" (roberto) // break in 2B // one hour and a half conversation with lau
• 16 ◉ chai tea frappuccino // rita is happy because she saw me happy in cientista with the boys // a long long talk with fê on the stairs (my new favorite place in school tbh) // playing around with matheus and the others in what should be the biology class i give... // talking to gabriel while he was supposed to be in his robot "class"
• 15 ◉ school break in 1A with giovanni and gabriel, which made me happy after a bad moment // "a vida é como brigadeiro com vidro" // he changed his life philosophy for a optimist one with my indirect help // bob asked me help to choose his new glasses
• 14 ◉ gilmore girls // "mais episódio?" "sim!!" "não! você vai ir tomar banho para depois ir lanchar" // father's day // lunch
• 13 ◉ reading girl with a pearl earring // chemistry // buying tea and then drinking it at home
• 12 ◉ school break // 'lie down and listen' playlist // hugging her in the end of the class // juj is so happy and i'm so happy for her // 8 episodes of gilmore girls with my mom
• 11 ◉ lunch at starbucks // juliana and her obstinacy: i filmed her for almost five minutes to prove my point while she tried to prove hers and then i won and she said "você e o gabriel são iguas. vocês definitivamente se merecem." i laughed so much :) // people being worried about me or consoling me: "você tem todo o direito de ficar assim. o que elas fizeram foi totalmente infantil" (mari); 'lu, relaxa. juro indenpendente do que for, vai dar tudo certo. se quiser, eu to aqui para conversar" (rafa also hugged me); "tutorial de como continuar bonita mesmo tendo chorado, me ensina" (malu); giovanni and raniere being awesome; di, ana and ju also were incredible // things are fine in the end of the day after all // boys at my class singing for me and complenting my beauty (i know it was a joke, but made me laugh)
• 10 ◉ my mom bought me some rolled sticky notes // my math teacher was awesome after our director said a thing that was really homophobic ("então quer dizer que o eduardo não pode beijar o andré?) // talking to nat after english (i am so mad at diana and bianca for not treating her right) // ana is so happy with her blue hair and i am so happy for her
• 9 ◉ voices by lilly singh // gabriel: his playlist, his talk, his jokes and his way to try to calm me down // "você é ótima, lu. seu trabalho é ótimo. você apenas precisa ter mais confiança em si mesma" (rita) // laura and her words // talking to giovanni, fê and vini //
• 8 ◉ lunch with nat and lau // english break with gabriel and giovanni // math grade // break with vini and malu // "studying" with di // "nossa, você está com uma cara de cansada." "você sempre diz isso." "porque você sempre está com cara de sono." "dormir é algo muito relativo."
• 7 ◉ gabriel asked me to go out with him and i said that i want to go, but i may take a while to actually go and he was okay with it // i studied biology and drawed a giraffe in my review notes // talked to my parents about songs during lunch
• 6 ◉ the nice woman in the bookstore who talked about the books with an enormous passion // ana's birhtday party: three party crashers (leite!!); conversations on the balcony with lau, ju, leite, gabriel and giovanni; gabriel, ju and lau trying to calm me down; an attempt to dance waltz with di; lots of jokes; pictures of me and di; talking to juj on the snap; "ela tem cara de quem vê fantasmas" (leite) // french fries ♡
• 5 ◉ diana defending me whe she was discussing with enzo and ju // studying everything i had to // being correct in the math exercices // olympic ceremony (garota de ipanema made me cry) // joking about enzo
• 4 ◉ joking with ju // ana's birthday // talking to juj // break with raniere and giovanni
• 3 ◉ "sabe, teve as férias e eu comecei a falar com o gabriel e o ódio passou por osmose" // break with malu, lau and fê // di is better today // encountering with gabriel at various times of the day // snapping (is this even a verb?) with juj :) // i set up a tv satellite dish antenna for my friends
• 2 ◉ i told my best friend about my sexuality and she was more than okay with it and i also told her about my crush // cientista (i tried to stay quiet but it's almost impossible) // both fê and ju think gabriel and i could be a good couple (again, so awkward!! why people can't see that i don't like him?!) // break with lau, giovanni and gabriel // gabriel and giovanni actually are trying to find a dinosaur pajama to use in ana's party // lunch at starbuck with lau and my lovely chai latte
• 1 ◉ back to school // math class (in some weird way, i am happy to have math classes again) // danish chocolate + some random sweets (malu is my favorite daughter tbh, sorry others) // snap with juj // bob being nice with me and lau :) // seeing giovanni and gabriel (even though i didn't talk to gabriel which is sad af) // but then i talked to gabriel later and he said my photo was beautiful which was weird and nice at the same time // pastel

— July

• 31 ◉ snapchat // harry potter and the cursed child (I FUCKING BOUGHT THE BOOK AND NOW I AM READING IT!! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!) // discussing in fasson about how would it be our musical carrer if we had one
• 30 ◉ lovesick // japonese food at lunch and hamburguer at dinner // gabriel and juj // procastinate // ariana grande & the stone roses (thanks to diana) // i am not mad with diana anymore, i think
• 29 ◉ dinner with my parents and brother and their friends // the neighbourhood // da vinci's notebook // lau and gabriel // i started talking to juj
• 28 ◉ sleepover at ana's // watching dan and phil's videos with lau to calm me down // hugging lau, ana and di
• 27 ◉ tumblr // gilmore girls // my mom understood the fact that i was not wanting to go out
• 26 ◉ making backup of my phone // starting using my new phone // organzing my wardrobe // talking to gabriel and diana ♡ // coxinha + bolinha de queijo
• 25 ◉ organized my bedroom // french fries at lunch // texting friends
• 24 ◉ reading some fanfics // sururu at lunch // coming back home
• 23 ◉ binge watching degrassi and finishing it (i need so much the next season) // bought films for instax // popcorn // i ended up texting gabriel :)
• 22 ◉ ouro preto with nat, isinha and their dad // listening tomusid with them in the car // going to two museums and two churches there // answering the funny questions that di sent me
• 21 ◉ bought some funny socks // gilmore girls with mom // finished stranger things (I NEED SEASON TWO!!)
• 20 ◉ i run with my mom and brother // feijão tropeiro e costela + pudim // bitmoji + snap + di
• 19 ◉ stranger things and gilmore girls // diana and lau // talking about trashy music with ana, gabriel and giovanni // making four playlist for ana's birthday party
• 18 ◉ stranger things (new obsession!!) // lau and di // gabriel helping me with to calm ana down // doce de leite and lollipop
• 17 ◉ sleeping well // gabriel trusted me to tell about his nightmare // lunch at my grandma's house // the 1975 // ana is better than yesterday // scream // staying up until five am talking to gabriel (he was acceptive and sweet)
• 16 ◉ my dad // my mom and dad gave me a new phone :) // diana with her new pens and the couples she created + her drawings in her new journal // new group with ana, giovanni and gabriel // gabriel talking to me to avoid the party he was on // i bought a 'please please me' vinyl
• 15 ◉ talking to diana about birthday, fanfics, their plan to get me a new phone and other stuffs // scream // finished the second season of gilmore girls // mali being sweet af
• 14 ◉ diana freaking out because my birthday is coming because she has "a lot of things to organize" // gabriel and his advices // gilmore girls (almost finishing second season!!) // making petit gateau
• 13 ◉ olivia // talking to laura // diana with her tweet
• 12 ◉ watching a movie with olivia and then using snap with her // texting to gabriel and he was a really nice person with me and we talked for a long time with each other // gimlore girls with my mom
• 11 ◉ finding dory // icecream and popcorn // confessions
• 10 ◉ lunch with my two grandmas and one of my grandpas // watching the eurocope final with my dad and my cousin // spending time with my brother and cousin // "eu sempre fui mais alto que você." "até parece! eu sempre fui a mais alta. eu tenho provas disso." ▸ he is taller than me now and i am not happy about it... (just kidding)
• 9 ◉ i'm finally in my grandparents' house // lunch with family // playing board games with my cousin
• 8 ◉ i finished sense8 // hearing playlists all day // my mom gave me some clothes that look so good on me :)
• 7 ◉ i organized things to go to my grandparents' house // work a bit more in my notebook // gilmore girls & sense8 // jiaozi
• 6 ◉ finished the first season of gilmore girls // the ships are sailing in sense8 // started to bookbind my first notebook :)
• 5 ◉ red fruits tea twinings + cookies // gilmore girls (i'm addicted and i'm proud of it) // diana saves the day again :) she literally made me laugh after crying a lot... this girl will kill me one day // a girl liked my rant to another girl on tvshowtime... i feel proud
• 4 ◉ four episodes of gilmore girls (don't judge me for my addiction) // reading a sherlock holmes's book // fasson is always a nice place to laugh :)
• 3 ◉ trying a recipe of brownies // gilmore girls with my mom (5 episodes) // organizing some lists
• 2 ◉ pastel // "diz para a laura que eu não fiquei parecendo um babuíno" // gILMORE GIRLS!!
• 1 ◉ woke up and made my own breakfast // finally cleaned my desk and my bookshelf // my heart beats for love // the fundamentals of caring

— June

• 30 ◉ last day of school // picnic at math class // invading gabriel and giovanni biology class // going to see gê during physics class and then finding gabriel in the corridor and talking to him // three phonecalls with diana during the day // fê came to tell me about the cinema // telling what happened in my day to lau
• 29 ◉ last day of test (finally!!) // buying sweets and chocolate with diana and eating during speech class // she slept on my lap and on my shoulder while we're watching macbeth // conversations during math class // i made brownies for the last day of classes picnic :)
• 28 ◉ last starbucks lunch in the semester + hot chocolate // break with di and ju // talking to ana during biology class (she talked me down) // being slightly productive during cientista // she made a 2 minutes video explaining a math exercise because i was not understanding it :)
• 27 ◉ diana: cookie and chocolate; hugs and kisses in my cheek; bruno, the captain of our ship; "calma, você não vai no starbucks com a gente?" "não vai dar minha mãe chegou." "leva ela." "di, eu tenho que ir." "está bem, eu te levo até o carro da sua mãe." // lau and di liked the palha italiana that i did
• 26 ◉ japonese food // just three more exams :) // waking up at 8am // painting my nails green // talked to gabriel and lau (different conversations, same effect)
• 25 ◉ waking up early and taking a shower // talking to ana // matte tea with milk // making palha italiana with my mom // dinner at nat's house to say goodbye to her because she is going to galapagos
• 24 ◉ math class // diana in philosophy class making me laugh // pancakes // grammar grade (10/10!!) // i finished watching sherlock (i don't know if it's good or bad tbh) // making plans with mali
• 23 ◉ red velvet cake + green tea with lemonade // beatles // "o que você não é, tenha certeza, é grossa." // my math teacher gave me a origami during physics test // my wrinting teacther made the idiots boys leave the classroom because they cause too much trouble
• 22 ◉ 50 minutes break + funny conversations // "não obstante, todavia, porém, contudo" // ju doing a weird thing to my shoes' laces // listening to an 'old' playlist // finding my 6º grade class' photo but realizing gabriel is not there bc he entered in the middle of the year.. i'm feeling stupid and this is hilarious // sherlock
• 21 ◉ "eu não sabia se você tava dando tutoria hoje ou não, então te liguei. na verdade, eu só queria saber se você estava bem" // talking with a lot of people // chai latte (new bae) // cientista
• 20 ◉ talking to mali via direct // break with giovanni, gabriel, ana and lau // red fruits tea twinings // talking with diana during government class // sherlock
• 19 ◉ civil wars (song by sav!!) // scrambled egg // the 1975
• 18 ◉ health grade (149/155!!) // the ransom // family lunch // sherlock
• 17 ◉ listening to the beatles // popcorn // blue cotton candy // people being nice // sherlock // scream
• 16 ◉ chai latte // diana and mali // talking to lau // 'várzea' during integral classes // arts test with my math teacher being funny af // di gave me a green eraser and she has a blue one (green&blue) // heathens
• 15 ◉ catey shaw // studying for my arts test tomorrow // lunch with ana and nat // she told lau she actually likes me...
• 14 ◉ starbucks with lau again (i love hot chocolate and parmesan muffin) // rita being lovely // talking to gabriel and giovanni // sav's new poem // tutoria with ana, giovanni, lau and matheus
• 13 ◉ talking to di // lunch with lau // being able to stay calm during physics test
• 12 ◉ exchanging messages with gabriel (funny fact: her girlfriend sent me a video telling that he is hers ▹ weird moment of the day) // oh wonder // chinese food
• 11 ◉ dan's birthday // ana (finally) made a listography!! // feijoada // ju's birthday party // compliments // realising enzo is not a complete asshole
• 10 ◉ warm clothes // literature class // kurt
• 9 ◉ hot chocolate // conversations with nat, cê and enzo // sweet words from lau // mali // hot tea with milk
• 8 ◉ speech grade (81!!) // please please me + help! + 1 // being able to follow my schedule :)
• 7 ◉ cientista // lunch with lau // being able to finish everything i needed to do
• 6 ◉ connor and felipe' new videos // physics grade // brisbane
• 5 ◉ troye's 21st birthday // will's new video // auto da compadecida (finished!!) // ice tea made by mom
• 4 ◉ scream // spaghetti // freaks and geeks // super long nap // sense8
• 3 ◉ english grade (92!!) // diana planning to talk with my mom about my fingernails // chocolate frappuccino and chai tea with lemonade // weird conversations with gabriel
• 2 ◉ diana gave me a flower ✿ // "um dia a gente foge" "fode?" // being correct in a math exercise // biology and chemistry lab // running to starbucks to buy muffin for ju's birthday and then eating brigadeiro during lunch // cinnamon roll ❤
• 1 ◉ lunch with malu // being able to make a math exercise about something i didn't 'learn' about // mali // ju helping me // literary analysis' grade

— May

• 31 ◉ receiving hugs from malu, fê and diana // geraldo's class // laura being nice during lunch // ana and cê talking about my value :) // sense8
• 30 ◉ diana // new songs // philosophy grade
• 29 ◉ charles' feedbacks (i literally freaked out when i read his compliments) // a black and white mix // productivity // letter to the editor
• 28 ◉ catharina // hamburguer // brazilian songs