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Clumsy heart and fickle mind. Contradicts self often. Story writing in head, singing under breath. Enjoys being alone, yet gets lonely. Constant state of self improvement. Dreamer, Wanderer, Believer.

bookmarks:
a ~ notes (favourites 2024)
wishlist (random stuff)
wishlist (camera stuff)
s. podcasts (two thousand and twenty-four)
cariatide why fall in love when you can fall on the floor and cry over a tv show. (2024)
  • nostalgia
  • swelling up with tears over earthly beauty
  • being incredibly moved over even the simplest of things
    • two birds in love, perched upon a post
    • a stray dog giving 'puppy dog eyes' at strangers who pass by.
    • changing the month on a calender
  • the recognition of being the oldest I have ever been and the youngest I will ever be again, at any given moment.
  • star gazing to remind myself that my problems are ridiculously insignificant in this vast world of ours, then smirking at the relief that it is, not infact, the end of the world.
  • feeling overwhelmed with what I've yet to go through in life, a sheer jolt of panic, frustration and insecurity.
  • a sadness which overcomes me when I catch myself pondering life without the people I love in it, not knowing if I'll ever cope.
  • the odd sensation of enjoying being alone, but feeling lonely at the same time.
feb 20 2012 ∞
feb 23 2012 +