March

week one mostly okay. Neighbours are being anti social.

⋆⁺₊❄ ‧₊˚ ⋅ February

week one I think I've burnt myself out with reading. I've been reading book after book after book due to library due dates and reading is starting to feel like a chore rather than a hobby. February is being a realy hard mental health month. I really want to self harm. week two was okayish. week three logged into that game after exactly 2 months and already feeling the negative energy from the toxic player base. Scum neighbours are triggering me to self harm so I cut off most of my hair instead of slicing up my skin. I hate my hair but heyho, atleast I'm still clean from self harm. Am disappointed that my hairdressers appointment would have only been 2ish weeks away after waiting since the beginning of Jan. Depressed. week four emotionally drained. No motivation to do even the simplest of tasks.